I'll Eat You Up I Love You So!

Welcome all!

Who the hell am I?!

My name is Lydia! Feel free to make up/use any nickname for me :-]

Pronouns she/her

I'm 18 years old

First generation immigrant

Avid New York Times games fan

Very new to Tumblr

Media consumer

Former theater kid....

Enjoyer of weird girl interests!

What weird girl interests you may ask...

Films:

Okja (2017)

Little Miss Sunshine (2006)

Good Will Hunting (1997)

Brokeback Mountain (2005)

The Royal Tenenbaums (2001)

Call Me By Your Name (2017)

Bones and All (2022)

The Exorcist (1973)

Beautiful Boy (2018)

My Letterboxd

Series:

Fleabag

Russian Doll

Adventure Time

Music:

Elliott Smith

Lorde

The Front Bottoms

My Chemical Romance

My Stats.fm and Spotify

Phoebe Bridgers

Literature:

Beautiful Boy by David Sheff

A Little Life by Hanya Yanagihara

Call Me by Your Name by Andre Aciman

A Thousand Spledid Suns by Khaled Hossieni

I need to read more :'-[

My Goodreads

Tags:

#thrownoutbarbie 🖋️ - original posts

My messages are always open!!! Feel free to say hello, I'm always looking for new friends :-D

Here it is! The full performance of Een Klein Leven, in its 4-hour-long glory. Note that the portion originally missing from the English stream is not subtitled but features precious little dialogue anyhow. My endless thanks to _ZERO-ErRoR_ZROE for putting all of it together. Further thanks to all of you who contributed your recordings–none of this would have been possible without you.

Enjoy!

the way felix is convinced he's living in a romance movie to the extent that he dresses up like juliet. he considers kissing oliver in the maze. he makes himself off limits but not quite with the open door while he's in the bath; he's the damsel of the film, no doubt. but felix's tragedy is that oliver is convinced it's a horror story and a tale of revenge. so he doesn't play his part as romeo. he vomits up the poison so he can't die from "some poison more" and leaves felix to die alone.

When Fiona Apple sang, “How can I ask anyone to love me, when all I do is beg to be left alone,” and when Mitski sang, “you’re growing tired of me, and all the things I don’t talk about,” and when Julien Baker sang, “it’s not easy when what you think of me is important, and I know it shouldn’t be so damn important, but it is to me,” and when Elliott Smith sang, “I’m alone but that’s okay, I don’t mind most of the time; I don’t feel afraid to die,” and when the Front Bottoms sang, “sometimes you get sad when we’re together because you’re not sure if you’ll miss me when I’m gone,” and when

how do people read a little life and come to the conclusion that yanagihara is saying that if you’ve experienced trauma, you should just give up? excuse me but there’s approximately 700 pages that say the complete opposite did we read the same book?

Photos of Kurt Cobain in Olympia, WA. Taken by Tracy Marander during 1988

I don't think my personality is compatible with males

just saw your ‘about’ post— we have similar interests and you seem like such a cool person!! :)

Aw thank you!! Feel free to say hi whenever 😊😊😊 I'd be thrilled