I Am Writing To You Drowning In Tears... My Hands Are Trembling, My Heart Is Bleeding, And My Breath

๐Ÿšจ Please... Don't make me say goodbye to my child forever! ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜ญ

I am writing to you drowning in tears... My hands are trembling, my heart is bleeding, and my breath is almost stopped from the pain... My little child, my innocent angel, now lies between life and death, surrounded by wires and machines, unable even to breathe on his own... His tiny body is trembling, his eyes are half-closed as if he is begging for life, as if he is begging me to do something... But I am helpless, completely helpless!

๐Ÿšจ Please... Don't Make Me Say Goodbye To My Child Forever! ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜ญ
๐Ÿšจ Please... Don't Make Me Say Goodbye To My Child Forever! ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜ญ

The doctors told me the deadly truth: "Either the surgery is performed immediately, or his little heart will stop beating..." How could my ears bear to hear these words? How could my feet bear to stand after such shock? How could I face my child dying in front of me when I don't have the money to save him?

๐Ÿšจ Please... Don't Make Me Say Goodbye To My Child Forever! ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜ญ
๐Ÿšจ Please... Don't Make Me Say Goodbye To My Child Forever! ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜ญ

I am a mother watching her beloved child die before her eyes, moment after moment, and I cannot reach out to him, hold him, and promise him that everything will be okay... because he is not okay! My child is drowning in pain, and I am drowning in helplessness...

๐Ÿšจ Please... Don't Make Me Say Goodbye To My Child Forever! ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜ญ
๐Ÿšจ Please... Don't Make Me Say Goodbye To My Child Forever! ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜ญ

Please, imagine for a moment that you are in my place... Imagine hearing that your little one will die because you don't have enough money to save him... How would you feel? How would you breathe? How would you sleep? I haven't slept in days, I haven't tasted food, I no longer feel alive, because my entire life is fading before me, and any moment could be his last...

I am not asking for much... just a chance for my child to live! Any donation, any help, any sharing of this cry could be his lifeline! Please, don't let him go... Don't let my baby's hug become empty forever... Don't leave me to live this nightmare alone!

Donate to Help Ahmed Hammad Provide For His Family, organized by Casimir Reynolds
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My name is Casimir, and I am organizing this fundraiser on behalf of Ahmed Hโ€ฆ Casimir Reynolds needs your support for Help Ahmed Hammad Prov

๐Ÿ’” O God, do not test any mother's heart as mine has been tested... O God, do not make anyone suffer this torment...

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11 months ago

I am consumed by fear that my mother might die in Gaza while I am far away, unable to help her. The thought of her suffering alone in such a dangerous place breaks my heart. I feel so helpless and terrified, knowing I can't be there to protect her or bring her to safety. Every day is filled with anxiety and dread, as I hope and pray for her survival amidst the chaos.

Donate to My mother's life is in danger, time is running out, organised by Issam Aziz
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My name is Issam Aziz, and I am 26 years old, living in the Netherlands.โ€ฆ Issam Aziz needs your support for My mother's life is in danger, t

I Am Consumed By Fear That My Mother Might Die In Gaza While I Am Far Away, Unable To Help Her. The Thought
6 months ago

๐Ÿ‡ต๐Ÿ‡ธ๐Ÿ”—Khawla's Family Campaign Update: 20๐Ÿ”—๐Ÿ‡ต๐Ÿ‡ธ

Only 2 donations in 2 days! Please help Khawla's campaign raise $519 to reach $2,000 by Friday!

Even just $5, $10, or $20 can help push the campaign further to it's goal of $20,000!

If we can get 1,000 people to donate $20 we'll be able to reach the campaign goal as fast as possible!

๐Ÿ‡ต๐Ÿ‡ธ๐Ÿ”—Khawla's Family Campaign Update: 20๐Ÿ”—๐Ÿ‡ต๐Ÿ‡ธ

$1,481/$20,000 as of September 3rd

Khawla is Mohiy's sister, you can find Mohiy's account @/mohiy-gaza2 with his own campaign vetted by @90-ghost .

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4 months ago

Deadline December 31: @etafetaf1234567 needs to enroll her children in school.

