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Andrew got surgery?? Andrew let doctors- people he’s never met and could hurt him- perform SURGERY on him?? where anyone could do one thing wrong on purpose and he could be gone??

i’m convinced Neil was in the room when he was having surgery (not in the surgery room but watching) also maybe Andrew knew that if he was gone who would protect the rest of the monsters

anyway i really hope Neil and Andrew are okay from what the Ravens did to them

JEREJEAN IS REALLY COMING HOME.

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pride shrimps

you guys made luigi mangione trend for days and I need to see the same energy for brianna boston. she is a 43 year old mother of three who ended a phone call with blue cross blue shield (after being denied a claim) “delay deny depose, you’re next” and is now being held under a 100,000$ bond and could face FIFTEEN years of prison if charged. she has no weapons, her record is clean, and yet she is being held behind bars. they are afraid of the public and are trying to subdue. do not let them!!!! say her name!!! be outraged that our freedom of speech is being threatened!!!!! deny defend depose! free brianna boston!

How many of these movies have you seen that people said “you haven’t seen [blank] yet??” to me about

hello lovely people of tumblr

one of the most important things about dissociative identity disorder and generally being a system that i wish people would understand is that it truly isn’t as cut and dry as it may seem for member count.

you’ll see people who say they have “six alters” and then immediately assume it’s six fully fleshed out equal individuals with no confusion or fuzziness regarding identity. that’s simply not true in a majority of cases, as i have seen.

most systems still VERY much deal with confusion regarding potential splits, go through dissociative episodes where they’re unsure of who they are, sometimes feel no attachment towards any identities, feel like they might have split and then suddenly that person is gone, unsure if alters they haven’t heard from often have gone dormant, not sure how to react when alters do come out of dormancy, etc.

it’s not a fun feeling and it’s genuinely unfair in certain situations to force systems to list every single alter to you with full certainty, as if it will never change. because it will. for so many different reasons, systems will grow, they will shrink, they will fuse, they will develop. you can’t expect the person with the dissociative disorder and lack of core identity to be able to keep up a perfected list of forever, it’s simply impossible. you may have alters who stick with you, but that doesn’t mean changes won’t happen.

and systems who may be reading this — please don’t feel bad. you are not a hassle, you are not a headache, and you are not an inconvenience for simply coping with something like this. it’s out of your control and the only thing you can do is continue to cope to find ways to help yourself retrain from these reactions. please don’t allow yourself to be harmed by others who don’t understand what you are going through. there are people who will accept and love you for who you are, all of you.

past, present, and future.

NEW WOLFWOOD SCULPT REVEAL

The Vash sculpture was around 200 dollars at it's release so I expect this wolfwood to be similar in price. Maybe more considering the punisher will take a lot of plastic and his base is wider.

Cane posepack + Acc

18 poses in 9

WORKS ONLY WITH MY CANE ACC.

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Cane [7colors] - Rings

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I drew Elendira in one of Lady Gaga’s outfits from the Abracadabra music video because she deserves it. Also it felt very on brand for her.

Here’s a closeup

1000 notes and I’ll draw Livio in the white outfit