Whatchamacallit

I don't know what u call it but last night I messaged my wife's back and then she allowed me to worship her pussy. After a few orgasms (I think who can ever be sure?), I messaged her feet until she went to sleep. She is learning. She used to be adamant that she had to reciprocate but I think she is coming to accept that I love to fall asleep with her fragrance on my face and my cock hard as a rock. Except that I didn't. I jerked off as she slept on my shoulder. It excites me to think of her as being a bad selfish bitch who isn't concerned if I get off or not. Don't know what it's called but there it is.