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That’s what I dream of heaven to be x

I see him everywhere

He smiles at me in the air,

He whispers me lullabies when I’m scared

Keeps the monsters from out my head ,

He holds me when I’m cold

Squeezes harder when I’m warm,

He just knows how , I liked to be hold

Ain’t a secret that could not be told .

I would trust him with my life

But I’m not to sure about a wife .

He is gentle , I know that so

But he is also very powerful .

Would he scare her gentle soul

I honestly don’t know .

@trueemotions91

Feeling...

Why is this world so cold

I was always told,

The world is what you perceive through

Your own living eyes ,

Am I to blind, to see

The love that’s surrounded, around me ,

Is it me who spits the hatred out they mouth?

I question this daily .

I see the beautys of earth

They don’t hide ,

The colours of the rainbow are

Painted all over this earth,

The birds sing me a lullaby

Every morning ,

I open my eyes

To the most beautiful sunrise ,

I watch the moon ,

Dance with the stars ,

But when I enter reality ,

Why do I see , beings

With scrawn up faces ,

Blood on the hands of another man ,

Children being abused by the one who

Brought them to this earth,

Youngsters with no morals,

Graffiti scribbled all over the walls,

Ruining nature for everyone’s eyeballs,

Is that really just perceieved through my own eyes?

Is the government, just blind

To the reality of life,

Hidden behide a obscene ,Law and order,

Where half of them are the cause

Of disorder ,

Freedom of speach

But only counts for the rich ,

I see another begging on the floor

While another swipes his foot across

The same path,

Caught up in his own twisted world

Not a care for the poor,

I didn’t see that this morning ,

When the flowers were dancing along

To the pretty’s bird song,

I saw happiness in the sky,

Pictures Scribbled in the clouds

To make me realise ,

I can be at ease ,

But when I enter the street,

Everyone seems to be staring down at they feet

A pawn in a game of cheat.

@trueemotions91

“You’ll ache. And you’re going to love it. It will crush you. And you’re still going to love all of it. Doesn’t it sound lovely beyond belief?”

— Ernest Hemingway (via thoughtkick)

Blurred between love and hate

How do I decide my fate ,

When my heart tells me to wait

But my mind tells me to do a double take ,

Life isn’t ment to be a surf

But why was we brought to earth

With this thing called worth,

Emotions are tough

When other people are rough,

Just another torch

To light up the path

For another soul to walk

While we wait in the back fall ,

Why did the cells give me a heart

To just keep being scarred ,

It don’t know when to stop

And that will be my flop,

On this place we call earth

Burnt from inside , out

For something we call love.

@trueemotions91

“Be very, very careful what you put into your head, because you’ll never, ever get it out.”

— homas Cardinal Wolsey (via thoughtkick)

I don’t fit here

I don’t belong

I stand out like a sore thumb

My hearts too soft

This world’s too hard

I hold on to details

It disregards

I’m on the outside

Staring in

I’m not like them

I don’t fit in

My hearts on my sleeve

I can’t hide it within

Yet I consume judgement

Until it’s part of my skin

I let it fester

Let it rot my soul

Until I’m spiralling down a familiar hole

“I don’t fit here”

I protest from outside

On the sidelines

Is where I’ll always reside.

-JF-

I thanked her

For my pain ,

For the pile of emotions

She left Upon my floor,

I still thanked her

For making me feel so raw,

Because she taught me

True life law,

I still thank her to this day

For all the heartache .

She taught me to self love

from The core,

You see ,

There is always a tale,

When they think

Thier have done the deed

And watch you crumbled to

Your knees,

But what she didn’t expect to see,

Was me to come back ,

Roaring an all ,

While she

Is still

Trying to find her

True Fairy tale,

When she allowed me

To find my soul

A long time ago.

@trueemotions91

In life we are giving just one shot, what makes you think you have the power to take that from me? Did you create me ? Can you even see me? I told you I can’t breathe, yet my words were silenced upon your knee. A black thing is all you see, not a man not me . A human your brother , begging under for the force of your power for my right n will to breathe. And still you couldn’t see me. The devil is inside you and I sympathised with you . How can you allow that man inside your soul ? But now you have released him into me . My soul is free but my mind can’t breathe. 8 minutes you took that was long enough. I heard Jesus call me to the hood. But I weren’t ready to go . I bloody told you so ! Now I’m here with a million voices and more! All Screaming through my hometown I can’t breathe or move! Can you hear me now! A million voices roar. But still it falls upon your ears! My pain is burning up through your towns, co-operate-coppers still prowling the streets ! Through all the noise, anger and blaze you still can’t see me stood here , clear for all to see! Three simple words - I CANT BREATHE!