The Solution Lies In I AM

What would be the end feeling of what you want? The final? The happy end? The "end goal feeling" as I love to call it.

Focus purely on the feeling. It doesn‘t matter what that feeling is. If an emotion comes up, great. Let it be there as it is. If you feel neutral about your desire, that‘s totally fine. Don‘t force anything. You don‘t have to prove anyone anything inside you. There is no performance, no watcher here. And that‘s why, purely focus on the feeling. Because that is what we are after. That feeling is what we want. What we crave inwardly. What eventually fulfills us to the point we no longer desire.

I will give you an example: when I was "manifesting" my desired face, I would concentrate on how my face will look in the mirror, how people will see me, how they will give me compliments for my beauty and so on. I was unsuccessful because I left the most important part out: the feeling. I didn‘t change Self. And then I asked myself: What is my end goal feeling in this case? The answer: I wanted to feel pretty, beautiful, mesmerizing, confident. Those were my end goal feelings. And you know how I felt after feeling them? I felt fulfilled. I felt complete. I literally didn‘t care about the 3d at all, because I was so busy giving myself all those beautiful feelings.

Same thing with my parents. I wanted to give them their dream job, so I asked myself again: What would be my end goal feeling here? The answer: seeing my parents fulfilled, happy, content, successful and winning at life. I wanted to never ever see them struggle again. So I felt it. Deep inside me. And only on the inside, because as I said, I naturally stopped looking for evidence in the 3d.

My end goal feeling might not be your end goal feeling, my love. It doesn‘t have to. It‘s personal which is why you have to be completely honest with yourself. Because one thing I realized is this: I only wanted to feel the fulfillment of the desires I truly wanted. Not the ones I thought I needed. Now, I know why Neville Goddard, Edward Art and all those LOA bloggers tell us to only do what we want in imagination. I enjoyed giving myself those beautiful feelings because I wanted it so much. To me, the "journey" truly was the end. I had so much fun. When I saw my dream face in the 3d I was like "oh okay. Hello." and moved on. I wasn‘t surprised. I wasn‘t shocked. Why? Because I didn‘t acutally want that face, I wanted to feel pretty inside me. Now, I continue giving myself feelings of beauty and confidence, even after I got the face in the 3d. You see, my love? It‘s not about the thing itself, it‘s about the feeling.

Let‘s say you want to completely change your life. Not just one desire but your whole life. You are still chasing after feelings. There is a reason why you want a different life. So ask yourself: What is my end goal feeling here? And be completely honest. Feel it. Your imagination is your safe place. Remember: There is no perfomance, no watcher in your imagination. There is only Self.

So I ask you, my love. What is your end goal feeling?

Are you actually in the state of the wish fulfilled?

Idk who needs to hear this but one of the mistakes I did on my law of assumption journey was not fully understanding what the state of the wish fullfilled means.

I was reading posts about the wish fulfilled all the time, I was listening/reading to Neville Goddard and Edward Art, but when it came to actually being in the state of the wish fulfilled, I was everywhere but in that goddamn state.

Looking back to my old self, I realize, I was truly my own enemy. I was constantly complaining about something I thought I was doing right, when in reality, I wasn‘t doing SHIT. I was in a cycle of repeating the same old patterns, the same old methods and called it being in the state of the wish fulfilled.

My love, it‘s really not that hard. I don‘t remember where I read it but someone said that being in the wish fulfilled means that you‘re changing your concept of Self to someone who already is the person with that desire.

Please read carefully. You‘re not in the state where your wish is currently getting fulfilled, no. You‘re in the state where you already are that version of yourself with that desire. You already are it. You already have it. It is done. You are in the end.

I don‘t want to confuse you my love, which is why I‘m giving you an example of my own life: when I was manifesting my dream body, I would imagine scenes where I would wake up and see my desired body in the mirror for the first time. Now, there is nothing wrong with this scene and I‘m not saying that you shouldn‘t imagine waking up to your desires, because the scene itself is not important. It doesn‘t manifest. It‘s the feeling, the state you‘re getting in while imagining and after finishing the scene (just to clear up, I‘m talking a lot about scenes but imagining is not just visualizing. Visualizing is just a method). And all it did was putting me in that state of waiting. I was imagining getting in the wish fulfilled, so mentally, I was in the state where I‘m waiting for my desires to show up. I tried to make it happen in the 3D, I didn‘t imagine being so which is the reason why I was in the state of waiting.

To make it short and simple: I was focusing on the how and when. I wasn‘t changing Self.

