Why The Fuck Are Notebooks So Expensive :(

oh and i eavesdropped on some medical gossip today. apparently the workers at clinic n6 got a 115k bonus this march, while my doctors only got 23k. And clinic n3 got like 209k, and they say their bonuses get higher and higher every year?

haha tiktok trend

Tried digital art for the first time in a long time lol

Only posting this here cuz i might try it again some time. It'd be useful to get better at digital these days 🫡

just ditched some boring school trip with my friend and it felt oddly good lol i feel like a child who just said a bad word for the first time yk

oh i watched the fright before christmas yesterday

that one's my favourite now actually

I really really really really hate it when a character gets accused of something they didn't do with a bunch of evidence like i hate it, but in this ep the rhymes almost distracted me from that lol. i liked the rhymes

and all the ghosts having a christmas truce and working together was so cute like omg??? i love it when a hero teams up with their enemy haha

oh and ghostwriter's the coolest like

1. sick powers

2. sick outfit

3. valid crash out

4. kinda actually taught danny a lesson? like that was genuinely his goal instead of just beating him up for shits and giggles

i mean it's not cool that he broke the christmas truce i guess but danny was highkey being shitty like imagine just finally finishing a whole book only for some random kid to come over and destroy all your work like that?? and then not even feel bad abt it???

LOVED the rhymes

oh and i watched the secret weapon ep too it was nice. i love jazz.

also vlad should appear more often i love watching him get destroyed by a teenager. they should bully him more. the "no. not surprised." note was amazing

that moment when you're just watching a cartoon ignoring your responsibilities when your classmate sends a video of a hanged teenager and a photo of the murderer with the words "let's beat the shit out of him" wtf? and then another classmate pops up saying that three of her friends got arrested for beating him up?

ooh been a few hours and now there's another video of a different hanging person

just finished season 2

lmfao tucker calling the furry still hot after she turned all monster/werewolf is stuck in my head rn

infinity stones go crazy

it was super cute how the school teamed up to help him

tucker would be the type of child who'd get disappointed over the ending of beauty and the beast with the beast turning human

freakshow's evil circus music is fire

also aww danny's parents accept him. or they would if they remembered it.

oh and dani finally appeared in another ep. i liked her she's cute. she flew off without even solving her whole melting thing tho that's prolly not good. also vlad wtf. oh help my autocorrect bar is suggesting "wyfilwma" every time i write "wtf" lol. brainrot

gregor guy had me FOOLED. i was totally cheering for sam for finding a cool bf but damn nvm

felt bad for linda(?). got freed from mind control only to get captured by the government and then go right back.

a freak's kingdom and a king's freakdom is wild. not sure if that's exactly how he worded it i forgot by now

ugh my ear hurts. like someone is stabbing it on the inside with a crochet hook

Hey not even a day on this app and I'm already being followed by a bot lol

ugh everything is so gross right now eggs are gross soup is gross noodles are gross wtf am i supposed to eat q-q

just tried pizza with pineapple for the first time and it was ok? yall are dramatic asf

Ooh update on this thing, my teacher just told me i got 2nd place for that :D was shocked lol.

CAT

This shit lowkey focuses on everything but the damn cat it annoys me but whatevs. Also was taking this pic at home so I actually got an okay angle ahah

Anyway turns out I was also supposed to name this and like what??? Wtf do i call this thing??? Like it's just a cat sleeping on a keyboard 😞 I panicked and just wrote "Modern cats" on the back '-' it's shit i kinda hate that but like i had no other ides lol. Actually there was one, "The modernisation of cats" but i have no idea what the word modernisation means, i just liked how it sounds so i decided not to use it.

Anyway about the paining process, idk i just watched julian & friends and lethal company letsplays. When I was done with the pencil stuff i was thinking abt colouring it with watercolours but the details were kinda intimidating so i went with gouache but I had like no gouache left and i didnt feel like buying more so i found a pack of like ... at least 9 years old gouache cans and that paint was *SOLID* so I poured boiling water in it but that did literally nothing so i just gave up but turns out im just an impatient fuck cuz it was perfect the next day lol. Like it was better than my newest gouache pack.

Also I was drawing the lighting in here at random cuz i confused myself with the 'out of frame lamp light' and the laptop light so now it just looks weird but oh well. Lowkey hate how the cat and the background look like they were drawn in like ... different styles???? Like the cat was me putting random dots while everything else is me putting random lines but uh that one's not too bad i hope. Also made the outside in the window too light. Ooh speaking of the outside tho there were supposed to be tree branches in like .. the foreground??? of the window?? but by the time i was done with the windows i didn't feel like drawing them

Aaa and the earphones' wire is supposed to be chewed through but it kinda just looks like I accidentally painted over it with yellow??? I should've made the gap bigger lol.

But great now because of that window i wanna draw a night sky in a city which would make no sense i guess cuz in a city there are no fucking stars at all??? Like I know about light pollution and all, but I SWEAR there used to be at least some occasional stars?? Now I'm lucky if I see one. One time we went on a car trip at night, which we don't usually do, and the AMOUNT OF FUCKING STARS OUTSIDE THE CITY???? LIKE OH MY GOD????? THAT IS BEAUTIFUL. I really need to get out at some point just to stare at the sky ahah. Lowkey wanted to bleed out somewhere in a field lookign at the stars on that car trip. But like frfr I've painted stars a lot but it's like never enough. That reminds me of a thing i drew some months ago tho i might post it maybe? I'm just using this app to rant abt random shit and post the stuff i draw cuz it feels lowkey embarrassing to post it on my instagram ahah. Like ppl who actually know me would see that. That's just terrifying.

Also I'm not sure if you're supposed to lay gouache on that thick? It kinda feels like my art club teacher is avoiding me cuz like man always goes around giving pro tips and advice but never to me 😞 im lowkey unapproachable tho cuz for some reason when i was 12 i decided to just Not Socialise™ and people remember me like that so maybe it's that lol. I was lowkey dying on the inside when he was giving another student advice and it was basically "Do NOT do *everything I just did* EVER." like damn okay man

Anyway rant over, thank you for maybe reading. Jonathan out.