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hey! ok so this is just a little rant.

i won’t necessarily say i have lucid dreamed, but i have been in a dream and been aware that i was in one. i just can’t necessarily control it? or i still get caught up in the dream. good thing most of the time when i am aware i’m in a dream it’s not a nightmare. but i noticed that the times when i do tell someone in my dream that i know i’m dreaming, they look at me weird or something suddenly goes off? i can’t explain it.

so one time, i had this clip of a dream of me and my mom were planning on going to a carnival or something. she said something along the lines of “oh maybe it’s not a good idea, i don’t want you to get hurt on one of the rides” or whatever. and since i knew i was dreaming, i said “oh it’s okay, i’m dreaming anyways so let’s go.” then she stood and looked at me with a slightly shocked expression like “girl what?” 💀✋🏼 she looked a bit petrified too, but she just said “okay..” right after like i just didn’t say what i just said.

then there was another clip of a dream i had where my whole family and i believe my friends in that dream were in one room and all of a sudden i blurted out “i’m dreaming!”, then they all stopped where they were. like not in a gradual way but more like they stopped in their places? like robots. then they all started to casually go about their business like they just stopped acting in a film or something 😭😭

there’s been tons of times where this has happened to me. there was even a time when i had a dream that someone was trying to hurt me and i was trying to manifest a knife to defend myself. i tried to manifest it by yelling “knife!!”, but the knife appeared in the other person’s hands and they looked at me like they were confused LMAO, i was like 9 when this happened too; i was aware of what lucid dreaming was and i thought this was me doing it at the time.

i think this is what made me develop the belief that when we dream, our subconscious minds travel to alternate universes where people play into their “roles” to help send us messages from our higher selves or spirit guides 😏🙏🏼

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Soulmates

xx This information is based on my personal experiences exploring the nature of the soul. xx

As vibrational energy, We send our unique frequencies into the universe; Souls find and follow frequencies similar to their own throughout lifetimes, all across the verse. These souls which travel the verse together are called Soulmates.

Soulmates cross our path to teach us valuable karmic lessons. They are considered soulmates because we have known them before in another time and place.

This means we meet them over and over again in many different incarnations throughout different eras and locations. When we end a relationship, or someone dear to us passes over, we will see them again at some time in another place because they are a soulmate.

Sometimes we make a new friend who we have not shared past life experience with. We can make brand new soulmate connections with souls we are unfamiliar with, this adds new zest to our soul journey.

We may encounter multiple types of soulmates in a single lifetime. Alternatively, you might not have or meet any one of them.

There are several types of soulmates

Twin Flame -  Inae Ama

When a soul has only one Karmic lesson left to learn; that of unconditional love, the soul will split into two upon death-

Alternatively, a soul who has mastered their karmic lessons and is ready for ascension can choose to split their soul and incarnate as such.

Each of these flames will incarnate and go on to live their own lives. Throughout lifetimes the Twins will be drawn together; incarnating as every possible form of relationship, teaching one another unconditional love and helping each other to relearn the Karmic lessons they once knew.

Inae Ama also raise the vibrations of all souls they meet.

*Not every soul has or will have a Twin Flame.

Platonic Soulmate -  Animea 

The animea will manifest as your best friend and partner in crime! There’s a sense of effortlessness when you two meet. There’s no hesitation and you feel a sense of ease when you’re around. Animea exist in your path to make life more enjoyable.

Soul Family - Tribe

Members of a tribe all come from the same branch of consciousness and have similar life paths. The key aspect of a soul family is that our souls were created in the same dimension/planet and usually always incarnate together.

*Your blood family may be a part of your soul family but not always.

Karmic Soulmates

A Karmic soulmate is one who appears to balance karmic energies from former lifetimes; Typically they show up because there’s a mutual unlearned lesson or unsettled business. This karmic imbalance needs to be resolved before each of you can progress spiritually, and only the Karmic can help balance the karma. They serve a very important purpose: presenting challenges and conflicts in order to help you grow.

Karma is efficient and often triggered fast between two familiar souls who reunite in this present lifetime.

Karmic soulmates can have any kind of relationship from colleague, friend, to lover. Those who successfully balance the karma with their soulmate may drift apart, for the sole reason for the union has completed.

Guiding soulmates

Guides usually emerge after a defeating period in your life. They can appear in any form for a number of reasons, offering you comfort and helping to get you back on your path.

They may show up in your life to remind you of something you’ve forgotten about your own soul as they subconsciously bring back information from a past life in order to deepen your spirituality.

This type of soulmate is one who imparts a lesson through a difficult situation. When we need to learn a certain lesson (be it to have more courage, patience or love etc) our guide presents us with the opportunity to learn and grow.

Don’t forget that we too are the guiding souls of others.

*Guiding Soulmates are different from Spirit Guides.

