I Have Too Many Social Media Apps In My Phone And I'm Starting To Kinda Panic Cause That's So Much!

Seeing if this poll can be reblogged don't mind me.

So I'm starting on Lilia later this week, then I'm doing Malleus. but before that I want to do another poll!

Still perturbed about the recent mini events that have been going on.

When I say mini I mean its not that big of a deal in the longrun but it's still fucking creepy and unsettling that I'm voluntarily stepping back from this blog.

So ya, I'm going to be hiding on my other blogs and not this one for a while cause YUCKY! I don't want to deal with other peoples' children especially if they're straight up harassing, being aggressively gross, and being overly sexual towards adults who have told them to fucking stop.

Anyway,

Tootles for now.

Just yikes...

My stomach still hurts, I was not expecting to fucking barf last night. All I had was one donut, that's all!

But I slept good apparently?

Last night was wild and it's gonna keep being wild until Friday.

Can I just say, that working in a department of only 4 people (one of which left and we're getting a replacement) it is unbelievably stressful when you make one mistake and it messes up everything.

I messed up an order, easy fix. everything I did wrong was/ is a easy fix. But my anxiety is through the roof right now, that I'm having nightmares and waking up in the middle of the night feeling like I was going to barf. I am physically sick.

I had to call out today and I literally dumped my mess on someone else who has been sick for over a week now. That's not fair, and it's not fair that I feel this overwhelming feel of fucking up so bad.

This past week has been bad and I think it all finally hit and it hit where I need to be focused the most.

I can't stop panicking, ya'll. I feel like barfing so bad, or crying.

Instead of doing refs for my characters I did one for my sona.

That me, and those are my real arm tats lmao.

I'm a gremlin of a person and dress like this everyday. Someday when I can be a people again I will wear way better outfits and fix my uneven fucking hair.

!UPDATE!

THE ARMS ARE LABELED WRONG! OMG!

Censored Zagnos.

I almost posted the uncensored version, that would have been real bad.

Am I expanding lore for a Hazbin Hotel oc? or am I doing it for an Original character?

I have no fucking clue anymore!

I just wanted to make a creepy stalker rabbit who started eating people when they entered hell. Being murdered by your Mafia boyfriend really fucks with you. BUT of course I have to write their backstory now. FUCK

My MC Mailo in his true form and that form in OverBlot.

I’m still playing with his body markings so this may change.

When I get a round to it there will be some nsfw twst goods here.

I got a Bluesky account here

Now excuse me as I return to my hoooooole

I forgot how to set up a research paper...

I'm not even writing a paper I'm just researching stuff for my story.