The Amount Of Motivation This Gave Me Is Actually Insane

A life with someone you can say goodbye to is a good life, especially when it hurts so much to say it to them

-Dazai, BSD: Beast

how people who are victims of misinformation of the void and consciousness look at me when I tell them you can “enter” the void or “become” the pure consciousness simply by stuff like daydreaming, having inner monologue, or just really anything that puts your mind off 3D and it doesn’t have to be 4 hours of subliminals or 6283 different methods

I'm low key glad for the fact that I don't know how to properly show emotions (even tho I try) because that means that as soon as I see my s/o in my dr for the first time my version of freaking out its just me staring at the wall with a serious face as I internally scream. Worst case scenario they think I'm plotting to murder someone because I suddenly became more quiet that usual.

2025 is the year i shift, end of sentence.

shifting story: I shifted to a reality where my family car was different

In a nutshell, my grandparents have two cars, and yesterday me, my grandparents, my mother and my sister went out to eat dinner in order to celebrate my sisters birthday. And when we went to get my sister to my parents' house, and the car we went in was black. We were there for a while and then returned to my parents house to leave my sister and mother there and went inside the house to say hi to my brother that I haven't been with in a while. And the most random thing ever happened upon my return. Imagine my surprise when I returned to the car and it was no longer the black car but the grey car instead.

I remember the confusion I felt and asked my grandparents "didn’t we came here on the black car?" and they looked at me as if I had said the most weird thing ever before my grandmother replied in her most sarcastic tone ever "what do you think? That we suddendly changed the car out of nowhere?" and in that moment I was sure that I shifted to a reality where I went to hang out with my family in the other car, everything was the same except for the car.

At this point I am not even surprised with this small changes in reality, as if to laugh to my face every single time that I start to doubt shifting something like this happens as if to tell me "hello? This literally happened and you still have the audacity to doubt shifting? Get a grip dude". The universe way of giving me a slap in the face whenever I am doubting myself and shifting it's almost comedic. I fully believe that this small reality shifting events might be my subconscious way of keeping me believing, because I am the sort of person that often relies on visible proof, logical consistency and experience to form my opinions and thoughts on something and it's kind of hard to ignore something when you witness it happening.

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This being said. Go home. Go shift

This made me emotional

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No because yk what's delusional? Knowing all of the science, pouring HOURS of research or stalking people that have done the research, reading/hearing the MILLIONS of success stories, trying all these different techniques or learning about their existence, spending years, months, days thinking about it, etc and STILL thinking you can't have what you want or that it's not likely or that it's not possible or even that you specifically can't be successful or aren't deserving. Now THAT'S delusional.

I just read pile 1 and OMFG THIS IS SO ACCURATE WTF

𝓦hat your s/o loves about you | pick a pile.

Disclaimer: All readings are done for entertainment only, don't use my readings as a replacement for legitimate advice. This is a general reading, so take what resonates and leave what doesn't.

How to pick a pile: Close your eyes, take a deep breath and choose the image that caught your attention.

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PILE 1

Songs: Cookies - NewJeans, Drama - Aespa, Love me like this - NMIXX, Girls - Aespa & Amazing - Red Orange County

In this pile, the vast majority of people are not yet together with their s/o and some are already in a serious relationship – such as dating or even marriage. Regardless of what your situation is, know that your s/os love you and feel like they are in paradise when they are with you. For those who are not yet in a relationship with their loved ones, all they want is for you to love them back – and you really do love them, but you haven't told them yet so they are left in the dark not knowing how you feel – and they keep that hope in their hearts. Even for those who are not with their loved ones, there is a game of conquest going on here – with flirting, seduction and a desire for the other person to reciprocate their feelings and attitudes.

In both cases, your partner feels that you have a great power of attraction over them – they find you a very attractive and seductive person, even tempting to them. They may think that there is no one like you, no one who can leave them so mesmerized.

One of the things your s/os love about you is how strong and independent you are. They know that you have faced several difficult moments in the past and even face them on a daily basis and that even so, you kept your head up and managed to deal with it – you managed to take control of your own life, put yourself as the protagonist of your own life and can now deal with any challenge that arises in front of it. You redefined the way things were and understood that these challenges are opportunities to grow and be the powerful person you are. You may even be a more daring, sassy, courageous person who doesn't like to follow the rules but rather creates your own – and you can be sure that your s/o loves that about you.

