For personal reasons I need a hug and I wish I was kidding š
Iām hyperventilating while typing this from the one thing my parents wont go through. I have been keeping a secret to myself about my own abuse and now I am in need of desperate help. About 2-3 months ago I had an incident. Long story short: I had my heart broken by a much older man. He took advantage of the fact that I was a foolish 18yo at the time⦠I canāt say it was r*pe of any kind cause I consented despite being uncomfortable with the idea of not protecting myself. I know Iām an adult now but Iām not ready for this type of responsibility. The shame weighs heavy on my chest.Ā Now Iām pregnant and he refuses to even open my messages or pick up my calls
Iām Hunni and Iām an enby trans blogger that could use all the help I can get to afford a legal abortion. I found out I was pregnant soon after experiencing extreme ongoing discomfort and let me tell you sneaking in a pregnancy test through my parents house was a MISSION. They look through everything. Iām so fucking worried because if they find out Iām pregnant they will no longer support me or my studies. I would most likely be forced to keep the baby or be asked to move out (I would have a legal amount of days to stay before being kicked out officially. I much rather not leave even if my parents are super conservative because at least it is relatively safe for me to live here).Ā I donāt have a job yet. Iām making my resume as soon as I post this
Please consider helping me by donating via venmo cashapp or paypal or sharing this post so somebody who can help sees this. I live in a US suburb that is mostly republican (ā¦ugh). Itās legal for me to go to the clinic but I do not have a car and my parents monitor me very closely still. I see posts going around all the time asking people to reblog for this and reblog for that so I hope that this gets as much attention⦠Expect additional posts containing more info soon. Thereās so much I have on my mind. Please send help. Iām literally having the worst crisis I have ever experienced in my life so far. Iām not ready to be a mother. NOTE: Please donāt be rude to me or tell me this is punishment for my stupidity. I have learned my lesson and realize I learned the hard way
- HunniĀ
Bro, this is perfectšš
So I have been wondering why Zane never told anyone besides Jay about his visions so I rewatched parts of the fire chapter and asked friends on discord to figure out why
So at episode 101 Zane has his first vision and he freaks out about it and knows its the foreseeable future. Jay then blows it off in favor of the video game and Zane follows and does the same. He doesnāt say anything this time to the others because jay eased his worries.
In 104 he has another vision which he also dismisses. Its understandable because he had more pressing matters at the time (like not getting digested) and nothing in his vision shows up in real life
105 is where everything changes. When he reads the writing on the wall he realizes that what he has been seeing is in fact real and tries to stop jay but its too late
Additionally, when Aspheera is in the midst of taking kaiās power he already knows whatās happening to him before anyone else because he has already seen her with the fire element in his vision.
At this point I thought he would mention his visions in the next episode but that doesnāt happen at all. In fact his visions arenāt shown again until 109 where Zane expresses his concern if lloyds alright and about the scroll. He is also the only one to express concern about the scroll which is probably due to him already seeing Aspheera with it in his visions. Lastly while lloyd tells him what he felt with the scroll a scene from Zanes vision pops up. This tells us Zane has been thinking and worrying about his visions since probably 105. (And continues to do so past 115)
In his last scene in 114 Lloyd screams ālook outā before Aspheera tries to send Wu to the never realm. Everyone in this scene seems worried or scared execpt for Zane. Someone in another post mentions he looks almost confident. I think this is because of his visions. He saw himself get hit by Aspheera a few times in his visions so he was prepared and probably saw this coming and thats why he doesnāt hesitate at all in pushing Wu to the side. (His lack of hesitation is also partly because of his self sacrificing tendencies and he was built to protect others but my point still stands) I also think this is why he was a little relectant to give up the scroll (apart from him being entranced by it) he was waiting for that other part of his vision to come true, the one where he gets hit by Aspheera, so he could keep fighting
Friends on discord mentioned a few things. One said it was because jay dismissed it in 101 so Zane probably didnāt think anyone else would believe him. Another said it was so he wouldnāt worry his friends since he knew what was coming. I think it was a combination of what they said and him being scared about it himself especially the way he looks in 109 when he is thinking about his vision
Though if Zane had told them about his vision it is possible he might not have had to self sacrifice
Heyyyy, I wanna draw it...