How: waking up to my desires. When:in the morning, right after sleep.

You want that dream body/dream face? Change your conception of Self to someone who already got the dream body/dream face. You want clear, flawless skin? Change your Self Concept to someone who already got clear, flawless skin.

Creation is finished. Understand this. You already have your desires NOW. So change Self NOW. You can become a new self without feeling doubtful, because Creation is done. How do we change Self? By changing our State of being.

Now this is very crucial: This process has nothing to do with your physical world. It‘s an internal shift. A shift that will naturally stop you from looking on the outside and searching for your desires. Why? Because you‘re fulfilled within. As @aphroditeapprenticee said: "your state dictates your reactions to your 3D. You‘re lacking within so you want something on the outside to fulfill the lack within. You fulfill wihtin first and then it happens on the outside."

However: "your goal isn‘t to see a change on the outside. Your goal is to see a change within." -@aphroditeapprenticee.

I hope that this post helps you find out in which state you‘re mostly dwelling in my love. When you‘re in the state of the wish fulfilled, you naturally stop being your old Self. You stop looking for evidence. It‘s so easy to change states since all we are is pure consciousness.

When you‘re in the wish fulfilled, you no longer desire.

The inner kingdom

There is one pitfall in this community that could literally take your whole joy of living and existing away. When we found out about the law of assumption, we learned the importance of our imagination. Before I knew about the law, imagination was nothing but fiction or fantasy. I wasn‘t aware of its power. One day, I asked myself: ‘‘If I didn‘t know that Imagination creates reality, if I didn’t know about the law of assumption at all, would I still have a hard time imagining without feeling like I‘m delusional or lying to myself?‘‘ No, I would simply imagine. I wouldn‘t have second thoughts or doubts because why would I? I mean I‘m simply imagining whatever I want, right? But when I joined this community, I started to misuse my imaginative power. All of a sudden, I imagined to change my outer world. I imagined to get something. My whole focus was laying on the outside. How funny is that, to do something inwardly only to change it outwardly?

I know that I‘m not alone on this. I know that there are plenty of souls in this community that fell in the same ‘‘imagine to get‘‘-trap. But I‘m here to assure you, my love, that you can easily get out of that unhealthy circle. Just like I did. This is kinda going to be a success story, but I feel like telling you also about my failures will prevent you from doing the same, or it will even help you find out, what you‘re doing ‘‘wrong‘‘. Because there is one thing that I can promise you: If you are suffering along your law of assumption journey, you‘re doing someting wrong. Please don't get it twisted. It's not about feeling good all the time. It's not about being happy 24/7. It's simply about fulfilling. It's about being content with having it within because you are that powerful. It's about realizing that you don't need to have it on the outside to feel it. How wonderful is that? I mean the feeling is so magical when you apply it correctly. If not, you will suffer just like I did. Maybe you are suffering right now.

In my case, the law got frustrating when I only imagined to get something in the 3d. It made me sick to the point that my life became terrible. I got everything I DID NOT want in the 3d. The things that I wanted for myself became other peoples reality. I thought I was in some sort of psychological thriller playing an unlucky character and God wants to test me along the process. I literally thought that everyone was happy winning in life but me.

I asked myself: Why is life getting worse when I imagine only the best for myself? Why am I experiencing the opposite of what I want? Literally the opposite. Well, I'm telling you what I did wrong: I was wasting my time and energy. I imagined because I was hungry for my desires and left my imagination starving even more. I felt empty after giving myself my desires in imagination. And so l became miserable, jealous, sad and I started to gain weight. My social life wasn't fun as it used to be and I didn't want so see anyone.I couldn't sit alone with myself anymore. I constantly had to stimulate myself with my tv, my phone or ipad. I overconsumed LOA content. I probably have read every LOA post on tumblr. My daydreams became my escape from life (Maladaptive Daydreaming). I was no longer functioning and my life went downhill.

One day, I sat with myself. It was difficult and I couldn't stand it. I was so close to grab my ipad and distract my lazy ass when I asked myself this: Do I sincerely believe in the Law of Assumption? Like at all? Do I really believe that all of this is true? Do I really believe that it's a universal law or do l believe that some people succeed and some don't? Sincerely, NO! I didn't believe in all of this at all! I had zero faith, not even a tiny bit. All the time, I was just desperately hoping. I was like "okay, no way that I get what I want but let's give it a try. I don't even want to try beause I'm sure it won't work but maybe one day my desires will decide to show up in my 3d, so let me imagine to prove myself that all of this actually works." This was such a wrong and harmful approach. It messed up my mental health.

