Kinda Fucked Up That Im Not A Tv Show Character Or Like A 14 Year Old's Oc Because I Would've Been Really

everyday i wake up and i’m not blue sargent living in a home full of strong women wearing my cool asf outfits and going exploring magical forests with my best friends and loml…when is it my turn

todays warmup sketch was this here patron snailnt of callout posts

how am i supposed to revise when all my hyperfixations have decided to reemerge im being sabotaged over here😭

i miss being 14 and reading trc for the first time, no book will EVERRR compare to it istg

everyone always says that the word Q is too early in the alphabet and should be further back with all the "weirdo"s and "freak"s. but take a look at this -> p q. They're twin brothers. Would you seperate twin brothers? Just because one is a little artistic?

I lost my best friend 3 years ago- not lost as in dead but lost as in we only text each other on our birthdays now. Movies and books don't tell you that a friendship dying is like the sinking of a ship, you try to get higher and higher and hold onto the rails and unanswered texts, the captain tries to steer it to safety and salvage pieces of two broken hearts until you're left with memories of what once was. We were friends for a decade and knew each other's diaries by heart, I still remember her phone number and the way she took her coffee. Seeing her in streets is like breathing in a scent you forgot you knew but it immediately takes you back to a summer in '07.

Movies and books also don't tell you that friendships don't just end after one fight or incident, it's like the rusting of a bridge, the slow decay of flesh and bones and secrets. It took weeks, months- until one day I woke up and I realized I hadn't thought of her in a while. And I wrote a poem that day and I titled it 'The dying of a best friend' and I put all my love for her in a tiny box with my half of the matching pendant of a dolphin we had and stored them in a corner of my heart under the heading Grief. Where else can one hide unspent love?

It's been 3 years since I lost my best friend, lost as in I still carry our secrets in a tiny box but we only text each other on our birthdays.

-Ritika Jyala, excerpt from The world is a sphere of ice and our hands are made of fire

Edit: here's the visualizer for this piece

I will never emotionally recover from this show

:((

saw the viktor hargreeves reveal many thoughts all of them good but the most striking one is the fact that viktor is probably wearing ben’s jacket and hoodie because those are probably the first spare mens clothes/hand-me-downs he got after he started transitioning 🥲

hi guys I’ve been having quite a few requests for commissions and i jsut thought i should let u all know that as of rn im not open for them, however i hope to be in the near future, when this happens ill be sure to make a post abt them(with rules and prices included ofccc) tysm for ur patience and understanding and ty for all the love on my work its really appreciated🫶‼️

anyway just a reminder for the myth lovers out there

king arthur was welsh. merlin was welsh. camelot was in wales. the lady and the lake she pops out of; welsh. excalibur; magic inanimate welsh object. etc.

on the way to see family, i drive past a lake that in which is welsh legend, is the last resting place of excalibur.

i’m just saying in my experience a lot of these legends had been so anglo-fied in the past and it’s like, all this cool shit is celtic welsh legend.