When You Keep Drawing The Same Wrong Line Over And Over And You Get So Frustrated You Just Draw One Angry

idk who needs to hear this but if you have been putting something off bc it doesn't need to be done until the end of the month. we are almost done with the teens we are approaching the big numbers (the twenties). that date shall dawn upon you swiftly and without mercy before you know it. psa for everyone except me i got plany off time

When I first got into COTL, I made a really quick and rough looking fan comic called "All is Well". Well then, the comic came out not too long after and I LOVED it. Troy Little's art is to die for! So then I redid it closer to the official comic's art style.

God of Gold

One of my Old God Designs

This is an idea I had back when I was new to the fandom. I recently remembered and found my old drawings, so I made this redraw.

I listened to Jonathan Youngs Villain covers a lot during that time, so while I was listening to his cover of "Shiny" from Moana, I got the idea for this God.

(Edit: I forgot I can add songs on a post, so I added it this time)

The Gods of Gold already exist in the game and we can interact with them in Midas cave, but we never see them. I wanted to make them resemble Midas, being a starfish wearing a fancier Jeweled Crown.

To get an eldritch look, I choose black brittle starfish as a reference and added a bunch of eyes, to get a similar vibe as Narinders eldritch form.

As of right now, I don't have a specific name for this God of Gold, but for their personality you can imagine them similarly to Tamatoa, since his villain song was a big inspiration for this character.

Another Old God idea I had was the God of Life, being a reversed color version of Narinder (white and blue instead of black and red), but I won't be drawing that because we have Goats God now

The Goat 💜

Bitches love reblogging this post every Tuesday the 18th

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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

Living The Dream

been struggling my ass off with everything and honestly it's probably just the ol autistic experience again

like how people handle tasks and manage their thoughts and even when things went to shit they somehow still keep on moving forward or at least somewhere right?? how.