this is inspired by one of edwards video (i cant remember the name) but one thing i like to do is remind my self what god would do.
would god worry about getting something?
would god worry about not being able to do something?
it’s a nice reminder that i am god and really i have the power to do what i want and feel what i want!
enjoy your meal
LOOK AT HIS SMILE😫
Hoseok:
MAFIA AU MASTERLIST
Taehyung:
MAFIA AU MASTERLIST
Jin:
MAFIA AU MASTERLIST
Yoongi: MAFIA AU MASTERLIST
Oh My! (Bangtan uni au)
Jimin:
FOREVER
In which you fall in love with Jimin slowly at first and then all at once.
Jungkook:
Love & Hate
You’ve spent a long time hating Jeon Jungkook. But perhaps the line between love and hate is a little blurred and you’re not sure you understand difference anymore.
TAKING CHANCES: CHAPTER I
Your marriage to Jeon Jungkook is just another business transaction. But it’s not long before your heart decides it’s time to get involved. CEO!Arranged Marriage au.
FANFICTION GOT7
Jaebum:
MY GIRL
In which Jaebum is the college fuck boy and you’re the idiot who’s fallen in love with him.
Joshua Hong:
HOME
Being in love with your best friends boyfriend is a bitch. Especially when said boyfriend is Joshua Hong.
Wonwoo:
MINE
In which Wonwoo is the boy that everybody loves and you’re just the girl that sits beside him in Sociology.
Park Chanyeol:
HOME TOWN GLORY: CHAPTER I HOME TOWN GLORY: CHAPTER II
Iseul hasn’t seen Park Chanyeol in six years. When he shows up with a glamorous life and a new fiance, Iseul decides it’s time to take back what’s hers.
Byun Baekhyun:
THAT WAY: I THAT WAY: II THAT WAY: III THAT WAY: IV THAT WAY: V THAT WAY: VI THAT WAY: VII (Epilogue) Complete.
Byun Baekhyun rejected you all those years ago. He didn’t see you that way. You were just friends. So why did it feel like he might have been lying? And why couldn’t you just understand him?
BLOOM: Part I BLOOM: Part II
Byun Baekhyun was born into the lap of luxury. You were not. Lying about where you came from was not really part of your plan, but neither was falling in love. CEO!au
70. “Not everyone is out to get you. Stop thinking that. It’s annoying.” (Kim Taehyung) 94. “I had a bad dream again.” (Mark Lee)
my key thoughts when manifesting (this post will have some editing sometimes, this is to help others btw!!):
my goal should be to become who i desire in my inner world which also means to leave all identifications of the old state alone
my inner world reflects naturally to my 3D, i need to stop trying to control the 3d but myself
everything is done already all i have to do is shift my consciousness
i have my desires already!
the past is just the past (the past is simply just me identifying with a version of myself that experienced that, theres another version of myself that already haves my desires! lemme identify with it!)
all of this is simply a reflection of myself! the 3d is nothing but me! therefore the 3d is me!
my goal with persisting is to make this my natural dwelling state/dominant state
all of my answers is within me! i dont need to go outside (this applies to my manifestations and my loa knowledge!)
signs dont matter to me because i already have what i want within, it already worked out for me
the 3d doesnt need any controlling, the 3d REFLECTS.
i can let go of my desires because its already done
why fight with my fears if all of it is created by me?? i can simply let it die with no attention and go towards what i want.
i should focus on making my inner world/imagination exactly how i want it because imagination prevails and the 3d is simply my imagination!!
focus on changing I AM in imagination (not to control the 3d but to change I AM to whatever i like. the 3d reflects I AM)
your only goal is to change yourself!!!
change who i think and i am and what i think i have in the inner world, since it is in imagination i have nothing to worry about. the 3d isnt my job
im not trying to make something happen, it already happened
everything happens at its appointed hour, lets not force it. my subconscious is going to do its job on letting it happen in the 3d! MY FOCUS SHOULD IS TO BECOME!!
just do what i did
THE 3D DOESNT MATTER!! ACCEPT IT ALL AND GIVE IT ALL IN IMAGINATION!! MY GOAL SHOULD BE TO NO LONGER DESIRE, BECOME AND JUST WALK KNOWING IT HAPPENED
everything is a state, including my fear!!
"$50k would be nice"
*know* that its already there - thoughts might echo, theyre fake tho
Know that it's there like you know you have a hand or a toe - even if you have an intrusive thought that your toe is missing, you KNOW its still there
Even if you have an intrusive thought that your $50k is missing, you KNOW it's still there
What is this KNOW? ITS *THAT* - once you have an idea for an experience just KNOW SO. ALL THOUGHTS are an illusion, all reality is an illusion. You can still KNOW of these things to experience a specific illusion.
Ignore the intrusive thoughts, fall in the KNOW, into *THAT* which is "yourself" JUST *THAT*
This is all you are, *THAT* is all you need. The rest is a (creative) illusion.
You know the illusion of the body
You know the illusion of your family
You know the illusion of this reality concept
You know you have eyeballs
You know you have skin
You know you have ears
These are all KNOWN givens in your current illusory experience.
KNOWING is ALL you need. *THAT* is who you are. You don't even have to fight intrusive thoughts/ego, fake. You don't even have to observe them, not real. YOU KNOW they are occurring. YOU KNOW youre calm 😍🥰😘
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effortless knowing.
How do "I" know "I" exist right now?
this was so good??? Like the descriptions of jungkook and how reader is insecure but still does it any way, the ending is just-
pairing ~ college au!jungkook/reader warnings ~ exhibitionism? summary ~ You develop a strange relationship with the boy you share your morning commute with. word count ~ 3.2k
+ Once the the train is tight enough, he senses that he can proceed inconspicuously. His hand drifts from your waist to the edge of your skirt, and you can feel the pads of his fingertips against your skin.
I wonder what he thinks when he looks at me.
Every time you see him, he sees you. Again and again you are stumped by one of life’s greatest obstacles: you can never really know what another person is thinking.
The year is almost over, you thought, and yet I have never spoken to this guy.
In the train station exactly five minutes away from your apartment, you see him every morning, without fail. You board the same ever crowded carriage, endure the thirty minute commute, then disembark at the same stop. Yet, no good morning, no hello, no subtle head nod, not ever. You were unsure if he was even aware of your existence.
At times you swore you could feel his eyes on you, palpably you had thought that he even awaited your appearance. On better days you would even think that he started to take an interest in you.
But when your mind would inevitably clear, you’d realise that no, this isn’t possible. He’s too tall and too fit to be anywhere near your league. He’s Jeon Jungkook, the ever coveted yet doubly mysterious first class university athlete. And you are… well, you.
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~walks we must take and sunsets we must watch together~