Receiving and understanding being loved as a person and not used as a thing after going through abusive relationships is way harder than media makes it seem.
Like there's no holy rays of 'oh this is how it feels to be healthy' or 'finally the fog and grinding gears are gone im fixed' its years and years of head clenching as you try and understand why someone is just, doing something for you in return for nothing, just making space and time for you, just telling you to care more about yourself with tears in their eyes, it hurts, its hard, and trying to understand and internalize why and how is not some relaxing, natural movement to the brain, its something you have to work hard to get to feel in your heart.
The Lotus Eaters is out and now we know the real reason why the Operator can't go back to 1999 because Drifter doesn't want their annoying little sibling making them look uncool in front of the Hex.
Operator *with the puppy-dog eyes*: What do you mean, "Its Drifter's turn to star in a Main Questline?!" Why can't I go back to 1999?
Drifter and the Lotus look at each other, silently concurring that there's no point in further antagonizing the child.
Lotus: I'm your mother. Child, those eyes won't work on me.
Drifter: And I'm you, kiddo. They won't work on me either.
Operator *pouting*: Awww. You never let me have any fun.
Julka Plebańska, Hatsune Miku oglądająca wprowadzenie stanu wojennego w Polsce 13 grudnia 1981, 25x30, akryl na płótnie
Funny thing that I drew this hatsunemiku with glock without knowing that miku is coming to fortnite time to download it only to get miku :3
This is so real but the phones are usually also like 1.5x bigger which is a pain in the ass
+ after hrt I don’t sweat as much as I used to
- boobs are sweaty as fuck because of bra
girls night (Aoi, Lettie and Eleanor)
Oh shit I just realized I can post the "Gaussian Blur Wizard That Gaussian Blurs You" here
…If I ever kill myself this will be the reason
the emotion i just experienced is kind of indescribable
Decided to play around with automatron for the first time. Here's my son btw don't you dare make fun of him.