Something I did over my hiatus was look into Ninjago worldbuilding by browsing the wikiaā¦i found someā¦interesting things no one ever told me about.
Plants in Ninjago be out to kill
It freaking RAINS POPCORN
BOOGIE WOOGIE BEARS
Yesterday I gone to bed not expecting something "big" from my previous post. But today I woke up and saw this
And this
And THIS
And many other wishes, love and support. And all of this made me cry again, in a good way. Thank you so much. Thank you all. Words are not enough to describe how grateful I am to you. You're very help me. I'm smiling like an idiot)
And don't worry about school, my mom and dad decided to transfer me to distance learning. So now I can come to visit someone and learn from my phone. Good news.
Now I'm going to read all of this beautiful staff.
And you know what - let my so-called friends go to all four sides. I'm happy to have friends here.
Cause we are friends, right?
What's wrong?
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Hc: Zane can stay awake for about a week, but he needs about two days sleep to recover. Once Zane fell into such a "hibernation" without telling anyone. He scared everyone very much
((Zane could probably last a bit longer but his reflexs and awareness would detieriate quickly after a week. Everyone freaked out when Zane collapsed and worried he was gonna die. He woke up 2 days later fine and dandy but Cole refused to let him train and kept him inside to rest/recover.He was allowed to cook though.))
Oh... I'm glad you are OK
Sorry just needed to express my pain ahhhh
We soooo proud of you:33
Your girl Nightly passed her final test and is now a certified EMT!!!! *air horns*
I worked so hard and Iām so proud I thought Iād shoot it from the rooftops! :D
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Leave whatās heavy, whatās heavy behind
Hope you like it!!! :3
Find some old strange hears while cleaning my room. Didn't want to throw it away, so I decided to draw some characters on them
Katakuri is the first one. I mean, he's a baby. My love for him is immense
I'm not sure If I should leave it like this or colour it
Who will be next?
Today was the most horrible day for me.
Yesterday I told my BEST friend about my enthusiasm for LEGO Ninjago and some other things. But it is not so important. The important thing is that I believed her, and hoped that she would not tell anyone, because I was a little shy about it.
And today I came to school not expecting anything unusual or strange. At first everything was fine, but I don't like how my classmates look at me. But I didn't pay attention to it. That was my fault.
I sitting and drawing my design for Criptor cause I want to draw it a long time ago. Then some of my classmates approached me. I looked at them and politely asked what they needed. And then they just began to scold and laugh at me, revealing the topic of their behavior with hints. I was in such a stupor that did not immediately handle the situation. But when it dawned on me what exactly they were laughing at, why they scoffed at me. It took me not much time to understand where the "information leak" occurred. That was my "best friend". She told them my secret. And that's why she didn't talk to me this morning.
Then they took my art book and started laughing even more. They pulled out a sheet with a picture and made this:
I was so shocked, I couldn't even do something about it. I can't hold my tears anymore. I took my school stuff, snatched the notebook out of their hands, picked up my torn picture and ran away.
Then I phoned my mother, and she took me home. And after this I spent 4 hours just crying in a pillow and not knowing what to do and how to continue to go to this school. Even if those guys are punished, they will still continue to bully me.
I always thought that such situations happen only in the movies, but this is not so.
And now I decided to share my pain and this story with tumblr. Cause I don't even know what I should do...
Has this ever happened to you? Please, please help me understand what to do next, because I'm in the dead end. My "best friend" betrayed me, all school know my secrets(she told them about all my secrets), and from now I have no friends in my school. And writing this I start crying again.
I don't know what to do
@kara-is-so-ninja, @nightlybirdie, @sayijo, @evelinaonline, @ninjawhoa, @ninjagoruinedmylife, @cakeking-cole, @ticktickbones, @tomato-ninjago, @0-scorch-the-earth-0, @ravenroyal21, please help
I need someone's help. I don't want fall into deep depression and not start cutting hands again... Sorry for this information and that's why I'm asking you to help me understand what to do next, please.
Sorry for my bad English, I'm writing this post very fast.
Help me, please
¦23.04.2004¦ Pan? Bi? I'm still trying to figure that out That's my last year of school, and of course I needed to start a new anime with almost 1000 series ( ̄Ļ ̄;) If you need a friend, I need one too
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