Well it's 6:21am and I'm still up... ever feel as if you're just wasting your life away? like your waiting for that one person to just come into your life that will make it something again, get you off your bed, make you feel something again... I wonder where that person is for me sometimes... I sit in my room day after day sleeping my whole day away never seeing sunlight very much anymore only the very few seconds I get when I pop my sleeping in the morning the sun jumps through my window crack. other than that I just don't see it, I try to think that maybe I'll actually get up and do something beautiful with my life but honestly I just don't have the energy for that stuff right now. all my friends moved away or just didn't talk to me anymore. I only have the ones on my phone but who wants to stare at a screen all the time you know. I forgot how to even make friends like how do I put effort to put myself out there when none wants to even get to know me? I just don't really attract people I guess... anyway I'm off to bed now. see ya on the flipside!!!
Work is nothing but a never ending chain till death.
βHow amazing is it to find someone who wants to hear about all the things that go on in your head.β
β Nina LaCour
Man, do I have stuff to catch you up on!! There has been so much happening lately.
I'll be posting ALOT soon so make sure you keep up π€
βTake a shower, wash off the day. Drink a glass of water. Make the room dark. Lie down and close your eyes. Notice the silence. Notice your heart. Still beating. Still fighting. You made it, after all. You made it, another day. And you can make it one more. Youβre doing just fine.β
β Charlotte Eriksson
I honestly have felt for years now like Iβm not moving forward in my life I feel stuck in a pit that I canβt get out of, to make it even worse Iβve been wronged by so many people in my life that I feel like my heart doesnβt even know how to feel or be in love again. I mean itβs not like the opportunity hasnβt come up but even when it does I talk to the person for a max of a week or two weeks if there lucky. Then itβs almost as if it just doesnβt mean anything anymore... is it even possible for someone to be so broken that they canβt love anymore????
dark filled night skys, red filled moring sunrise.
@thesadboisclub
I miss the dayβs drinking with my bestfriend...
Will i ever find the one that will make me happy to be alive??
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