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Hi guys; congrats on that successful tumblr. I just created an account just to drop you a word. For some reason I find that whole consensual betrayal thing very arousing. Okay not sure if you see it that way but... From reading your posts though, while it's clear that M gets a boatload of emotions out of it, it's not 100% clear to me if H just wants to do other guys for fun (and for M's) or if she actually is a bit sadistic and enjoys tormenting M. How much do M's feelings add to H's experience?

Thank you and I’m glad you feel comfortable enough to send us an ask.

The truth is… I’m not exactly sure of it myself. I don’t get off on hurting M as much as I do teasing him and flaunting my sexuality around him. But as I said in a previous post I think on some subconscious level I actually may be sadistic in that I get aroused when I see him emotionally anxious and all of that. It’s fun and the sex is its own reward but something both M and I have noticed is that I do get considerably more turned on when we play (talk and think) around things like me denying him sex or forming a strong emotional connection with someone else (and at our most extreme… me even physically leaving him to have a more intense or permanent sexual relationship with another man). But even though it gets me hot as I said I can’t explain it. But can anyone out there actually explain why certain kinks turn them on while others don’t?

So yes I guess it’s a bit of both. Sex with other men (and recently especially with my ex) is incredible for me… but so is hurting and betraying M to some extent too. I can’t explain either of them but having them both together can feel intoxicating. It’s like adding your biggest turn on/kink to your second biggest turn on/kink. it makes you hot on a level that goes through the roof even if you don’t know why. Couple that with my kinks for submissiveness and that feeling of “falling for someone” which is actually a very real possibility now with my ex… it doesn’t just go through the roof… but the stratosphere as well.

Maybe that just makes things more confusing but I hope it helps.

- H