Thevoidempress

My soul is craving to understand what direction will lead to fulfillment

I feel you. I don’t know your story or your path, but if I can give an advice (not necessarily to you, it can apply to anyone going through something similar obviously) is that I noticed that a lot of people feel as if they HAVE to find a direction to take.

But sometimes there just is no direction, maybe you’re alive to have fun and do many things that simply make yourself happy.

But if you actually have a calling, the pressure of having to find something fitting for your soul might block you from actually finding it. It’s like you’re putting standards on yourself to find “the perfect path” either after other people’s expectations or your own.

Even without realizing it, you might be blocking what genuinely makes you happy from reaching you. For the time being, I’d suggest you to have fun with life, and do everything you want, try different things or research about activities that might interest you. One thing might lead to another and you’ll naturally find what your soul is craving for.

It’s like when you try to remember something forcefully, but the more you think about it, the more confused you get. But then once you stop trying to remember, it pops back in your mind. Or like trying to stop a hiccup! Hahah most of the times you just have to forget about it to solve the problem.

I’ve met people that do a job for 30+ years and then wake up one day and leave their life behind because it’s simply not what they want to do anymore. That takes a lot of courage! But if you built yourself from scratch once, you can do it again, no matter how many times people try to take it away from you. You get more experienced and more mature, and no one can take what you have learnt away from you. That is, unless you let them have the power to do so.

Believe in yourself and let yourself have fun for a while, become different people, explore different lifestyles. It doesn’t make you fake or a wannabe. Losing yourself doesn’t actually mean losing yourself. Sometimes you get stuck on autopilot and don’t realize that an old mindset or old patterns simply don’t work on the “present” you.

I hope you find your contentment, whatever it turns out to be.

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another note to the twin flames and starseeds

When you want something, and you know it's right for you, then you know it will come to you. The only thing that can "block" it or slow it down are your subconscious limitations, which are now melting away with all this beautiful and difficult spiritual work we've been doing. When something is "blocked" or unfolding slowly, it doesn't mean anything is going wrong. This is the work.

Your success and happiness is inevitable. And it's important. Your happiness raises the vibration of the whole planet.

Going back to that feeling of want: Let each feeling of want that arises be immediately followed by a delicious sense of inevitability and gratitude. Wanting something is the contrast or vacuum that pulls new things to you. And keep working on unlocking your subconscious minimum allowances.

Magical Months

January - safety, protection

February - forgiveness, healing

March - success, motivation

April - luck, oppertunity

May - growth, maturity

June - commitment, love

July - authority, self-control

August - accord, peace

September - spiritual growth

October - personal change

November - empathy

December - understanding

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Thank you for your replies! I'll keep the precautions in mind. Although I must say it's very intriguing how he doesn't know about his origins. And what does he think of the Christians and humans in general? What does an eternal being do for eternity? What does he look forward to? Thank you for answering again :)

He said after realizing he existed, he just sort of... existed for a long while. There was nothing except him and other higher beings but he was separate from them so he was lonely. He was lonely to the point that he made things and people.

"Life for me had no meaning until then. I did not bring meaning into their lives, it was the other way around. They brought meaning to mine", was what he said when I asked him

For the most part, he likes humans. Since for a long time he was alone, he's comforted by their existence. It doesn't mean he likes or supports their every action or everything that happens to them but for the most part, he tries to never intervene or interfere as much as possible. He can get disappointed but not to the point that he tries forcing a different outcome, he's done that twice and it has never ended well so he just doesn't anymore. Interference can only be done on a minor scale now, he says

He both likes and dislikes Christians but he doesn't want you to misunderstand what he means here. He likes that there are people who believe in him but he doesn't like when they twist or overuse his words. He likes that some Christians are very good people living by his words but he is also worried that if his word wasn't out there that they wouldn't be those types of people. On a core level, he likes Christians but he doesn't like it when people twist his words or follow his words like they're law. Basically tl;dr he's not a dictator (someone who dictates your entire life) and doesn't like it when Christians treat him as such & he doesn't like it when people use or twist some of his words, laws, or values to their own benefit. I paraphrased heavily but he thought Jesus was a cultural reset but we're going back in circles apparently 😀

He said that for him, for a very very long time, life had no meaning. He realized that if he was going to live forever then what was the point in wallowing in meaning nothing. He decided one day that if he was not born with meaning, if he was not made with a core meaning, he would make one himself. He looks forward to simply existing. Everything he does or sees is equally meaningful to him and he doesn't need one big major meaning to his very long life. He said he can't speak for other eternal beings but watching his children makes him happy. He sometimes interacts with them and his other creations.

"One would think I would've lost hope in my children or in my creations after the many many years I've seen them repeat and repeat again and again the things I have told them not to do and yet I never stop trying, neither do they. I find that in every year that a major event has taken a chunk of hope from me, there had been an equal amount of 'smaller' events that had restored it. I live and I choose to live with hope"

I hope you have a better understanding of the funky but equally wise man up in the heavens who has a really loud voice (He is surprisingly both nihilist and optimistic). And yeah, its definitely super interesting that he doesn't know about his origins. He was so confused to be asked a question that he just doesn't know the answer to

this is so interesting! thank you for answering!!

𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐀𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔, 𝐘𝐎𝐔'𝐑𝐄 𝐒𝐎 𝐁𝐄𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐈𝐅𝐔𝐋! ❦

you look so beautiful, look how quickly and easily you manifested your appearance? that’s amazing, you look like a model. i can imagine myself buying a copy of a magazine with your face on it. you’ve evolved into a gorgeous dream-doll and every single one of your features are just perfect. you look like you’ve been handcrafted by angels. everyone stops at your presence, you’re the it-girl and you rock their world.

what is the point of the emoji spells? how can a couple of emojis on tumblr offer protection? genuinely curious!

it's a manifestation technique! similarly to moodboards, it creates a visual and affirmation for others to think about. of course, these emoji spells will only work if the intention is set and worked upon.

some witches incorporate sigils in them and leave these spells in their drafts to see if they work before posting. personally, i meditate on my emojis or play music from my manifesting playlist as i create them.

that playlist and my emoji spells have worked wonders for me ✨🤭

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Hello! Thank you for answering again! The god that you speak of piques my interest highly. I don't mean to undermine his power or disrespect me, but he sounds quite human which is both comforting and sorrowful. He seems to be despairing but what words of comfort can I offer to a god? It's a futile attempt. Also,you spoke of two incidents where he tried to intervene. What might those two be? And what does he think of the Bible? Neville said that it was supposed to be a psychological drama. Forgive me if I'm out of line, but the Bible prescribes quite harsh punishments for some deeds( I hope you understand what I'm talking about). And who are these other eternal beings? Can he speak more on them? Does anyone know their origins?On another note, he seems to absolutely adore his children and I wish him hope and light( if that's any help at all). Eternity,after all, may not be so desirable.

He found this ask really interesting so :

While he doesn't have a physical form, he still in a way modeled humans after him. "Not on a physical level. For that, I'd give credits to your parents and your genes. Your mind and consciousness however is what I had made. I never gave meaning to life for that is something you have the free will to choose for yourself", so the thinking is the image and likeness we're molded from

He's actually not sad at all about not being born with meaning. He says that the concept that you're born for something is flawed and that we all just exist. Our existence itself is both meaningless and meaningful but as we exist, we get to decide what that meaning is with no factors of fate defining it. It's all about your choice to choose your meaning in life, he said

He has intervened a lot for many years apparently but there were two instances that just made him stop intervening in general. That'd be Noah of the Arc as well as Jesus. He thought that resetting all the progress would somehow redo all the mistakes but it hasn't exactly worked. At best, now all he does are minor interventions like telling me Im about to get pickpocketed. He doesnt do things on a global scale anymore mainly because it never gets the desired intent. He said he tells people what he means and most of the time, they either dont get it or dont go through with it. Its like him telling you to get the strawberry soda and you getting the orange soda or not getting a drink at all

He said that the bible has parts that were correct but overall mistranslated and misinterpreted over the years. To be fair, he does give a lot of his messages in very cryptic forms. Most of the time he doesnt directly give you answers to the questions you are asking but gives you riddles or cryptic messages to figure out the answer yourself. Problem with that is that a lot of people dont like the answer to their problems so they use a different one than the clear answer that was available to them. He gives you the tools to figure out the proper way to deal with something instead of directly dealing with it himself. He's like a mentor except most people dont follow him right or dont want to follow the path hes talking about

He said while some of the harsh punishments in the bible were said by him and are true, some of them arent. He says that that is in part to either accidental mistranslation or misinterpretation on purpose. He doesnt fully agree with telling people the punishments anymore because he says that, "if fear is the driving force as to why you would not do an immoral action, then how are you sure you would make the same decision without that fear? Are you truly a good person or are you afraid of being a bad one?". He knows people have same capacity to do good as well as to do bad so he wants to see what they'd do if they dont know someone is watching or what to look out for

+We actually had an in-depth discussion on it and we found out that there is a term for it called the Panopticon theory.

> He said the morality of your actions should not be dictated on the premise of entering heaven or hell based on these actions. He says its already difficult to do the moral thing in the current world so its both about doing an action and your intent behind it. He judges your intent and your impact separately. He doesnt have a harsh blanket punishment and he believes more in rehabilitation than punishment, tho he isnt above punishing certain actions depending on impact/intent

the other eternal beings would be other higher spiritual beings. these include deities, spirits, other gods, angels, demons, etc. he said theres quite a lot of them but they dont all interact. he says he saw some of them born so he does know some higher beings origins but he doesn't know his own

he says forever is a long time but it isnt sad because he doesnt really notice. as long as he focuses on things that exist now, he never worries about the things tomorrow or yesterday. its always about being in the present for him that he doesnt notice the years go by and so he isnt stressed about it. he says the concept of infinity is scarier to all those who believe they are finite and that (this advice can go to anyone) to simply cherish existing. "You exist and that is enough reason to celebrate"

He also said he hopes you have a nice day and that you should remember to take care of yourself today (and your family as well)

thank you for answering :)