Vetted: #9 here by @gaza-evacuation-funds, ButterflyEffect Project #1120, Gazavetters #88

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Etaf and her family are evacuated Palestinians and need โ‚ฌ10,000 in their campaign to enroll the children in school preferably before the semester ends.

Detailed family info, needs:

Nov 9:

The family is in Egypt but are still struggling to survive. Etaf wants to enroll her children in school again before the current semester ends. However, public schools are only available to Egyptian residents (which Palestinians aren't) and only expensive private schools are available. To continue her children's education, she needs โ‚ฌ10,000 in her campaign (includes extra fees) as soon as possible before Dec 31.

Family info (detailed):

The family of 7 lost everything - their home, livelihood, and belongings.

Eldest sons Moataz and Moatasem and daughter Maria (7) were top students but their education was interrupted by the war.

They have 2 other young children: Adam (4) and Amira (3).

They were evacuated to Egypt in March, where they are still struggling because nobody is helping them. Governmental aid is very slow.

In late October, Etaf's husband Youssef went to Amman to help provide for his family. He is returning in early November due to expensive living costs there.

Needs:

Priority: Enrolling children in school - โ‚ฌ10,000

Youssef's project which will help him mke a living - โ‚ฌ50,000

Rent and utilities

Medical and psychological care

3 weeks ago

Save our lives ๐Ÿšจ๐Ÿšจ

โ€œEvery day I lose my beautiful daysโ€ฆ and I die in this war.โ€ ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’”

I'm not okay.

I don't sleep, I don't eat, I don't breathe like other people do.

I just count what's left of me... and wait.

Will I die today? ๐Ÿ˜ญ

Will a missile fall on me and end this pain once and for all?

Will I lose my son, still swimming in my belly, searching for a beating heart, a small dream, a chance to survive?

But I have nothing for himโ€ฆ no milk, no roof, no safetyโ€ฆ only my fear. ๐Ÿ’”

Yesterday, I saw in my dream a child reaching out his hand to me, saying, "Mom, save me."

I woke up screaming...

But no one heard me.๐Ÿ’”

There's no room in my body for bullets, but war resides in my eyes, in my womb, in my silence, in every heartbeat I hear from inside my belly. Even hope no longer visits me, even prayer has become faint. ๐Ÿ’”

Please...

Help me before I become another silence on this weary earth.

Help me before this child loses his mother... just as I lost everything.

Save Our Lives ๐Ÿšจ๐Ÿšจ
Save Our Lives ๐Ÿšจ๐Ÿšจ

Help Asmaa evacuate her family and treat her husband abroad
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I am Michelle from Greece, and I am running a campaign for Asmaa. Please consider donating if you can to help them.

Also, my husband is between life and death and I am helpless ๐Ÿ’”

I am the wife of a man who was never just a husbandโ€ฆ He was my support, my hope, and my everything in this cruel world. And today, as I write these words, my heart breaks for him as he battles his illness without medicine, without a hospital bed, and without even the reassurance of peace.

My husband has severe pneumonia, and hepatitis is eating away at his body day after day. His ability to breathe is no longer what it used to be, and his chest pain wakes him up terrified. As for me, all I can do is wipe away his sweat and hide my tears.๐Ÿ˜ญ

I watch my loved one wither away in front of me, and I don't have the money, the support, or even a safe place to rest my head. We count his breaths in prayer, hoping he'll hold on for another day... that someone will come... that someone will hear us. ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜ญ

I appeal to those with compassionate hearts, those who have the ability to help, do not delay. A human life is in your hands, and my husband does not need much, just hope... just medicine... just a chance to live.

Share my campaign ๐Ÿ™

Thank you ๐Ÿค

5 months ago

๐ŸšจURGENT๐Ÿšจ

My son Mohammed is in critical health condition. He was admitted to the operating room after being shot at by Israeli quadcopters. ๐Ÿฅบ

He needs treatment outside the Gaza Strip. ๐Ÿ’”

I need help ASAP RT & DONATE

HELP US PROVIDE TREATMEMTS.

Donate to Join Us in Our Struggle: Save Our Family from War in Gaza, organized by Ghazal  Naseer
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โ€Žโ€Dear friends, โ€Žโ€My name is Ghazal Naseer, from palesโ€ฆ Ghazal Naseer needs your support for Join Us in Our Struggle: Save Our Famil
6 months ago

Urgent! Multiple pregnant women need help evacuating Gaza ASAP!

