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Break Him Carefully

Halfway there!  A month and a half ago, my amazing 36 year old sexy husband agreed to three months of constant tease and denial, without sexual release (Orgasm).  Since then, almost every night, 7 nights a week (and sometimes in the morning, too!), we cuddle snuggle and fondle each other - he makes me cum by going down on me as much as I want, then I slowly and meticulously “edge” him, over and over again, to my heart’s content..  Sometimes we’re quick – half an hour and off to sleep. Sometimes we linger – time flies when you’re having fun. {Grin} But the key is that we make time to do it every night, with only a few (very few!) missed nights.  I’ve never slept better in my life…  

After 5 years of carefully easing my stud into our female led marriage, I find that we BOTH sleep best now…, if I hold his healthy virile erection in my gentle hand, as we lovingly fall asleep together (hugging)… His Pulsing, Fully Erect Manhood has become a sort of security blanket for me… As I fall asleep and wake up each morning Now - With his strong (rock hard) cock in my hand…

I adore my precious healthy man…  He’s trusting his most intimate, primal, involuntary sexual reflex to my personal care and governance – knowing, full well, that I intended to break him…  I promised to ultimately reduce him to a sweaty, leaky, quivering, begging “mess of a man”…  I warned him that I planned to make it difficult – that I was going to truly challenge him over the weeks, just to see how much he could handle – to prove, once and for all, that his virile muscular (athletic body) could physically endure so much more -  than his mind ever imagined…

When we started eight weeks ago, we had an honest, open conversation about what was about to happen – what we were about to do.  We discussed our limits and set a safe word.  We agreed that if it ever stopped being fun, for either of us, we would stop.  During that conversation, he honestly admitted his doubt about two things:

First, he doubted we would make it this far.  He doubted my will and commitment to denying him.  His words, “There will be a night when things get so hot, you won’t be able to resist causing me to Cum inside of you…  I know you.  You won’t make it three months having intercourse with me, but it’s fun to try.”  My reply, “Challenge accepted!”  And so far, so good.  Sooo fucking good!  To my husband’s total amazement and slight alarm, I haven’t even ruined him…  Yet…

Second, he doubted I could truly break him.  Break his mind, that is (not his body!  I adore and need that!).  When I promised to send him into the deepest, darkest, most desperate, mind-scrambling frenzy of lust he’s ever experienced, he honestly doubted that such a mindspace existed.  He knows how it feels to be relentlessly edged - balls deep - teased and denied by my sublime femininity for days at a time.  He knows the beautiful frustration of being milked and ruined, over and over again through the years.  He’s begged – literally begged – for climax and orgasm before, and heard me say “NO!”  He’s been there…  He survived those things without ever truly losing his mind, and he figured this would “just” be more of the same…  Three months of intense fun, but nothing truly new.

And… to be honest… I wondered if he might be right.  His doubt motivated me greatly to find out.  It made me “edge” him even harder…  It made me stop and let go, every time my feminine instinct screamed at me “He’s a man!!  Have Mercy!  Let him Cum!!”  It’s why I insist on playtime every night, no matter what’s happening in our daily lives or how tired I feel.  I wanted to know… to genuinely know… could I break him?  Is it even possible?

Well…

Last night, I’m proud to say, I finally… carefully… definitely broke him!

After eight weeks of daily edging, teasing and denying him a cherished climax, we started off the evening “routinely” enough. We played and cuddled to warm up, then I tied his wrists to the headboard of our bed.  He was wonderfully hypersensitive and his magnificent joystick was leaking and crying endless tears of joy (I was quite wet and aroused obviously), so I shrewdly decided to mount him very slowly and carefully - avoiding any sudden motion that might resemble a thrust. We kissed slowly and passionately as I took my sweet time, just thoroughly enjoying the sensations of him throbbing and pulsating balls deep inside me…  Eventually I got my favorite toy and delicately vibed myself to a glorious climax - fully impaled on his glorious captive “denied” rock hard joystick…  A perfect start… By the look in his eyes, I realized  just how much  he loved feeling me Climax and Cum - All over his powerful incarcerated Cock…

After a brief restorative rest break I slowly dismounted my stud and retired to languish at his side in a blissfully relaxed haze, alternately vibing, tickling, and stroking and teasing his raging cock through a string of easy edges… Easy for me, that is… My head resting on his chest, my long soft hair spilling over his body, my leg hooked with his… It was so serene, I almost fell asleep.