New Soul

We can have significant encounters with souls who we have not traveled through time with over the millennia. They can be wholly unfamiliar souls with whom we have no prior spiritual contract, yet we meet them and become intrigued. This usually occurs when the new soul has karmic lessons which you will help them learn.

New soul connections may particularly happen if you have already completed all of your previous karma, yet are still on the physical plane.

An intense interest or mutual love can lead to awakening a whole new karmic energy withing the new soul. Many souls petitioned will agree to a rendezvous if you have useful lessons you can impart to that soul.

Companion Soulmate

Your companion soulmate is often described as The One! They’re said to be your perfect match in this lifetime. Usually they are a being with whom you share a soul contract; the being that your higher-self decided to unite with.  The companion soulmate will offer you much joy, happiness and emotional depth. You will help each other along your path(s) with an open heart.

*The romantic soulmate can be a new soul or past life connection.

Every relationship, soulmate or not, still has it’s problems but you’ll be able to work through these things in harmony.

*Soul contracts are agreements we make with other souls before we are reborn on the physical plane. Souls we have contracts with will be those to bring deep changes into our lives through unique connection. These contracts are made with a special purpose: to teach us karmic lessons we’ve chosen to learn before reincarnation.

🌸 °< heal with me > °🌸 vol. 1

decluttering - the process or activity of getting rid of things you do not need or want from your home or another place.

decluttering is very underrated!

every item we have holds a specific energy, depending on what we ''energized'' it with.

''energizing'' an item = putting an intention/intense feeling on it.

example: you want to do tarot with the help of playing cards you found around, but they keep telling you wrong things! this is because the cards were 'energized' with the energy of 'playing' (in case someone played with that specific deck before). in such case, clear the cards, 'return them to the state they were' (by order) and set the intention that from now own, they will predict.

the same goes for other items - if you have some t-shirt you were once made fun of, you will always be reminded of it, wearing it, even subconciously, feeling 'negative' or as if people judge you by your looks, because that is the ''energy'' that was set into the shirt.

you can take an item and set the intention like ''if i write with this specific pen, everything it writes will come true'' - the trick is it to 100% believe it, without doubt! think of ways you could trick yourself into believing.

to heal, it's very necessary to declutter everything we don't truly need. my examples:

recently, i have cleared my blog from energy that made me feel even the tiniest bit uncomfortable - this allowed me to regain control of my emotions and self, as well as be able to set boundaries;

i have removed over 2000 ''watch later'' videos on youtube, because i felt like 'i will watch them later' even if they are on that list for years. removing them, i don't feel like 'putting things on tomorrow' aka procastinating anymore, which means, i removed my energy of ''i'll do it later'';

often we don't recognize that we put negative intentions in our things! to allow to heal from those energies and intentions that bring us more harm than good, it's better to either remove them from our lives or, if it's something that has to stay, clearing its energy.

why do lucky charms work?

because we believe that this certain item brings luck, so everytime we truly believe in that, the intention becomes stronger and more positive. this goes for ourselves as well - if we believe that we are lucky, luck will surround us constantly!

intention & belief are the strongest power we can have!

it is difficult to believe in ourselves. it's difficult to believe what society doesn't believe. but doing that, we can be very powerful!

tasks

how about we try things to help you clear your energy? it will improve your well-being very much! doing these will help you to remove things you are uncomfortable with yourself with and become a more confident soul in general!

digital declutter - remove: tabs, posts you saved for later but don't actually use/need, pictures on your device you don't use or have the tiniest discomfort/sadness with, organize everything by folder, remove apps/programs you don't use, youtube playlist videos you put on later but haven't touched in the longest time, delete emails/spam & make them stop sending them if you don't actually need it, messenger/social media chats you don't use for long with people you stopped chatting with, delete 'downloads' you don't use - it's just use of space, remove phone numbers/contacts you don't use ; organize everything to not let you feel confused/lazy next time so you won't have to declutter everything again and instead do it instantly;

home declutter - let go of items you truly don't need and won't ever use, sell/give them away; old stationary that doesn't work anymore - throw such things away! paper, litte things that lie around for no reason, clean the whole house - and i mean every inch of it with the intention to clean the energy in the home, re-organize your room/table/bed if it doesn't satisfy you, going by the feeling by ''well i have no choice'' if you can't change it will show universe only that you're not grateful, so if you can - change it in someway, even if it's just moving the bed to a different place or putting pictures on the wall, keep things that make you happiest in a place you see them most - that way you will 'automatically be grateful' and gratitude means getting gifts from the universe! have a place for every thing and reward yourself everytime you put it there instantly instead of just putting it somewhere with the intention to 'clean it later' - that will just put in negative intention in your effort again; if you have food, makeup, paint or other products that have a date limitation, throw them away if they're due!

