I Was An Angel

i guess i should make an introduction post since i’ve been getting some new friends:

my name is leah, i was born and raised in texas but right now i live in germany. i like to think of myself as a true southern grandma in the body of a 23 year old. i love to craft, specifically sew and crochet.

my main hobbies would probably be working out, crafting, cooking, baking and sometimes cosplaying.

music is a big part of my life. i’ve always loved to learn how to play instruments, and i make poor attempts at singing often. my music taste ranges from ethel cain to tanya tucker, and then a load of numetal and dad rock.

most days i’m not sure of my gender, so what you see is what you think. my sexuality is very fluid; i can call myself a whore so you don’t have to.

i’ll end this by saying that i like dead things and i like things that hurt, so if you have something to share with me tag me :)

changed my name, feels weird

sometimes i wonder what my life would be like if my family wasn’t so homophobic.

”my daughter is fine”

your daughter dreams of a middle-aged woman taking advantage of her and using her whatever way she wants to and then praising her for being a good girl

Ethel Cain is for the weird ones. The ones that feel out of place, like they're not entirely human. Ethel Cain is for those who were cast out by their peers, made to feel cringe. Ethel Cain is for the lost souls, the sacraficial lambs. Ethel Cain is for those who have those perverse thoughts that would otherwise be morbid to others.

palms start to sweat, by the way i'm grippin' my nine

@/mothercain. twitter, 2 nov 2021.

being sensitive is such a fucking struggle each every waking moment. like wdym i wanna cry because your voice sounded annoyed at me?? wdym i’m tearing up because i think about how much love i have for someone?? wdym i’m on the verge of tears because someone raised their voice at me??? wdym i can physically feel my heart shatter when someone doesn’t even care enough to listen??? wdym i wanna go silent once someone acts weirds towards me?? wdym i beg like a kicked puppy when someone i love gives me the silent treatment??? wdym i feel my inner child crying once more when someone makes me feel dumb???

also might be showing my age here, but can we agree that Sevika gives very much Unc status?? obviously in a butch way but still