So the answer to all questions was no. At that point I had two options: I'm either going to live my life like I used to before LOA or I'm going to read source properly and understand the law. I chose the last option, because even though I had no faith, I knew I was meant to live my life how I want it. I was meant to become the best version of myself, to get the best looks, to get the wealthy family, to get the best grades and so on. I read Neville and Edward, and I also read posts from tumblr that were really helpful. Aphroditeapprenticee was the one that opened my eyes. After reading her posts, I finally understood the law. It was never about getting, it was about being. Being doesn‘t mean seeing it with your eyes or touching it with your hands. It‘s not about being it in the 3d. It‘s about Self. It‘s an internal change. You are not doing, getting or hoping, you are only being. Remember how I said somewhere in the beginning of this post that giving my inner self what I want made me bitter? Well, of course that‘s what I feel when I hoped that having it in the 4d means I can also have it in the 3d. I didn‘t even care about my imagination because the end goal was my physical world. And when I didn‘t see it in my 3d I was expecting the opposite since what I want hasn’t shown up. My love, we can‘t change the 3d. And it is not our duty to do so. It never was. Manifesting was never about the outer world. If you want something in the outer world, than change it with your outer self. You want to lose weight? Okay than go to the gym and eat healthy food. You want to become rich? Study hard, find a high paying job and get that bag. You want a relationship? Ask somebody out. You want to become the best version of yourself? Than work step by step towards that version.

But I didn‘t want it this way. I did not want to work so hard for my desires. I didn‘t want to study hard. I wanted to be so smart, that I don’t have to study at all. I wanted to be naturally intelligent. I wanted an old money lifestyle but I didn‘t want to work for years only to live that lifestyle when I‘m old.

Do you understand, I wanted it all now. And who can have all of it at this exact time? Your I AM, your inner self, the one inside you, living in imagination. Because your true self lives in the world of imagination (and stays there!!), it can have anything. Imagination is unconditional. What changed everything for me was looking at imagination from this perspective: We know consciousness/imagination is the only reality, right? We know that 4d=3d. But I got everything I wanted when I said to my self that my 4d is not my 3d. Please bear with me I know it sounds confusing and you don‘t have to do it like me but seeing my imagination as a place that doesn‘t reflect, stopped me from imagining to get something in the 3d. When I imagined, I did it just to feel good. I saw my inner world as one reality in which I‘m god (which is actually true) and then there was my outer world, also a reality on its own. And since I‘m god in my inner world, I could give myself anything I wanted there. I felt so fulfilled because my focus was on being the person I want to be in consciousness. I shamelessly lived in my imagination which was so easy since I no longer believed that 3d reflects 4d. I didn‘t have to wait, I didnt have to hope, because in imagination, everything just is. The burden to change the 3d was completely gone. I was simply imagining to fulfill my hearts desires. I did not expect anything.

Don‘t worry. Imagination still creates reality wether I‘m believing it or not. It‘s an unchangeable fact. But for me, it was easier when I lived by the analogy that my 3d does not reflect my 4d because now, there is nothing to achieve. I no longer used my imagination as a tool to get something, I recognized it as my only true reality. I indentified with my inner self who lives there and gave myself everything I wanted. What happened after that? It showed up in my 3d. From now on, my only priority is to fulfill the inner man. Consciousness is the only reality. It is not a tool to get something, it is the end!

Very important note: I don‘t want to cause any separation. I know I‘m talking about 3d/4d but it‘s all consciousness. When you identify with your inner being, you are not creating a second self or an alter ego. You are identifying with your true self. The Self, that has been there since you were born. When you are fulfilling the inner self, put the 3d out of equation okay my love? The materialization is just a bonus. It’s nothing more. The cause lies in Consciousness. To really accept my Imagination as the only reality, I had to mentally block out the fact that it reflects on the outside because my focus would have been purely on the outside. You don‘t have to do that. The only thing I want you to take with yourself is this: Imagination is not a tool, it is reality. You are not doing to get something on the outside, you fulfill within and that‘s it.

It‘s not: I want money -> I grant my wish in imagination -> somewhere in the 3d it will show up (state of waiting) ❌

It’s: I want money -> I grant my wish in imagination -> I‘m fulfilled that‘s the end congrats✅

It‘s that easy because you are not creating anything, you are not changing the outside. The outside cannot be changed. You are changing Self and Self is not bound to objects. Self does not need proof or confirmation.