โ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ช๐ฏ๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ๐ท๐ข๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ช๐ฎ๐ฆ, ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ฑ๐ช๐ค๐ต๐ถ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฅ ๐ง๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฏ. ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฑ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ข ๐ข๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ข๐ค๐ฌ๐จ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ, ๐ธ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ๐จ๐ฆ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ด๐ฎ๐ช๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ.โ
โ ๐๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ ๐ฉ๐๐๐๐๐ฃ ๐ญ ๐จ๐ฉ๐ง๐๐ฃ๐๐๐ง๐จ / ๐๐ฉ๐๐๐ก ๐๐๐๐ฃ
โ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ช ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ฆ๐บ๐ฆ๐ด, ๐ช๐ต ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐๐ฑ๐ณ๐ช๐ญ 11โ
โ ๐๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ ๐ญ ๐จ๐ช๐ฃ ๐๐ก๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ก๐๐๐จ / ๐๐ฉ๐๐๐ก ๐๐๐๐ฃ
โ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅโ๐ท๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ข ๐ญ๐ช๐ง๐ฆ๐ต๐ช๐ฎ๐ฆโฆโ
โ ๐๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ ๐ญ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐๐ฃ๐๐จ๐จ / ๐ฉ๐๐ฎ๐ก๐ค๐ง ๐จ๐ฌ๐๐๐ฉ
โ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ค๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ณ๐บ ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ต ๐จ๐ฐโ
โ ๐๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ ๐๐๐ข๐๐ฃ ๐ญ ๐ก๐๐๐ซ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ฉ๐ค๐ฃ๐๐๐๐ฉ / ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐ฃ๐๐๐๐๐๐ค๐ช๐ง๐๐ค๐ค๐
๊ นแญโโ ; ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐'๐๐พ ๐๐๐๐ฝ
โโโ ๆใใ (ใชใคใใ) ยทฬโงฬฅยฐฬฉฬฅหฬฉฬฉฬฅอยฐฬฉฬฅโงฬฅยทฬ๐ผ
happy birthday kim taehyung (โ ๏ฝกโ ๏ฝฅโ ฯโ ๏ฝฅโ ๏ฝกโ )โ ๏พโ โก
๐ญ๐ฆ๐ง๐ต ๐ข ๐ฃ๐ข๐ฅ ๐ต๐ข๐ด๐ต๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฏ๐จ๐ถ๐ฆ
โ ๐๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ค๐ฃ๐ ๐ค๐ค๐ ๐ญ ๐๐๐๐๐ฎ ๐๐จ๐จ๐ช๐๐จ (๐ง๐๐ข๐๐ญ)
๐ช ๐ธ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ข ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐บ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ธ๐ข๐บ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ธ๐ข๐บ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ญ๐ช๐ง๐ฆ, ๐ช ๐ธ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ข ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐จ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ.
โ ๐๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ ๐ญ ๐๐ค๐ง๐๐ซ๐๐ง ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช๐ฃ๐ / ๐๐ก๐ฅ๐๐๐ซ๐๐ก๐ก๐
๐ธ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฐ๐จ! ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ช๐ด ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ค๐ข๐ณ๐ณ๐ฅ ! ๐ช๐ง ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ ๐ฒ๐ถ๐ฆ๐ด๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ด ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ข๐ด๐ฌ :)
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I was on a train 7 months ago and it was 1am and I had written something and just rediscovered it
jungkook sits across from yoongi on the train. as he looks out the window, the trees and foliage and twilight flutter past him, not fast enough for him to miss, but not slow enough for him to linger in the spaces between them. he sees yoongiโs reflection in the window, the fluorescent train lights illuminating his hunched over figure scrolling away at his phone. the dark night bleeds into yoongiโs face. heโs transparent, but if jungkook concentrates, he becomes almost solid, the color of his arm so close to reality in the tinted glass. but if he shifts his focus to the scenery, yoongi is marred, the trees and buildings blending into the lines that outline his face, making him disappear. it invokes some strange, irrational fear in jungkookโs gut, something knotted in his intestines that burrows itself further in as he keeps staring. yoongi fades, then he is solid, then he is a mixture of blue and green and shapes that twist and change form at random. then he is solid again. for just a moment, when they pass a particularly red brick building, yoongi is gone completely. it makes jungkook want to look away. but he keeps his eyes trained on the reflection, watching yoongi wrinkle his nose, shift in his seat. absentmindedly scratch his arm. he wonders if yoongi knows heโs watching him. he wonders if yoongi will look up and into the window, and catch jungkookโs reflected eyes with his own. harness jungkookโs gaze and keep him trapped there as he bores into his heart. he wonders if he will see jungkook, make eye contact, with both their reflected states fading in-and-out of the trees, only half-existing, and if their temporary presences will find each other in the murk. if jungkook presses his nose to the glass, the reflections disappear. but he is selfish and wants to stare at yoongi and the slight flick of his thumb as he pads at his phone screen, he wants to trap this vision in his cornea forever. he wants to access it later when heโs alone, basking in the memory of yoongiโs closeness. the intimacy of it. jungkook wants him forever.
(the scariest thing about reflections (is that although he can see yoongi in almost-solid) (he canโt see himself at all) (he is transparent) (the outline of his head barely there as the sky takes the place of his face) (yoongi exists but jungkook does not) (yoongi exists on a different plane) (on opposing photoreceptive realms) (but maybe) (on yoongiโs end) (jungkook is only thing he sees.)
๐ญ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐จ๐ฐ
โ ๐๐ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช ๐๐ค๐ฃโ๐ฉ ๐ ๐ฃ๐ค๐ฌ / 5๐จ๐ค๐จ
๐บ๐ฐ๐ถโ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ญ๐บ ๐ง๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ช ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฅ
โ ๐๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ ๐ญ ๐ง๐๐๐จ / ๐ก๐ค๐ง๐๐