personal declutter - analyze your feelings, give yourself time to think: what makes you feel upset in any kind of way? write down everything you can currently think of in some journal or even simple piece of paper, don't put it on later, make it a habit, reward yourself for it - don't let those confused and mixed emotions wander through your mind, it just gives your body more stress! draw out your emotions - you don't have to be an artist, you can even do it with paper and pen, just draw whatever you feel like; if you surpress yourself, you will know what to work on; do shadow work, forgive things that happened in the past, clear out misunderstandings with people, go out to nature more, meditate, plan your days and find your own schedule! if you feel bad for going to sleep at 2am - work towards going sleep earlier, being proud of yourself is important! be more honest - being honest, without surpressing, will make you find ways to deal with it in a healthy way even when releasing those emotions, but your mind and body will be thankful! do more things that make you cry - cry more, sing or talk loudly more to be more confident, go to the mirror and practice seeing the good parts of yourself! write down anything you wish for/what you want/what you deserve, rebirth: burn the past and start from zero - if you had no limitations what would you do? and even if you have limitations, what is a smart way to do it anyway? do things that make you passionate, have your own morning time, evening time, passion time, work time, calm time, sleep time - give yourself time for everything you want and don't ever ever ever feel guilty about treating yourself nicely! treat yourself more with your favorite movies or snacks or desserts!

How to Interpret Your Dreams Using Your Tarot Knowledge

Easy. Simply refer to the cards’ symbology. Because when you have a deep connection with tarot, the cards will always speak to you. Not just when you are using them, but even in your dreams too.

When you dream of a vehicle…

…remember The Chariot, the card that represents all forms of transportation. It means ambitiousness and triumph. Perhaps you are being advised to keep going and stay driven. Or your success in a situation is being predicted.

When you dream of a fire…

…think of The Tower, the card of Mars, who stokes the fire in all of us. Maybe you are being asked to watch your temper, lest you do something you will regret later. Or perhaps a shocking ending in your life is being prophesied.

When you dream of a microphone…

…look to Judgement, the card of amplifiers, trumpets and other musical instruments. The Divine might be asking you to wake up and open your eyes. Perhaps because somebody in your life is the Devil wearing a disguise.

When you dream of arrows…

…remember the Eight of Wands, also named “Arrows of Love”. Maybe it is time to ask someone out, or begin exploring your options once more. Then again, perhaps your soulmate is simply arriving, and you do not need to do anything.

When you dream of the number five…

…think of what it means in tarot. The Five of Wands is conflict. The Five of Pentacles is poverty. The Five of Swords is defeat. The Five of Cups is grief. Perhaps difficulties are coming, and you are being told to stay strong and keep believing.

When you dream of a child…

…look to The Sun, where a little boy is enjoying his ride. This is the card of pure joy and emotional fulfillment. Maybe you will soon experience that kind of happiness. Perhaps in your life, the sun is about to shine again.

When you dream of a stranger…

…try to recall what he or she looked like. Young like a Page? Dashing like a knight? Beautiful like a queen? Which of tarot’s court cards does the stranger remind you of? Remember that card’s meaning to understand what your dream is saying.

When you dream of gold coins…

…see if you can remember how many there were. Seven, and look to the Seven of Pentacles. It means your harvest is assured, but you need to be patient. One, and look to the Ace of Pentacles. A financial opportunity should be coming to you shortly.

When you dream of a weighing scale…

…think of Justice. Did you wrong someone recently? Or was it the other way around? Because karma is coming. Hopefully not for you. Or perhaps you are just being told to look out for a Libra. Other than karma’s, this card is theirs too.

When you dream of an old man…

…remember The Hermit. Perhaps the Universe is asking you to retreat like him. Maybe being alone is what you need right now. But then again, this is the card of Virgo. So if you know one, maybe you are being asked never to let them go.

Small List of the Different Types of Witches

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Eclectic: A witch that takes from multiple OPEN paths to make their own, unique path.

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Green Witch: A witch that works with plants and nature. Commonly paired with Cottage magic, Kitchen Magic and Hearth Magic

Includes: Garden, Flora, Earth, Animal, Fauna and sometimes Fae Witches.

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Cottage Witch: A witch that uses magic to better their home and house.

Includes: Music, Art, Paper, Knitting, Embroidery

Hearth Witch: Uses magic in their house and mundane activities like knitting or cleaning.

Kitchen Witch: Uses magic in cooking to bring subtle charms to their loved ones.

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Solidary Witches: Typically work by themselves in their craft.

Coven Witches: Works with a coven or group of like minded witches.

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Satanic Witches: Witches that follow a Satanic path.

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Hereditary Witches: Witches who’s family has been involved with magic for generation.

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Traditional: A witch that follows the ancient or traditional paths of witchcraft.

