The Expression
There it is.
The expression
I have come to know.
You on the precipice
Between the familiar
And surrendering to letting it happen,
That one thing, once imagined,
Once fantasy, now upon you,
Your last chance to use the word
And be safe, or give yourself
To more that you believed you would ever
Actually
Do.
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I remember the first time I saw that expression on your face. And the second. And… Trust and desire as we moved from fantasy to reality.
The photograph is from a reader, used with permission. @capemayartist-blog
It is the best of lessons, the more fucked out I leave you, the more the surrender. the more desperate the need to please. And what man could want more than that perfect desperation from his perfect woman?
You, and all that you are, every curve and line, every expanse of silken skin, every orifice, every dark corner of your heart….
mine.
Not taken, no matter how it seems when I render you helpless and take your body like a slave to my pleasure.
No, not taken, but given in a perfect, desperate love more complete than passion or romance alone could ever be.
One of my poems from my deleted blog
I like you trussed. Helpless. Exposed. Your mind racing at what might be next, the nature of pleasure, the nature of pain; how, and how long I will take you.
I like to watch the rise and fall of your chest, how your breathing increases as I approach, your eyes darting to my hands. What are they holding? What signals do they give you? What are my intentions.
Your eyes dart as your mind roils and I revel in your gasp at my first touch.
I like you trussed, Hanging limp and spent afterwards, your voice low and raw, a single line or mascara down your cheek, your head bowed, I like the soft whimper as my hands run up your side, up your back the last time and I cut you loose, the way you fall into my arms, Your body spent. Your mind at rest. Your soul at peace.
It has always about what you offered. And how far I would take it.
That does not change, but know this, there comes a place of offering where I will take all of you to a new place that will leave us both transformed.
A poem from my banned blog. Thank you to all who send me these!
A Reason to Celebrate the New Year
Somehow, in every place you offer,
I fit. Perhaps stretching the boundaries at first,
But always, in the end,
In the tightest, most forbidden places
That no one sees,
I fit.
Still finding my old poems from my Tumblr deleted site saved by others. Thanks to all of you who reposted them!
Blindfolded, you feel more intensely. Each caress. Each tiny pinprick of pain
is distinct from the other.
Until all subtlety is abandoned and I split you asunder, losing my control to my passion,
forcing each cry ripped from your lips, each one the consequence of your surrender.
One of my poems from my deleted blog, found on someone else’s blog.
Lay there. Wait. Watch as I lay things out. Flogger. Crop. Plug. More. As I anticipate which pain, and where I will punish you with tonight. As I anticipate what tender places I will penetrate, with what and how long, and how hard. Watch. See my smile. See my shaft rise, hard as stone. Know, you are mine, helpless before my desire.
The thing is, I always start tender and for a few moments, maybe more, you are uncertain how you will bring me pleasure, when, or if the caress will turn into a sharp slap, when, or if your tender pink nipple will find itself clamped, chained or twisted. When, or if, you go from lover to slave and back again.
in the end, it is always her smile. Not to disparage the rest of her, every line and curve and sway. The curls. The glint in her eye. But in the end, it is always the smile. Captivating. Always true. Sexier than a smile should be, you feel like a king, when she submits with that smile, and her subject when she devoirs you.
Formerly “The Other Poems” with 12,000+ readers and correspondents until without warning Tumblr decided I was no longer worthy of web space.
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