(she/they) nihilistic rat and melancholic cockroach of the underground.
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Conclave (2024) dir. Edward Berger
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hand a girl the aux cord and sheβll play music that sounds like a panic attack
ao3 is crazy because you'll read the most gut-wrenching 200k word slowburn that leaves you sobbing into your sweater at four in the morning and the author will be applejacksmonstercock
Today is Saint Sebastian's feast day ;)
AND I ALMOST MISSED IT!!! bless you anon. here's some details from our beloved boy
I watched The Riot Club the other day, and while I think the best word to describe it would be "anticlimactic", Sam Reid's in it and it gave me the perfect opportunity to make a very self-indulgent gif dump. Hope you enjoy!
- youβre beautiful too, unnie.
ok honestly this is probably such a stupid rant but i've been thinking about it for a few weeks now but like. nobody takes anything fucking seriously anymore. it makes me feel so crazy and annoyed because i am constantly bombarded by jokes constantly. itβs not even just me, i see it with literally every artist across multiple genres and mediums. and listen, i LOVE to laugh and i love funny shit but like. we are in an irony epidemic. there is such a loss of sincerity and everything has to be a joke at all times. the number of times i have to read the same stupid shit like "yes you ate that like isaiah ate ethel" over and over, it makes me SO mad. it's not everyone obviously but it's such a huge portion of the people who engage with me online and in real life that it's truly inescapable. i feel like no matter what i make or what i do, it will always get turned into a fucking joke. it's genuinely so embarrassing. i hate feeling like im constantly complaining but i'm honest to god so turned off by so much of the way people engage with the shit i do and with most things in general. it's so beyond frustrating. i am so stressed out already anticipating the stupid shit i'm gonna have to see about perverts lol. it literally makes me never want to share anything again, i miss when i had like 20 fans who actually had something interesting to say in response to what i was making. I HATE IT HERE
be there or be square
i HATE how tiktok is reducing ethel cain and preachers daughter to cannibalism. preachers daughter dissects real issues of religious trauma, inter generational trauma, abandonment, etc etc - cannibalism is not the main aspect of the album, nor is it that of ethelβs story.
stop clinging on to cannibalism as a metaphor for love when there are so many other aspects of haydenβs lyricism and art that are so much more complex and profound.
Glennon Doyle, Untamed
β humanist vampire seeking consenting suicidal person // vampire humaniste cherche suicidaire consentant 2023 directed by ariane louis-seize
Dear Reader,
I am Dr. Mohammed Aldeeb, a dedicated medical professional specializing in emergency care, hailing from the Gaza Strip. For years, I poured my heart and soul into my work at Al-Shifa Hospital, tending to the wounded and the ailing with compassion and skill.
However, the ravages of war tore through our lives, forcing me to abandon my cherished home and the familiar walls of the hospital where I once found solace.
Leaving behind the echoes of laughter and camaraderie, I embarked on a painful journey southward, bidding farewell to the streets where I grew up, the corners where I sought refuge, and the colleagues who felt like family. Memories of my formative years and the countless lives I touched during my tenure at Al-Shifa and other medical facilities flooded my mind, as I struggled to come to terms with the sudden upheaval.
Despite the adversities that besieged me, I persevered in my pursuit of healing. My determination led me to Al-Azhar University, where I embraced the role of a teaching assistant, imparting knowledge to aspiring medical students with unwavering dedication. Dreams of specializing in internal medicine beckoned me back to Al-Shifa Hospital, but alas, the brutal onslaught of war reduced it to rubble, shattering my aspirations in its wake.
In the chaos and carnage of conflict, I sustained injuries, and the sanctuary of my home was obliterated, leaving my family and me destitute and displaced. Yet, amid the ruins, a flicker of hope persists. At Al-Aqsa Hospital, I continue to extend a helping hand to those in need, drawing strength from the resilience instilled in me through years of education and service.
Today, we find ourselves sheltering in a humble tent, stripped of our possessions and livelihoods. The loss of my job, my home, and the comforting presence of my loved ones weighs heavily on my heart. Nevertheless, I refuse to surrender to despair, clinging to the belief that brighter days lie ahead.
It is with a heavy heart that I reach out to you, dear reader, seeking assistance in securing safe passage for myself and my family from the turmoil of Gaza. With your kindness and generosity, I hope to reclaim the path to realizing my medical vocation, enabling me to provide for my loved ones and contribute to the healing of our wounded world.
Your compassionate aid would mean the world to me and my family.
With gratitude and hope,
Dr. Mohammed Aldeeb
Gaza Strip
WhatsApp: 00972599095244
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Lesbians against police violence
June 24th, 1983, Corbis via Getty Image
Sending my unconditional love to addicts and people with horrible compulsions and people who are suicidal and everyone who feels utterly alone and all the psychotic people who society disdains and the homeless and people who feel lost and everyone who doesn't want to get better and people seeking vindication and people who can't let go and people who are undesired. I love you all so much.
Thank you Diablo Cody for create emo/goth characters that we deserve. β β‘
To know someone like you are home To feel so cold on concrete And even when things get cold you know we still share a scene We still share a scene
no me estas haciendo un favor // LOUTA
Path McGrath Make-up looks for Maison Margiela Couture ss24
sheβs kind of like ophelia in saint laurent sunglasses
SALTBURN 2023 β dir. Emerald Fennell