Actually Going Insane I Beleive But Trying To Figure Out How I Wanna Draw From The Swap Au Because It’s

Hey, unpopular opinion, apparently. But people don’t just “have pain for no reason” doctors say this all the time (especially to women and chronically ill people) and the truth is, Thats literally not possible. Even if your pains are psychosomatic (a word I hesitate to even use because of the way its used so often) there is a reason you are having those pains whether its mental illness, abuse, etc. If your doctor consistently tells you that “well some people just have pain for no reason” get a new doctor. That’s a doctor who is not going to give a shit what your actual symptoms or experiences are.

Messaging people for the first time is so hard. What am I supposed to say? Like, "You seem really odd and your blog intrigues me. Do you want to have philosophical conversations or perhaps talk about fictional characters?" What! Whatever. I will just follow you back and stare at your blog with my big beautiful brown eyes.

happy sydney birthday!!!1!11!!!!!!!!!1!!!!

here is everyone who got him a gift and what they got him!!!

Lucille: every year she gives him the exact same thing: card with $50 cash. neat!

Elijah: he put a basket of things on sydney’s windowsill, or at least it was assumably him, because. who else would do that. this might be a nicer thing to do if it wasn’t all weird stolen shit inside.

Rowan: a NICE blanket. a real soft one since sydney is always really cold

Juniper: he got him a graphoscope and sydney was very happy but didn’t have a clue what it was or how to use it.

Salem: she said happy birthday. she still has a little bit of beef with him.

Yvonne: she got him one of those necklaces that you can put a crystal inside of :]

Soren: despite being absurdly rich, his gift was decor for the worms (which was actually very appreciated!! thought that counts.)

Joshua: sydney mentioned ONE time several years ago that he wanted a djungelskog and he remembered it for some reason

Matthew: matthew put sprinkles onto bread and brought that to sydney :]

Marisol: button maker!!!!

Jedidiah: jedidiah has gotten a gift for sydney every year without fail since they met. they’re ALWAYS heartfelt and personalized. for the first time, that summer he did not hand sydney a gift. sydney waited all day expecting for it to be a surprise only for jedidiah to remain off site. this is not to say he failed to buy him a gift- he absolutely did- but could not bear to be that close with him. remains in his office in a drawer as looking at it only hurts him.

various campers also brought him little treats and handmade things :]

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TELL ME WHAT YOU ASSOCIATE WITH ME

COLORS, SONGS, AESTHETICS, PEOPLE, ANYTHTING

hello western tumblr user

for every 9/11 joke you make today put your money where ur mouth is and donate to a Palestinian family. u dont get to make light of one of the biggest catalysts of islamaphobia and then turn a blind eye at the genocide . click for a random vetted gaza gfm

May I have a playlist for an Elijah Volkov fictionkin?? I enjoy seeing what songs people (even those who didn’t know me before, and have to go off of their first impressions of me) associate with me 💕

Playlist:

Your Body, My Temple by Will Wood

Stalker’s Tango by Autoheart

I Can’t Decide by Scissor Sisters

Wolf In Sheep’s Clothing by Set It Off

Meant To Be Yours: Heathers song

An Unhealthy Obsession by The Blake Robinson Synthetic Orchestra

White Knuckle Jerk by Will Wood and The Tapeworms

The Cult Of Dionysus by The Orion Experience

Touch Tone Telephone by Lemon Demon

I Love You Like An Alcoholic by The Taxpayers

I hope these are to your liking, I am actually quite interested in your source now, haha.

not my meme but you all do know about this right? It feels like it's getting buried right now and I feel like its proponents are trying to take advantage of that.

Reblog the fundraisers you mfs!!!!! I don't know why you all skip those to reblog some pic of a banner saying "FREE PALESTINE" or of news from Columbia University! Literally these people from Gaza have made an account on Tumblr and is writing in english to communicate what they need and you all are coming onto my blog or on the tag and not reblogging their posts. We have people both Palestinian and non Palestinian vetting the fundraisers! I mean more the reblogs, more the chance of the fundraisers gaining momemtum, the more there would be a chance of a donation. Please donate if you can and reblog!!! and follow them if it is possible.

@/mohammedayesh has posted getting leaflets telling them to evacuate Rafah. They are very low on funds. Go follow them and reblog their posts and donate if possible.

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Donate to Support My Journey to a New Start, organized by Mohammed Ayesh

‏Hi my name is Abed im making this account on behalf of my friend Muhammad Saeed Ayes… Mohammed Ayesh needs your support for Support My Jour

We have @/haneenatya too whose mother is suffering from eye stroke and need to evacuate. Please I have been following them for some days and it doesn't seem their own posts are getting much attention.

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Donate to Help my family out of Gaza, organized by Suheir Hojok

I am reaching out for your support to help my family get out of Gaza. Ever since October, the… Suheir Hojok needs your support for Help my

Follow them! They are on tumblr. Reblog their posts and donate. The protests in universities are being done on account of them. They should be our focus.