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Christian Witch: Witch that follows Christian ideals or practices. Works with a Monotheistic god and angels

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Voodoo Witch: This is a closed practice. A religions that follows Voodoo ideals and practices, and works with Voodoo Deities.

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Hellenistic Witch: A witch that works with the Greek pantheon

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Roman Witch: A witch that works with the Roman Pantheon

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Heathen Witch: A witch that works with the Ancient Norse pantheon and Viking Traditions.

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* Germanic Witch is the same, but follows the Germanic Pantheon and sometimes the Norse Pantheon.

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Celtic Witch: Follows the Celtic Pantheon.

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Science Witch: Relies very heavily of scientific proof in their practice.

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Hedge Witch: Also known as a spirit witch, they “walk” the hedge between the living and the dead. Related to Death Magic and possibly Dream Witches.

Dream Witch: Uses lucid dreaming to communicate with other entities or even spirits.

Death Witch: One who works with death and the aspect of death.

Bone Witch: One who uses bones in their practice RESPECTFULLY.

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Sea Witch: Witches that use the ocean and ocean aspects in their practice.

Water Witch: One who uses any type of water or water aspects in their Practice. This also goes for bog, swamp, lake, river, pond, rain, etc Witches.

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Divination Witch: A witch who’s practice focus’ primarily on the different types of divination.

Includes: Tea, Pendulum, Tarot, Oracle, Scry,

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Includes: Fire, Air, Water, Earth, and Spirit witches.

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Fae: Works with the fae. This is a more advanced path and requires a lot of research before beginning it.

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Draconic: Witches that work with dragons and dragon guides.

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Seasonal: Witches that work with or in particular seasons.

Includes: Spring, Summer, Autumn, and Winter Witches.

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Chaos: Witches that work with chaotic elements.

Includes: Sigil witches.

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Blood Witches: Witches that use their own blood (or fluids) in spells to make them stronger. THIS IS DANGEROUS IF NOT DONE PROPERLY. PLEASE LEAVE THIS PRACTICE TO THE ADULTS.

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Right Hand: Witches that follow the right hand are typically healers and protection witches.

Middle: A mix of healer/protection, and hexes/curses

Left Hand: Most made of witches that will hex and curse, feeling little to no remorse about it.

* All paths are valid and equal. Don’t feel bad for following the left hand path.

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Lunar: Witches that work directly with the moon

Astrology: Witches that work with many, if not all, of the aspects of astrology.

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Energy: Works with peoples energy and energy points. Can learn to manipulate their own energy and push it into their practice.

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Crystal: Uses crystals in their work. 

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overthinking.....

...meanwhile

"I am enough of an artist to draw freely upon my imagination. Imagination is more important than knowledge. For knowledge is limited, whereas imagination encircles the world"

— Albert Einstein

𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕯𝖆𝖗𝖐 𝕹𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙 𝖔𝖋 𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕾𝖔𝖚𝖑

Hi my lovesss, I wanted to make this post since I’ve had many, many, epiphanies over the last year & half. I’ve come to realize a lot of spiritual truths & I educated myself a lot about soul’s growth, healing, spiritual awakening’s, etc. I wanted to inform those of you who aren’t aware of what it feels like to experience an ego “death”. This is something everyone experiences, but if you have a big purpose in life you can expect to feel these changes more drastically, whether it be internally or even external. They occur quite often. It’s Definitely not an easy thing to face either.

The reason as to why they occur?

If you have a purpose in life that is really significant, you can expect a lot of things in your life to trigger you or even be quite challenging early on in life. They occur to help you release certain patterns, behaviors, addictions, people, or even beliefs that no longer serve you. It’s basically a metaphorical death. They happen so you can change and transform your life. At times people resist change & cling onto control & doing this leaves no room for your soul’s growth. There are lightworkers, starseeds, indigo children, mediums, & so much more.. If you feel drawn to spiritual topics, divinity, or even just philosophical beliefs, then it’s possible you are meant to lead a spiritual life. Your purpose would be to learn and experience life, & to remain a student, but also a teacher to those who experienced similar things to you. The dark night of the soul occurs to help you face the darkness your ego & pride runs away from. At times they’re really painful & mentally people can’t always deal with their circumstances, or even just process their emotions. The first acknowledged ego death will always be the most painful from my experience.

How to deal with them?

The only way to deal with an ego death would be to face your ego. Let go of your pride & try to understand what issues or limiting beliefs could be creating self made obstacles for you. You’re meant to learn from these painful experiences. There will be many cycles, phases, or situations that trigger negative emotions within you, & even though logically your brain tells you “why do I have to feel like this?”, your soul & your heart both knows the root cause of everything. Those who say they don’t know always know the answer. If you ever feel lost, depressed, or just really out of touch with life, know that you could be needing to take a deeper look at your life.