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BOYFRIEND’S REACTION

For all of you who have been following my blog and messaging with me, I wanted to post this here for you in detail so you’re up to date on everything.

I haven’t been shy about how much I love my boyfriend of almost 3 years now and that even though I knew I’d have to at least try BBC once, that I’d want to stay with him, maybe even marrying him someday.  The toughest part of all this has been trying to figure out how to tell him and make it fun for him too or at least so that he understands and doesn’t break up with me if I wanted to keep having black lovers on the side.

He knows my sister has been dating black guys all summer and he acts super jealous every time he knows I’m going out with her or just hanging with her and her friends, I guess he thinks they’ll convert me (and he’s right cuz they all have tried). lol

So I listened to all your advice and finally settled on trying to get him on board with it and enjoy my fantasy so much that it becomes his fantasy too.  I came up with an idea on how to start it off and I went through with it on Saturday night.

I took my 10″ black dildo with me to visit him Saturday night.  We hung out a bit and started making out.  I waited until I felt him get really hard to tell him I brought a surprise for him.  His birthday is next month so I told him it was an early birthday present.  He was instantly excited and wanted to know right away what it was so I pulled it out of my bag.  He stared at it and asked, “is that your sisters?” which made me laugh.  I told him, “No it’s mine, she’s got the real thing hanging off her boyfriend!  I bought it to put on a little show for you”.  He apparently liked the sound of that because he laid back on the bed and put his hands behind his head and waited for me to do my thing.

I thought about what I’d do with it in front of him a thousand times and thought it would be best to touch him some while making him watch so he feels and associates pleasure with the show.  So I pulled his pants and boxers off and put the dildo right next to him as if the other man was laying beside him.  I took my boyfriend’s cock and the black dildo in hand and started giving a few licks to my boyfriend, then a few to the dildo keeping eye contact with him the whole time.

I wish you all could’ve seen the difference in size.  My boyfriend is 5″ when he’s really hard so the toy was double his length and probably triple his thickness.  I can get all of my boyfriend’s cock in my mouth without gagging, but I can only get a quarter of that dildo in before choking (which turns me on).  So I started spending less time on his cock and more with the dildo.  I was gagging and moaning on it like I watched all the girls from interracial porn do, spit drooling from my mouth.

My boyfriend stayed as hard as I’ve ever felt him the whole time.  So I felt the time was right to ask him, “Do you want to watch this big black cock fuck my little white pussy now?”  He immediately answered, “YES!”.

I laid in front of him with my legs spread and laying up across his so he could get the best view.  I sucked it a bit more and spit on it before teasing my pussy with it.  His eyes were fixed down there, but I was just watching for his reaction in his eyes.  He started rubbing around his cock a little, but he’s never done that in front of me so I think he was shy to really jerk off even with everything I was doing so said it in a way to encourage him, “MMmmmm rub your cock for me baby while you watch.”  He took it in his hand and slowly started stroking so I pushed the dildo inside and let out a long moan to let him know how amazing my new big black cock dildo felt for me.

To make sure he got the hint I got vocal while pushing it deeper, “Oh my GOD baby, its so big, it feels amazinggggg Mmmmm”.  Looking over at him rubbing his much smaller cock I finally realized why the “cuckold” porn stuff was so hot for me.  I mean here’s my boyfriend jerking off watching a huge black cock stretch my pussy out.  If that isn’t love I really don’t know what is.

So I laid my head back and started to slowly pump it inside, losing eye contact and pretending my boyfriend wasn’t even there.  I started to imagine one of those really hot guys from the Blacked porn clips on top of me and it only took about a minute until I started to orgasm.  I really let go, one of my legs was shaking really hard and I felt my pussy squirting, soaking his bed, yelling “fuck oooooh fuck oh my GOD oh fuck!!!”  lol

I looked back up at my boyfriend and smiled at him when I realized he had already cum and said, “So I guess you liked your early birthday present, I know I did!!”  

I could tell he wasn’t sure how to process what he just saw so I knew I had more work to get him where I wanted him to be more comfortable with it all so I cuddled up on the side of him and started rubbing around his cock and balls and said, “That was so hot.  I want you to fuck me with it now” and handed it to him.  I loved watching him hold it and look at it up close.  It was still dripping with my cum and juices.

I got on all fours on top of him almost like 69 but with my pussy a bit further in front so he could see it go inside.  I was still stretched out from it so it popped right back in and he started pumping me with it.  This was the first time I got to feel it in me without being the one to push it in myself and OH MY GOD did I LOVE it!!  I pushed myself back on top of him a bit more and told him to lick my clit while he did it.  I started to squirt already and felt the orgasm building strong.  I looked down and saw his cock all hard again, but just ignored it.  He knew I was getting close and asked me, “Do you want me to fuck you now?” and I quickly said “NO, I’m gonna cum, DON’t STOP!!”  So he went back to licking and using the toy on me until I EXPLODED again!!  

I collapsed my body down on top of him, my pussy covering his mouth and told him to “lick me clean.”  Obviously you all know why I did that but I don’t think he did.  Inside I was imagining him licking a big load of BBC cum out of me and it was as big of a turn on as I dreamed it would be.

Once I felt like he did a good enough job I got off him and told him to go clean off the toy for me.  He did it without a question, wow!  This was the first time I ever felt really dominant with him and it was HOT and empowering!!

After that we laid naked in his bed until we fell asleep.  I was hoping he wouldn’t be all freaked out and weird with me the next day, but I woke up with him going down on me while caressing my pussy with the toy again, which led to round three!!  This time I didn’t even have to ask him to lick me while using it.  I almost asked him to try putting it up my ass, but I thought I’d better save that for next time!!

Looks like my plan is working!!!    XoXo

“Aww! Am I making you uncomfortable in your chastity cage?”

Britney Spears- I’m a Slave 4 U (2001)

God, how Sarah loved Sundays. It was still early in the day and already she could see that her husband was beginning to break. His desperation was deliciously obvious, and he had no defense against her persistent, all day teasing. By now just the sight of her approaching him was enough to make him swallow hard and quiver with need for her.

“What’s the matter, baby?”, she purred innocently, grinning seductively as her soft hand freed his aching erection and yet again began to gently stroke it toward the edge. Her eyes were bright with delight at the anguished look of need on his face.

“I bet you’re really starting to feel it now, aren’t you?,” she purred with mock sympathy. “You poor thing, are you getting all achy for me honey?”

And all her husband could do was to look on helplessly, watching Sarah’s silky fingers at work, knowing that once again his maddeningly close orgasm would be denied at the last moment… and that his aching need for release would soon be even more agonizing…..

A good mistress takes pride in her blue balls