“The Angelic Complex” Demos. This One From 2024 (recorded In Hotel Bathroom On Laptop Mic) And One

Notes for self:

You don't belong here; you never have

Death is the end and it will be so peaceful

But

I should never have been born.

I will never forgive you for that.

Cave studies, 2022

Nature made this

Shoreham-by-sea beachfront

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A Komi pagan shrine in a spruce forest, probably Abjaćoj village, 1960s

Always looking for a sign

A message

That it is OK to keep going

I hope I die soon

The chains that bind us are rotten and crying out in pain

Christine Jorgensen - 1953

Christine Jorgensen (1926–1989) was a transgender pioneer and one of the first widely known individuals to undergo gender-affirming surgery. Born in the Bronx as George Jorgensen Jr., she transitioned in Denmark in the early 1950s, undergoing surgery and hormone therapy. In 1952, her transition made headlines, making her an international sensation.

Jorgensen became an actress, nightclub performer, and lecturer, using her fame to advocate for transgender awareness despite societal stigma. She remained a trailblazer for transgender rights until her death from cancer in 1989, leaving a legacy of courage and visibility.

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Post-mortem study of a collapsed lung from the American College of Chest Physicians, 1944

Candy Darling by Robert Mapplethorpe, 1972