Urgent! Multiple Pregnant Women Need Help Evacuating Gaza ASAP!

[Image description: a screenshot of a tumblr submission post by @nevinalser. The text reads as follows. Hi, I'm Nevin from Gaza. Please help me and my family escape to safety. Your donation will save my life and my parents' lives. If everyone donated even 30 euros, of basic necessities, it would help save our lives. Thank you in advance. End description]

Nevin El-Ser's family is currently getting funds to evacuate Gaza. Her situation is particularly urgent because there is more than one pregnant woman in her family, and birth conditions during the on-going genocide are extremely dangerous. Her fundraiser is number 314 on this vetted fundraisers list and it is in critical condition: she has only raised โ‚ฌ600 out of the โ‚ฌ50,000 goal. It is extremely urgent that we help her raise funds. Please donate if possible and boost this post so it can reach more people.

Donate to Help Nevin alserr family escape the war, organized by Niven Alser
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I am Nevin Al-Sir living in Gaza trying to help myself, my family and my child โ€ฆ Niven Alser needs your support for Help Nevin alserr fam

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3 months ago

Please don't ignore my story๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ‡ต๐Ÿ‡ธ

To our brothers, sisters, and loved ones, condolences, I write these words to you, and I am full of hope in your humanity and assistance. Because I am Mahmoud Ashour from Rafah, I spent my whole life working to build a decent life for me and my family, but after the occupation issued the eviction of the entire city of Rafah, we had no shelter and our lives were destroyed. Our home and store were destroyed, and our hopes and dreams were destroyed

Please Don't Ignore My Story๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ‡ต๐Ÿ‡ธ

We now live in a small tent that is not suitable for living in a tent. We need a new tent that costs 1,500 euros.

https://gofund.me/bca456db

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My day begins with me and my children filling up water and standing in line to get bread

Please Don't Ignore My Story๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ‡ต๐Ÿ‡ธ

I need your help and your donation will save my children and my life and build our lives again๐Ÿ‡ต๐Ÿ‡ธ๐Ÿคฒ

โœ…๏ธVetted by @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #366 )โœ…๏ธ

10 months ago
Today Is 266 Days, We Are Still Alive. ๐Ÿ‡ต๐Ÿ‡ธ๐Ÿ‰

Today is 266 days, we are still alive. ๐Ÿ‡ต๐Ÿ‡ธ๐Ÿ‰

Please don't skip! ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿป๐Ÿฅบ

Please consider sharing or donating, thank you! ๐Ÿฉท๐Ÿ‰

Donate to Help save my family to survive the genocide in Gaza, organized by Mahmoud AlBalawi
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Hi world , itโ€™s Mahmoud Please read this as if you were in myโ€ฆ Mahmoud AlBalawi needs your support for Help save my family to survive th
10 months ago

/ Orv novel main story + epilogue spoilers

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"Did you know, Dokja-ssi?" - A Jung Heewon comic about platonic love

An Omniscient Reader's viewpoint comic about Jung Heewon talking about her relationship with Kim Dokja, addressed to Dokja in the past tense. Jung Heewon is shown looking at Kim Dokja, who's looking at system screens. She narrates, "Did you know, Dokja-ssi? That I always thought you were a pretty cool leader?"
They're shown in an early scenario, both holding swords as Dokja, wearing the buddhist robe, waves her away to command her to step back. "It always felt like you knew how to do everything. Like you were truly in your element." He holds the ice pellets in one hand, ready to consume them to slay the fire dragon.
Dokja sweeps his sword in an arc of ice, and Heewon watches with shock and awe. "Doing such reckless things like that, you save people in such a way that worries me. But it was still such a sight."
She pinches him hard on the cheek as she complains, "I found myself loving how brave yet stupid you were." Heewon smiles over at Dokja, who sweats while trying to placate an arguing Shin Yoosung and Lee Gilyoung. "I loved how you didn't quite know how to hold them. But you still gave them a home."