I didn’t even notice the time.  I didn’t even notice when an hour slipped by.  And then two hours.  I was in a warm, post-orgasmic serene trance… perfectly comfortable… watching his beautiful, magnificent manhood straining so sweetly and desperately in my tender nurturing hands… lost in my own little world of loving.. him… It was just so easy…  And, as nonsensical and silly as it sounds, I cherished and adored him for it.  I loved that he found me so beautiful, so irresistible, so sensual and intoxicating that he couldn’t stop himself from submitting…. It made me feel like the most amazing woman in the world.

So I almost didn’t notice when his grunts faded, and the quivers started.  He startled me with a raspy, crackling whisper, “Baby, Please… Pleeease!…”

It was the most earnest plea I’d ever heard from him in my life.  Something in his tone, beyond the words alone… a moment purely between us, when all facades crumbled.  He was breaking…  Finally breaking…  This is how it starts…

I immediately perked up.  I needed to see his face, to confirm it for myself.  Yup… He was gone.  His eyes were open, but there was no mind behind them.  His lips were moving, but only a few airy words slipped out.  A lot of “please” and “fuck” and sometimes my name, over and over again.  My heart swelled with pure happiness for him.  I didn’t say a word – I didn’t want to interrupt his journey. He was in a deep blissful trance. I just kept lightly gliding my silky soft fingers along his dancing - 8 inch Cock of Utter Perfection… Carefully, Invisibly guiding him through space… Knowing that He “Needed” Me… That he could   NEVER   do this to himself...  

Weeks of hard work (for the both of us!) was finally paying off…

There was No Way I was going to let this exquisite moment END any time soon.  I completely forgot how sleepy I was, or how late it was.  I Kept Going… Carefully… Lightly… Nurturing… soft touches ONLY – because just one firm, hard grip or stroke - probably would have ended it…  At one point, when he was sweating, quivering, and babbling, I offered him a chance…  I whispered quietly, “Remember, we have a safe word.”  That’s the only time I “broke character.”  I’m sure his subconscious heard me; I’m sure he understood - But he didn’t say anything, though…  He just kept quietly whimpering and begging in a trance,  “Please… Please…”

He wanted to STAY.  So I made him STAY ! ! !

He wanted to be Broken…  So I Broke Him ! ! !

He said it was the BEST night of his life.  And I believe it!  

Nevertheless, We have another eight weeks to go…

Man O Man - Am I Going To Enjoy Myself - The Next Eight Yummy Weeks ! ! !

BOYFRIEND’S REACTION

For all of you who have been following my blog and messaging with me, I wanted to post this here for you in detail so you’re up to date on everything.

I haven’t been shy about how much I love my boyfriend of almost 3 years now and that even though I knew I’d have to at least try BBC once, that I’d want to stay with him, maybe even marrying him someday.  The toughest part of all this has been trying to figure out how to tell him and make it fun for him too or at least so that he understands and doesn’t break up with me if I wanted to keep having black lovers on the side.

He knows my sister has been dating black guys all summer and he acts super jealous every time he knows I’m going out with her or just hanging with her and her friends, I guess he thinks they’ll convert me (and he’s right cuz they all have tried). lol

So I listened to all your advice and finally settled on trying to get him on board with it and enjoy my fantasy so much that it becomes his fantasy too.  I came up with an idea on how to start it off and I went through with it on Saturday night.

I took my 10″ black dildo with me to visit him Saturday night.  We hung out a bit and started making out.  I waited until I felt him get really hard to tell him I brought a surprise for him.  His birthday is next month so I told him it was an early birthday present.  He was instantly excited and wanted to know right away what it was so I pulled it out of my bag.  He stared at it and asked, “is that your sisters?” which made me laugh.  I told him, “No it’s mine, she’s got the real thing hanging off her boyfriend!  I bought it to put on a little show for you”.  He apparently liked the sound of that because he laid back on the bed and put his hands behind his head and waited for me to do my thing.

