Seventeen a number not as significant as the number 18 nor 16, but even with its insignificance it has been the year of growth for me. I’m very insecure in my relationships with my friends and always felt like they didn’t see me as their friend as much as I was seeing they as mine. Therefore my FOMO was through the roof, I spent a lot of nights just laying in my bed wallowing in my anxiety just thinking of stupid things like this. Now at the edge of seventeen (which is such a cute John Hugh-ish movie) I’ve found myself coming to peace more and focus more on my mental health than trailing after my friends just because of my FOMO.
So seventeen it’s been real, peace
Boredom turned to mister fancy plant-man.
Confession:
I envisioned Wolf from the start as Tyler Hoechlin playing Derek Hale.
Reading the last 100 pages of the book Ready Player One is the most fulfilled moment I’ve had since March when I finished seeing The Office, and that’s the tea.
Another charity match, another doodle
• heart problems
• refueling my obsession with Tom Holland
• worrying about my boy Tony
• just an overwhelming feeling of hopelessness
When you’re trying to sleep and anxiety starts creeping in