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(cont below)

Heewon is shown approaching Dokja, who sits cross-legged, looking at his phone with system screens floating around him. He smiles up at her with visible bags under his eyes, and she smiles at him before standing beside him as he continues looking over the screens. "I loved how you seemed to know all the answers, but your eyes still got tired. It felt like you were close enough to understand."
Heewon smiles gently. "I loved how / you burned like the / brightest star." Then she's shown reaching out desperately, bloodied and crying as chains wrap around her arm, restraining her.
Shouts of "Kim Dokja" fill the background as Dokja, Demon King form activated, stands atop a clock tower with a giant eye behind him. Heewon says, "But now-- Now I--"
They're shown walking together, Dokja grinning as Heewon laughs and elbows him. A close-up shows Heewon smiling happily. "I'd just love if you were safe and sound, slacking off at home / instead of saving this fucking god-forsaken world."
She, Yoo Joonghyuk, and Han Sooyoung are shown moving through a void towards an eight-pointed star. She has Uriel's wings unfolded, and Han Sooyoung has Abyssal Black Flame Dragon's wings and horns. "Doing such reckless--" A view of Heewon, who is now white-haired, sitting beside Dokja's hospital bedside. "Reckless things like that."
Next, Heewon is shown looking with shocked, shiny eyes at system messages popping up beside her as she stands with scales above her and her sword drawn. She says, "Oh, you-- you--" The message is shown: "[Constellation, 'Demon King of Salvation', is agreeing with the judgement.]" She narrates, "You didn't know how else to save people. Did you?"
Heewon looks sorrowfully at Dokja, who stands with his back to her. He has two sets of wings, one dark from his demon king form, and one white from his angel transformation. Upon his head is a pair of dark horns and a halo. "It's okay. I'll save you. If you don't know how, I can teach you."
A full page shows Heewon in Judge form, winged with flames emanating from her sword, scales and a halo above her head. She repeats, "I'll save you. I'll save you. I'll save you."
Kimcom is shown moving forward out of the train, and Heewon's initial hopeful and confident expression freezes into blank shock, her train of thought breaking, her text reading "I'll--", and her eyes reflect the Oldest Dream reading on the train station floor.
The view moves to the Oldest Dream looking up with surprise before showing a cropped view of a stunned Heewon watching Dokja move in front of her. Feathers fall, and Heewon looks horrified as Dokja's sword moves in the foreground
Heewon desperately shouts while holding back Dokja, who holds his broken and bloodied sword to his throat. She narrates, "I hate how you don't quite know how to let us hold you. I hate how I was experiencing the clichรฉ of seeing a savior fail to be saved himself."
Dokja's hair obscures his eyes as he shouts, still holding the blade while crying. They're shown from the back as Heewon continues to restrain him while he struggles. "I hate how / I can't see your eyes anymore."
Dokja is shown smiling and reading on his phone while sitting on a scale. "I hate myself for not being strong enough for you." The view moves out to show Heewon sitting before that small scale, her mouth upset. The scale weighs the Earth on one side, but Dokja's side is weighted much more heavily. "I hate myself for being so dependent on you." These panels are meant to reflect the iconic line she says in the novel, [That man is the world I wish to save.]
Dokja is shown in a hospital bed with a respirator on. His eyes are closed and he is unresponsive. Heewon stands beside him, face almost entirely obscured. "I hate that when you wake up / I'll probably forgive you."
In a composition which parallels the first page, we see a white-haired Heewon speak to Dokja, who faces away. "Did you know, Dokja-ssi? That I loved you?"
"Not like how I love them--" A shot of Yoosung, Gilyoung, and Lee Jihye-- "Or them--" A shot of Sooyoung, Yoo Sangah, and Uriel-- "Or him." A shot of Lee Hyunsung.
Heewon stands amidst empty space, looking to the side with an unreadable expression full of too many things she can't express, trapped in her heart. "I just do." Her text is placed at where Kim Dokja should have stood, and he is not there.
She leans on her sword and tilts her head back. There is a look of feigned but believable peace and confidence on her face. "It's okay. I'm strong, so it's okay." She smiles more widely as black hatching starts to reach up from the bottom of the page. "I'm the strongest incarnation of your company. So I'll be--"
The final page begins on a mass of scribbly black lines trailing down into blank white that leads to a zoomed-out shot of Heewon kneeling at Dokja's bedside. Dokja's face is cut off as Heewon quietly sobs.

Thank you @princess-of-purple-prose for the ID (available in ALT text). ID was rephrased here and there according to what the panels are meant to show

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