POV; You’re Logan Every Morning

the light behind the red veil 🤲

We complement each other

Poolverine margin doodles~

(By people I mean you 0.0)

For the Poolverine stickers!! I genuinely cannot decide ;-;

I feel like Wade deserves to be all shiny and glossy but I also kinda prefer the texture of matte? So instead of going through the pain of making a Decision I’ll get other people to do it for me :)

I don’t think as a fandom we’re acknowledging this enough

Like..

Y’all know he was struggling in that car.

Poolverine, at the end of the world.

Wade: Hey, Wolvie~!

Logan: Wade, I swear to god - if you ask me to repopulate the world with you one more time, I’ll-

Wade: Is that a no? :(

Cropped version:

ITS DONE!! It took forever but it was worth it :D I drew this for my half-baked poolverine au! It’s kind of a post-apocalyptic time skip, and it’s based on 616 Wade and Wolvie, so not from the Poolverine movie >•< I’m thinking of maybe doing a couple more pieces of them in this au :D

AU lore dump/intro (TL;DR at the end):

It’s been decades (maybe even centuries - who’s keeping track?) since civilisation collapsed, and there’s little left but ruins and bones. Shattered buildings, once tall and steady, litter the skyline.

By all accounts, it’s the end of the world.

And yet, Wade Wilson and Logan Howlett still live on. Their healing factors, although not as fast as they once were, still refuse to let them die. Everyone, and everything, they had once known though, is long gone. Taken by the collapse or just the quiet passing of time. But they’ve managed to find each other, and they’ve made it work.

Right after the collapse, Logan spent months alone, furious and hurting at the loss of the people he’d never been able to admit he cared for. He never stopped moving, tracking faint scent trails across near-empty countries, looking for someone, anyone, that he had known before. Looking for those that he didn’t yet know were alive or dead. ‘Ro, Kurt, Laura, Scott - anyone. Well- anyone but Wade Fucking Wilson.

Logan tries getting rid of Wade for a while after they meet. He yells at him, stabs him, threatens him - but Wade clings on like a damn limpet. A loud, overly affectionate limpet. And for the next few weeks, Logan does not know silence. Wade follows him everywhere.

Eventually, Logan just gives up and stops trying to abandon him in a cave somewhere. He even starts sharing his food and water when it becomes clear that Wade has the self-preservation skills of a newly born puppy. And now that he’s not actively trying to lose Wade, Logan starts noticing something weird’s going on with him. More so than usual, anyway. Sometimes he’ll just stop mid-sentence, confused, unsure of what he was talking about or what he was doing. Or he’ll miss a step while walking, and look around like he’s not sure when he’d gotten here. (Think Wade in the Deadpool and Cable comics prior to Nate using his funky telepathic powers to make it better). He asks Wade about it, and gets a messy answer about regenerative healing factors, cancer, and ‘people who keep fucking about with his brain cells’. Logan chalks it up to what happened in the collapse - no one got out of that unscathed.

Once it’s clear that it’s not something Logan can fix with his claws or his tools, he stops asking. Instead, he compensates. They make it work. Logan gets good at giving Wade the rundown of what’s happened that day when Wade forgets, and dragging him back when he wanders off. And Wade knows to pull Logan out of his thoughts when he notices his Wolvie being a bit too broody and standoffish. Wade understands what Logan’s lost, why he’s still looking so desperately for the ones he loved. Wade had lost his own people, though he has no reason to search like Logan. You can’t look for someone you’ve already buried.

And so Logan and Wade keep travelling. Weeks turn into months, months turn into years, and years turn into decades. The little outposts of survivors that they come across get sparser and sparser, until they disappear completely. Green starts taking over shattered concrete and brick, and the rubble of cities gets covered by a layer of moss and brush. Animals begin settling in on top of the remains of what was once human, and it becomes easier to think that maybe people had never walked the earth at all.

And soon, it becomes clear. They’re the only ones left.

TL;DR: A ‘would you love me if I was the only man left on earth’ situation but it’s not hypothetical.

FREE PALESTINE. DO SOMETHING YOU FUCKS. WERE ALL TIRED OF IT.

Here’s a pretty good compilation of links and ways YOU can do something!!!

Here’s another list that explains what everyone organization is!!

And here are links to my stickers for charity! All purchases go to a charity at the end of the month!

Kofi | Etsy

The song Iris really does fit Deadpool and Wolverine so much.

Have any of you read the lyrics??

"And I'd give up forever to touch you

'Cause I know that you feel me somehow

You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be

And I don't wanna go home right now"

"And all I can taste is this moment

And all I can breathe is your life

And sooner or later, it's over

I just don't wanna miss you tonight"

"And I don't want the world to see me

'Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am"

"And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming

Or the moment of truth in your lies

When everything feels like the movies

Yeah, you bleed just to know, you're alive"

Like do you understand how these fit SO perfectly? Either for Vanessa/Wade or Logan/Wade?

DO YOU UNDERSTAND!?

Mentally Unwell Wade + Friends.

Wade’s friends have different ways to try to help him when he’s in the middle of a psychosis episode. When he’s having a bad one about the Viewer’s watching him, each friend has a different way to help:

If they are at home: Logan hides him. Will wrap him up in pillows and blankets until nothing can be seen by anyone and will lay on top of him. He’ll crush Wade, cover his whole body so no one can see him. His own weighted blanket.

If out in public, he’ll be a watchdog. Double, triple, how many times needed, check to make sure noone is watching them. He’ll wrap an arm around Wade and walk with his claws out. Anyone wanna have their eyes on Wade- they’ll get Logan’s claws in their eyes. 

Laura will make him question, in the most rude teenager way possible. "Why?"

“Why do you think anyone would want to watch you?” It's rude, but it works. Why would anyone be watching him? At the moment he’s watching TV with his family- why would the Viewers want to watch that? It’s boring. Why? Nothing worth watching. It weirdly calms him down. Just why?

Vanessa will tell him she understands he’s scared, and that yeah this fucking sucks this feeling. She’ll offer a makeover- If the Viewers are looking for Wade, they just have to make Wade disappear for a bit. The makeover has a lot of pampering to it, baths and face masks. A bit of distraction too, gossiping and painting their nails. It gets his mind off what his brain is telling him for a bit. 

Dopinder will pick him up wherever he is and they’ll drive. He’ll weave in and out of traffic with the music loud. The Viewer's can’t see him if they are faster than the speed limit. They’ll get on the highway and drive faster than the voices can reach them. Dopinder will chatter away about customers he’s had as of late, and try to get Wade involved with a conversation of some sort. He’ll drive and drive and drive, and Wade will talk. 

They might not understand what Wade is feeling or thinking, but all can see he’s scared. They love their friend and will do whatever is needed to help him out until his brain becomes less mean. Sometimes that’s making him question his thoughts, sometimes that’s a makeover, sometimes that’s going for a drive, and sometimes that’s bringing him somewhere safe to wait it out. 

Sometimes there is nothing they can do. They just stay by his side and wait it out. Letting him know he’s not alone. He is safe. He is loved. He is not alone.