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titanxkommandant for the meme (Roxy's Ezra~)

I thought the nightmares, the visions, the demons would go away if there was enough love to put them down.

Anne Sexton, interviewed in The Art of Poetry No. 15 (via nastyorchid)

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◑ █ ＡＢＤＩＣＡＴＥ ⇉ I’ll FIGHT ((  ℱ o r e v e r )):

He has lost so much, both his memory and the fight, but this does not destroy his resolve; a resolve that transcends. In his first waking hours, instead of focusing on what was lost, Ezra focuses on what could be done to better himself. He understands that the events that took place on that battleground, his loss against Mordred, are all a part of a greater game. One he intends to win. Titan rises again.

◑ █ ＤＯＷＮ with the ℱallen ●●● (( AGAIN )):

Like with Erza and Mord, Ez will have a verse tag tied to Minerva. Ezra loses his memories in his fight against Minerva, but he stands victorious. He defeats the Lady of Sabertooth. He does not mourn his loss of memory. All that he focuses on is getting stronger. If he was broken once, then he will fight now to not be broken a second time.

◑ █ ΙnsΙdﾼ the ＢＥＡＳＴ รтill gяσwร (( CHEWING тняσυgн the RѺPЄՏ )):

This is a version of his story where instead of Mira/Malik being the one that’s taken by Tartaros and experimented on, it’s the other way around. Kyouka takes Mira, and Lamy sets her eyes on Ezra (not a surprise). I headcanon that the process of becoming a demon is a hit or miss. If the person does not possess the necessary amount of darkness within, they will not survive the transition. Ezra survives.

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TIMELINE TAGS:

┊♘┊ The CAUSE:

This is kid!ra. Everything from his childhood (Tower of Heaven events) and its early days falls here. All events leading up to when he first joins Fairy Tail.

┊♘┊ The ANTIDOTE:

Everything from his first days as Fairy Tail’s Titan to his fight in the Grand Magic Games.

┊♞┊ The SINKING Ship:

He wakes up, and is definitely suspicious of faces he does not recognize. While he lacks my Erza’s hatred and depth of inner turmoil, he has ten times the doubt and suspicion. More so in the verse where he defeats Minerva. It is his understanding that, victory only means one thing: you have something to lose. So he guards and trains against what might stand to strike him down.

┊♞┊ DROWNING (he is alive):

From the point where he regains his memories, onward. (Ezra is without recollection of his past for the entirety of two years.)

Orange is the new Black S3E3 Pt.2

“I get it. You’re one of the good guys.” “We all think we’re good guys.” “Whatever you need to tell yourself to get by.” “Excuse me if I don’t want to spend my precious time catering to the delusion that you’re making a difference.” “I have my own quilt of lies to sew.” “Why don’t you talk to me?” “I thought you’d maybe at least be friendly… civil.” “When do you have time to think when you’re constantly talking?” “You use people then you throw them away.” “We can’t leave them in jail.” “You’re saying our mouths evolved to give blowjobs?” “It was an accident.” “You’re trying to brand me, but I am not your fucking sex cow.” “I am going to hurt you the next chance I get and take my power back.” “You’re acting insane.” “She’s my sex cow.” “Oh, look it’s Snow White and The Seven Freaks.” “I’ve never been at a funeral for books before.” “I didn’t know you were such a big reader.” “I like reading more than I like living my actual life.” “That’s not a phone. It’s a dick.” “You said I needed to sublimate my sense of abandonment issues in activities.” “I don’t remember saying that.” “This fruit is defective.” “You get what you pay for.” “When are you gonna realize that you don’t get to do whatever you want because it makes you feel good.” “I wanted my power back, too.” “Because I wanted you back.” “I missed you.” “I know it was wrong, and I’m sorry.” “But I’m also not sorry.. because it is so good.. to see you..” “You mind making like The Exorcist?” “You want me to break you out of jail?” “They’re acting like it’s my fault, like I should feel so bad they’re gonna have to spend a couple nights in jail.” “Some people like to blame everyone else for their problems.” “Those two could use a couple nights in jail.” “Fucking whiny bitches, acting like the world owes them.” “I don’t want to die again.” “There is no white light for me.” “I’m like a bloodhound for oblivion.” “Oblivion doesn’t make a great business partner.” “It’ll be different this time.” “I have not been perfect, but there’s nothing wrong between us that we can’t work through together.” “You’re the type who wants the world to be perfect but you’re not willing to lift a finger to help it along.” “At least he’s fucking trying, which is a lot more than I can say for you!” “These aren’t tits.” “Why are you putting her tits in your pants?” “This is enough to kill a sperm whale.” “I’m just saying goodbye.” “You’re like Gollum with the Ring.” “One less fuck-up to expose the conspiracy.” “What are we going to do now if we can’t have hatesex?” “Scared money don’t make no money.” “This is hearsay. You don’t even have any evidence.” “You bring drugs in here, you will suffer the consequences.” “Never trust a fucking junkie.” “So you bend over backwards, and I’m the one that winds up getting fucked?” “I needed help, you just gave me money!” “I gave you money so you wouldn’t steal!” “You have this.. unquenchable thirst to self-destruct.” “I am no match for you.” “Only you can save yourself at this point.” “You can decide to take yourself on, or you can let this thing play out until it kills you.” “I’m not the enemy.” “Where did this come from?” “I thought you were doing okay.” “Wow. I’m a fuck-up, huh?” “You know you could have come to me if you were struggling.” “Did you say goodbye to your people?” “[She’s] not my mom. Wouldn’t wish that on her, I wouldn’t wish that on anyone.” “If you had a real heart, I don’t think you’d know where to start.”

⚔┊SKYPE

[11:51:26 PM] Roxy: …. I just realized that this is probably one of the muses where doing something to catch him off guard would actually work. Fighting stuff? fine. awesome.  let’s do it. [11:51:34 PM] Roxy: random kiss? [11:51:35 PM] Roxy: IMPLODES [11:51:49 PM] Roxy: Luke muse is like bruh. [11:52:04 PM] Najjy: Luke needs to teach him the ways of chill, stat.