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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

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 I've never drawn Lamb so much! Which one is your favourite? Mine is red, blue and black!

I'm preparing some lore posts. I finished one yesterday! You'll see next week! /wink wink

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So on the 27th DeepSeek R1 dropped (a chinese version of ChatGPT that is open source, free and beats GPT's 200 dollar subscription, using less resources and less money) and the tech market just had a loss of $1,2 Trillion.

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I get the "what characters inspired [insert character here]" question a lot!

Here's some of em! I was gonna elaborate on each one but I'm lazy hahahaha. I feel like most of them are fairly obvious. Most of these are design-wise but some are based on vibes, or personality. Though a lot of the time a character's vibe and their design go hand in hand.