The Emptiness Is Heavier Than You Think

did i fuck up too many times?

oh em gee i saw u po on the notifs of my fanfic blog 😳😳

ikaw yon? HAHAHAHAHA followed u

:(

tara museum date? haha hi 🙂

lockdown

my cousin dropped her phone and she said "ay puta" now my 2yr old nephew won't stop saying "ay puta" lol

sana maging masaya ka na

sana ikaw din

i'm so proud of you

i know i'm fucked up in so many ways but when you were here i loved you as much as i was capable of and even now i'll carry you in my heart for as long as it beats. the only thought that comforts me is that you're no longer in pain now. i wish the world was kinder. you deserved so much better. are you having coffee with dad? is my tofu boi with you? did you hug mama for me? i hope so. i'll miss you so much mum well actually i already do. i love you.

getting better

when will it get better?

cat pics and vids used to make me so happy bc whenever i see those i get reminded na oh i have my taffy and then i spend a few minutes just staring at him doing whatever and just feeling grateful that i have him. but now i can't do that bc he's not with me so whenever i see posts abt cats i get so sad and my heart hurts bc i miss my taffy so much. i hope he's okay and i hope he's not feeling lonely :(