They are very protective of you and love physical contact – especially cuddling with you. Furthermore, they think you are a very skilled person at what you do – you may have different talents such as cooking, playing instruments, painting/drawing and many others – and they may be very surprised and admired by this.

In the past, they may have been lonely and even sad people, but when they met you, it was as if all they saw was you and they couldn't take their eyes off you from that moment on. It was a big attraction that was hard to ignore and they honestly feel like you saved them from that loneliness and sadness. They think you're amazing and think you shouldn't change anything about yourself.

PILE 2

Songs: YOU(=I) - BOL4, Drunk-Dazed - Enhypen, Young Dumb Stupid - Nmixx, Limbo - Stray Kids & LALALA - Stray Kids

Your s/o loves you very much and can't stand being away from you for a long time because they miss you and that can make them clingy sometimes. Their love language can be physical touch – because they really like cuddling with you and it makes them melt inside, even being close to you makes them happy – and words of affirmation, because if they could they would tell you that love every day. You seem to be a couple who take their relationship lightly, have a lot of fun together and are always laughing or with a smile on their faces.

They feel like you have them wrapped around your fingers. But sometimes they can whine and pout to get what they want and you can't resist and end up giving in, so they get exactly what they wanted from you - and the opposite can happen too, you just have to do it like that 🥺 and they melt and cannot resist. Your s/o might feel awkward around you because they still get nervous and have butterflies just from you holding their hand lol – even though for some of you, you've been together for a while.

Sometimes they may feel that they are not good enough for you and may compare themselves to other people. They may also be afraid that your relationship will end at some point and all that will be left are memories and a feeling of sadness. But just reassure them that they are more than enough, that you love them, and that they shouldn't let these thoughts control them.

You are a young person in your desired reality and you can be someone who is very confident, who is not afraid to chase your dreams even if the people around you may try to demotivate you by saying that you won't achieve it and also someone who is not even a little worried about fitting into the boxes that society expects people to fit into – and your s/o loves that about you.

They love that you are a person who is free from the worries of life and who knows how to have fun and relax – whether listening to loud music, going to parties, etc. In their view, you are fearless and make your way the way you want & will make all those who doubted you bite their tongues while you live a successful life.

PILE 3

Songs: MANIAC - Stray Kids, Sticky - Kiss Of Life, Love Lee - Akmu, S-Class - Stray Kids & Magnetic - ILLIT

Your s/o loves how authentic you are and your true self at all times regardless of what negative people might say or think about you – you don't give a damn about other people's judgment and aren't at all concerned about pleasing other people . You don't change your ways for other people or try to fit in/follow what society expects you to follow and for many you may even be seen as crazy – especially if you are a famous person – but that's one of the things that your s/o loves about you. They see you as a star, you shine brightly and have a successful life, you are special to them and you are also someone very hot in their eyes lol.

Many of you reading this pile are not yet in a relationship with your s/o and they are dying to know if you are in love with them. Since you haven't revealed your feelings about them yet and they don't know if it's reciprocated or not, they're left wondering how much longer it will take before you fall in love with them and you can finally be together. They may even make the first move and ask you out, buy tickets to a show/watch a movie at the cinema, etc. – and if you are friends who have hidden feelings for each other, they may try to ask you out as if it were just a meeting between friends but it's not really lol. And since they know you, they would know exactly what you like and where to take you on a romantic date.

From the first moment they saw you, they felt like you have left a mark on their heart and that they are melting with love for you inside & these feelings may have been something new for them, even being strange because they were not used to this feeling. They feel an intense love for you and that is a feeling that won't go away. They may keep creating scenarios in their heads of the two of you kissing like in those romantic movies. When you guys are officially together, you can be a clingy couple lol.

Honestly they're trying to hide it, but they can't hide how much they want you anymore. Just seeing you from afar makes their hearts beat faster. They are really in love with you, even though you may be the opposite of each other but still they feel like a magnet attracted to you. And it's pretty strong that they will make the first move and come to you maybe in a hurry – especially if your s/o is female, they are braver lol.

That's it, guys! I hope you enjoyed it and that the readings resonated with you. If you would like a reading about your s/o, my paid readings are open and it will be a pleasure to assist you. Until the next PAP <3

That one song that reminds you of ppl from your DR>>> UHG

Every single time I check the notifications and I notice that another shifter has followed me my heart, is filled with so much pure happiness 🩷 !!

me when other shifters follow me💗

I love all of you sm!!💕