This Has Been So Relevant For Lately. This Is Almost Not Funny. Almost.

I don't think I've ever related to a character more than I do to crowly.

And it might sound pretentious. I relate to him not cause he's cool or dress nice. And aloof and unaffected by the world around him. For the most part.

Its because like him I too try to be cool and evil.

Because like him, I am also in love with my best friend.

Because like him I too talk to God when I am at my wits end.

Because like him I too want to run away with my best friend/ love of my life.

Away from all this bullshit. And i keep dropping hints and I know she knows, at least I am hoping. But I don't feel worthy.

But I will endulge in that hubris all the same.

But unlike him. If she gave me a choice of serving as her second in command. As long as it meant staying by her side. I will abandon all I am and join her.

Not sure what that makes me.

I don't know what you mean. But yes.

whew ok, time to work! ..okay. okay. let’s get started. …,,okeyy ah lets do this. yep…. okay. yes sir lets do this. let’s get started….just gonna start now yep. ,,okay. okay. okayy. ok. …ok..okey…..alright ok.. right hhh

She will never love you back.

It's not about gaining her love, It's about giving her all the love she deserves.

And then more.

All these KOs.... and I.... become so numb.... I can't feel you there....

“who is linkin park?” - one shot KO by my younger coworker

how fucking crazy will the posting be the day jk rowling dies

I will love you so hard. Achilles will weep.

I want to kiss you so bad. Hard and deep.

         So everytime your lips meet

         You could still taste me.

🥺

gimme that both doing our own thing in the same space, comfortable and listening to music but we occasionally kiss and joke around kinda love

No matter what the quiz says. I know that I am a light-weaver. (Even if we discount the artistic ability and multiple voices in the head that we brought into existence. As part of a mental excercise suggested by my therapist)

Because couple of weeks ago, without realizing, swore the first ideal to myself. (Journy before destination is the hardest to put into practice.)

And couple of days ago, admitted the 1st and 2nd truth In a space of couple of days.

Tho the 2nd truth is realized but have yet to put into practice. So more like 1.5 truths?

Stay tuned.

Just gonna leave it here of easy access.

I wish kinky sex ed wasn't so stigmatized even among left-leaning "sex positive" circles. Everyone's all "uwu I'm a sub I'll do anything you ask" okay mommy wants you to read The New Bottoming Book so you learn how to sub without hurting yourself since your sex ed up to this point is porn and your ex boyfriend Jared who liked to choke you incorrectly