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Day 4 - 24/4/25

OMGGG I MET SOMEONE WHO IS SOOO AWSOMEEEEEE LIKE SO COOL, CONFERENCE IS AN AMAZING PLACE TO MEET AWESOME PEOPLE !!!!

anyway, work

Idk what to write, self doubt is something i need to resolve how?

Day 75 - 4/4/25 ( Friday )

Because of yesterday's hassle i couldnt get up in the morning from bed despite being awake since 4 am. I just kept reinforcing things idk rather than taking a stance and solving it.

Anyway

-- company work - i finished much of my work, hey i heard my manager saying awesome for something 🥺....this ain't good. Should build self esteem.

I am letting go of the one person who i wanted to destroy, destroying meant i need to be as cruel as possible which i dont want to. It's very hard, but time heals everything. And ik this will also go away ❤️

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Day 14 - 2/2/25

I finished ubuntu command line and finish some part of documentation. I need to complete the rest of the things tomorrow morning asap!!!

I am not having a good day, the day fucking started, a cunt was making me get annoyed. From the bottom of my FUCKING heart, i hope he suffers the painful death ever fucking possible. I hope he has a slow fucking death and kills himself. Its always the creepy men, i hope he dies in a crash, and he suffers soloo painfully. It will happen to that fucker, stupid whore, stupid fucking hoe. I hate fucking men

Day 72 - 1/4/25 (Tuesday)

1. Company work (4:30 pm)

Well, I did, atleast something, but need to automate, so that i can do something else !!!

2. Two meetings (till 8:30 pm)

Yes, I attended, turns out my manager has really good skill and observing images and asking the question why????

3. Give referral to my friend

I did!!! I hope she gets it

4. Exercise - 10 10 10 10 - walk, dance, stretch, breathing excersize

I did the walk part, the dance part, oooo i was actually practicing like Jennie dance heheeheheheje, i did stretch, but breath? I am doing it all day

5. Bath

Oooo i took, i was damn sweaty

6. Skin / hair care

I did, i wanted to sleep like a babyyyyyyyy, i took the meds, but god I've stopped putting hair medicineeeeee... Should do

7. Clean room - 10

I did, i removed some chaos and it felt good

8. Sleep ( 6 hours )

I slept for 7 hours i feel good

I cancelled my spotify subscription and uninstalled it , yaaay?

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Day 51 - 11/03/25 (TUESDAY)

I re-started my life again at 7 am today !!

1. Company work (till 4:45)

2. Audio book time (cab)

3. Work meeting (till 8:30)

4. Excersize (1:1:1 - walk, dance, stretch)

5. Bath|Brush|Floss|Skincare (complete everything by 9:30 pm)

6. 15 mins breathing| 1 hour vipasanna| metta bhavna

1. So..company work - I had a bug, and it took me yesterday evening to realise why it was happening, fixed it today (12/03/25), everything is fine wrt that

2. I did not listen to any audio book, my copartner in the car was an asshole and i was also being an asshole ... Eh life

3. Work meeting went till 9 pm, heard someone got laid off , i am like damnnnn okay

4. I did not do it

5. I did not do it

6. I did not do it

I was pretty frustrated with setting up my new laptop, and installing stardew valley and kinda playing it till 1 am !!! So yeah....

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Day 9 - 28/01/25

Ubuntu - 5 hours series ( before going to work)

At work - Test case Documentation ( leave office sharp at 5 pm)

2 Meetings

Day to day activities

Oh god, test case documentation is not fucking moving !!!!!!

Arghhhh

Anyway, another meetup i had with my manager... He said keep up the good work

Day 65, 66, 67 (25, 26, 27 march)

-- life goes, just goessss, ive been mentally unwell, spending hours in washroom crying with rage . I have decided not to live for more than a year probably next year one day after my birthday I'll die

My Boyfriend ❤️

Koushi Sugawara ❤️❤️❤️

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Day 4 - 23/01/25

I woke up feeling depressed and down. A few tears too, but a good hot bath helped me. I chose this path, I chose to be an engineer, I chose to do this. I need to do a good job in this

Some fun things to say - the train was so crowded, i was literally stuck near the door hahaa, and i was talking to a girl who was being a nuisance to the public, she was watching ' gossips of stars ' lol. I was feeling foggy in office hours, but my managers review helped me out. I'll be working really hard from now on.

Work goal

Date night

Walk in cubbon park

Excersize

Semester plan

Sleep by 10 pm

I had a good date night, had japanese food heheheehe, ramen wass okayyyy ishh....i don't understand how people eat a full bowl...