I thought about what I’d do with it in front of him a thousand times and thought it would be best to touch him some while making him watch so he feels and associates pleasure with the show.  So I pulled his pants and boxers off and put the dildo right next to him as if the other man was laying beside him.  I took my boyfriend’s cock and the black dildo in hand and started giving a few licks to my boyfriend, then a few to the dildo keeping eye contact with him the whole time.

I wish you all could’ve seen the difference in size.  My boyfriend is 5″ when he’s really hard so the toy was double his length and probably triple his thickness.  I can get all of my boyfriend’s cock in my mouth without gagging, but I can only get a quarter of that dildo in before choking (which turns me on).  So I started spending less time on his cock and more with the dildo.  I was gagging and moaning on it like I watched all the girls from interracial porn do, spit drooling from my mouth.

My boyfriend stayed as hard as I’ve ever felt him the whole time.  So I felt the time was right to ask him, “Do you want to watch this big black cock fuck my little white pussy now?”  He immediately answered, “YES!”.

I laid in front of him with my legs spread and laying up across his so he could get the best view.  I sucked it a bit more and spit on it before teasing my pussy with it.  His eyes were fixed down there, but I was just watching for his reaction in his eyes.  He started rubbing around his cock a little, but he’s never done that in front of me so I think he was shy to really jerk off even with everything I was doing so said it in a way to encourage him, “MMmmmm rub your cock for me baby while you watch.”  He took it in his hand and slowly started stroking so I pushed the dildo inside and let out a long moan to let him know how amazing my new big black cock dildo felt for me.

To make sure he got the hint I got vocal while pushing it deeper, “Oh my GOD baby, its so big, it feels amazinggggg Mmmmm”.  Looking over at him rubbing his much smaller cock I finally realized why the “cuckold” porn stuff was so hot for me.  I mean here’s my boyfriend jerking off watching a huge black cock stretch my pussy out.  If that isn’t love I really don’t know what is.

So I laid my head back and started to slowly pump it inside, losing eye contact and pretending my boyfriend wasn’t even there.  I started to imagine one of those really hot guys from the Blacked porn clips on top of me and it only took about a minute until I started to orgasm.  I really let go, one of my legs was shaking really hard and I felt my pussy squirting, soaking his bed, yelling “fuck oooooh fuck oh my GOD oh fuck!!!”  lol

I looked back up at my boyfriend and smiled at him when I realized he had already cum and said, “So I guess you liked your early birthday present, I know I did!!”  

I could tell he wasn’t sure how to process what he just saw so I knew I had more work to get him where I wanted him to be more comfortable with it all so I cuddled up on the side of him and started rubbing around his cock and balls and said, “That was so hot.  I want you to fuck me with it now” and handed it to him.  I loved watching him hold it and look at it up close.  It was still dripping with my cum and juices.

I got on all fours on top of him almost like 69 but with my pussy a bit further in front so he could see it go inside.  I was still stretched out from it so it popped right back in and he started pumping me with it.  This was the first time I got to feel it in me without being the one to push it in myself and OH MY GOD did I LOVE it!!  I pushed myself back on top of him a bit more and told him to lick my clit while he did it.  I started to squirt already and felt the orgasm building strong.  I looked down and saw his cock all hard again, but just ignored it.  He knew I was getting close and asked me, “Do you want me to fuck you now?” and I quickly said “NO, I’m gonna cum, DON’t STOP!!”  So he went back to licking and using the toy on me until I EXPLODED again!!  

I collapsed my body down on top of him, my pussy covering his mouth and told him to “lick me clean.”  Obviously you all know why I did that but I don’t think he did.  Inside I was imagining him licking a big load of BBC cum out of me and it was as big of a turn on as I dreamed it would be.

Once I felt like he did a good enough job I got off him and told him to go clean off the toy for me.  He did it without a question, wow!  This was the first time I ever felt really dominant with him and it was HOT and empowering!!

After that we laid naked in his bed until we fell asleep.  I was hoping he wouldn’t be all freaked out and weird with me the next day, but I woke up with him going down on me while caressing my pussy with the toy again, which led to round three!!  This time I didn’t even have to ask him to lick me while using it.  I almost asked him to try putting it up my ass, but I thought I’d better save that for next time!!

Looks like my plan is working!!!    XoXo