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Progressives: "We should just give homes to homeless people."

Corporate Bootlickers: "You mean they get to OWN a HOUSE? That OTHER PEOPLE PAID FOR?"

Progressives: "If that makes you angry, wait until you hear about landlords."

there are people who leave the house without a pair of earplugs. what insanity

wish we had more internal organ emojis

I am loved

I am loved

I am loved

Being a Queer Christian is beautiful actually because in a world telling you that you aren’t loved you get to look to God and say “Don’t worry; My faith is stronger than their fear”

And there is something poetic to that.

I have not had a good week! In fact, it has been Very Bad! I did not care for it! It has been a Death by a Thousand Paper Cuts week, and I keep reminding myself to be grateful that it has not been a Chopped in Half at the Soul week! In fact, this has been my entire April!! I have not enjoyed it!!!

This particular week, I have had two routine doctor's appointments, and my blood pressure was weirdly low at the first one; I proceeded to feel like shit all week and take a lot of depression naps. Yesterday was the worst, and this morning, I realized that I hadn't taken any of my morning meds for some reason. I want you to understand that no one on this earth is more Medication Compliant than me. I feel like absolute shit, AS EVIDENCED YESTERDAY, if I miss so much as one batch of meds. I am bipolar, I have PCOS, I have hereditary neuropathy aggravated by a spinal injury, I am developing diabetes type 2 (also hereditary), I Do Not Miss Meds. Except when I do, apparently.

I don't know what was wrong with me before missing the Thursday morning meds, but I kind of feel like I'm having a tiny upswing now. (Oh, also, I fell off a low step on Wednesday. Like four inches, but I ended up flat on the floor so that wasn't great for my spine. I feel a bit jolted all over. But:) A little more will to live, maybe.

Anyway, I am DEEPLY FRUSTRATED that I keep trying to get things done and shit keeps getting in my way. (NO I STILL HAVE NOT GOTTEN OBS TO WORK YET THANK YOU FOR ASKING.) I will say, this is usually the point in a project where (in fairness to me) external obstacles show up, and I end up getting overwhelmed by life and giving up on it (the project, not life). At this point, I am trying to accept that I have been egregiously slowed down and that is FINE, it's FINE, because slow is better than giving up and I am a brave little toaster, good for me. BUT I AM SO FRUSTRATED AAAAHHH. It's FINE.

Inner peace 🕊️🐱😌

Guy about to invent the kitchen sink: and I want a bubble bath for my cutlery. Yeah just build it right into the table.