Day 2 - 9/4/25 (wednesday)
I woke up and did a little walk, my face is twitching, kinda felt fucked up mentally. My sister said i need to visit a neurologist and i need to do that as well.
Nanami tells me to relax a bit, to calm down a bit, cause anger and anguish never did any good for me. Okay???
Goal -
1. Company work - need to submit it by 7 pm today !!! God damn gojo !!
2. Teraphy session - 1 hour (erwin smith)
3. Exercise (I'll add a 10 mins walk today and a stretch after my bath)
4. Sleep?
Me making an online transaction and hoping my bank account has enough money for itπ€£π€£πππ
Restarting my life has never been better, I am starting fresh with good people. Life is good, it's worth it.
Today -
I did get good number of things done at work, still some are pending, need to complete them too!!. Weather was amazing and i was in absolute love with it. I need to schedule a meet with my manager probably next week and discuss my progress, it'll help me put thing in perspective.
Day 40, 41, 42 - 28/02, 01/03, 02/03
I was nasty af to myself, porn porn porn, didnt take bath, was absolutely filthy. So much of anger and contempt. Way too filthy, of anyone needs a clean girl routine, it should be me
Girl Blogging - Tristina Autumn π
Day 23, 24, 25, 26, 27, 28 ( tuesday to sunday ) ( 11/2/25 - 16/2/25 )
It all seems like such a blur, work being slow, me being filthy, why do i do something when i don't like it.Do i even like sex ? Nooooooo
Why do i do it ? They say see for the good in the days, i see nothing but faults. But I'll get up again, cause i have to. I so soo soooo badly want to go japan. I sooo badly just wanna keep walking through the places , thats all i wanna do
My first international trip 2025 - Japan β€οΈ
Date - May 9 2025 to May 20 2025
Must visit places -
1. Tokyo - May 9, 18, 19, 20
2. Kyoto - May 10, 11, 12
3. Mount Fuji - May 14, 15
4. Nara - May 13
5. Osaka - May 16, 17
Budget - 200k (15k per day)
Flight - 60k
Goal - To find myself somewhere new and far from home π‘
Tristina Autumn Blogs -
Day 51 - 11/03/25 (TUESDAY)
I re-started my life again at 7 am today !!
1. Company work (till 4:45)
2. Audio book time (cab)
3. Work meeting (till 8:30)
4. Excersize (1:1:1 - walk, dance, stretch)
5. Bath|Brush|Floss|Skincare (complete everything by 9:30 pm)
6. 15 mins breathing| 1 hour vipasanna| metta bhavna
1. So..company work - I had a bug, and it took me yesterday evening to realise why it was happening, fixed it today (12/03/25), everything is fine wrt that
2. I did not listen to any audio book, my copartner in the car was an asshole and i was also being an asshole ... Eh life
3. Work meeting went till 9 pm, heard someone got laid off , i am like damnnnn okay
4. I did not do it
5. I did not do it
6. I did not do it
I was pretty frustrated with setting up my new laptop, and installing stardew valley and kinda playing it till 1 am !!! So yeah....
Girl Blogging - Tristina Autumn
Day 12 - 31/01/25
Day 68,69,70,71 - 28, 29, 30, 31
Hey if i ever say i will do things on weekend, just so you know, i dont, so let me just kill myself
Tristina Autumn Blogs
Day 58 - 18/03/25 (Tuesday)
1. Company work
-- My career goal is to become a PF
-- First step is to become the M
-- company work hours
-- when no meeting (8:15 am to 7pm)
-- when meeting (8:15 am to 4:45 pm)
-- weekends (8 am to 5 pm)
-- 60% daily work 40% innovation work (everyday 10 hours will be given to company work - 6 hours for normal work | 4 hours for Innovation work)
Semester 1 goal redefined
-- To be a better engineer (G exam syllabus, my master's education material)
-- my own cute/aesthetic web applications
-- To loose 10 kg and get stronger
-- To pass JLPT N5 exam
-- To make my first public blog / vlog
-- Go to park every fucking weekend / holidays
-- To watch good movies in theatre
-- To read atleast 10 books and all of cherry m manga
-- to solve a puzzle
Today's goal -
1. Company work
2. Meetings
3. Excersize
4. Clean room
5. Bath , brush, skin care, floss, haircare
6. Stretch
7. Breathing exercise
8. Meditate
9. Sleep
Girl Blogging - Tristina Autumn π
Day 18 - 6/2/25 (thursday)
I am going to office today βΊοΈ
And apparently Hermione Granger wants to be my girlfriend!! Whaaaaaaat
Well i reached and there was a demo, and some thinking and some icecreams and some meetings and some resting eheheheheeheh, lets see tmr
25 | she/her | asexual | INFP-T | I wanna live in america and make my dream of becoming rich and a successful engineer come true π
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