Vent

Vent

Trigger Warning - G@slight!ng, sVic!d3 mention

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I don’t even fucking know anymore. It seems like me and my sibling constantly are at battle nowadays. And recently they’ve been getting worse and worse. Sure, there are days of laughing, it almost all the other days, it feels like I’m always trying to be g@sligh3d by them. And it’s gotten worse and worse it feel like. Even to the littlest of thing like having the TV. I was getting called a child when I was told by them that I could have the TV at 10, I agreed. I missed it by 5 minutes, and thus it became 10:30. I set a timer, and next thing be I know I was told that they didn’t know where the remote was, and that they never said 10:30, saying I was hallucinating.

Not to mention, my thoughts have been getting worse and one of the only things that is keeping me living and not wanting to commit is knowing that I need to be there for my friends. I just don’t even know anymore..

I apologize, I just..really needed to say something.

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2 years ago

reblog this with a picture of your f/o and i’ll give you my first impression/thoughts of them

can be any type of f/o >:)

(inspired by @oc-x-cannon-on-main)


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2 years ago
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hiii — pls rb with what color your romantic love is ♡

2 years ago

3, 4 and 5 for Zack-

(I'm bored lol)

Oooh! Another one! Zack, you’re up!!

Ugh, fine, whatever.

(Warning, curse words, because it’s Zack)

3. What was your SECOND date like? Was it an improvement on the first in some way?

And why the fuck do you care?!

Tch, whatever. The second date was fine. I guess it was a bit less awkward?? I don’t fucking know. We just walked around the town at midnight or something. There wasn’t really anything. Though, she did get tired and I had to carry her ass back. I can say, it was better then the first, to be real.

4. What's the strangest gift your F/O has ever given you?

The strangest gift? I don’t know, probably some sort of thing that squishes. What did she call it again?? A squishie? I don’t fucking know it was weird. She said it helps with stress or something, I don’t know. It broke after a while. Her strangest gift? I don’t fucking know, OI, SAM, WHAT’S YOUR STRANGEST GIFT YOU GOT FROM ME?! THE BLOODIED KNIFE?! OH COME IT, IT WASN’T ANYONE YOU KNEW ANYWAY!!

5. What's your F/O's favorite type of kiss to receive? Slow, passionate, sloppy, quick, sweet? What about you?

God, what the fuck is with these questions. Fine fine I’ll answer. The kisses I usually get are sweet and short. Yet..you can just feel how much love she has in it. The kisses I give to her? They’re fine, why don’t you ask Sammy. I’m supposed to answer?? What the hell is wrong with you people. Fine, guess mine are usually quick and passionate of course. That’s it.


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2 years ago
I..

I..

I mean it isn’t wrong-

@crowisinthetrash @sleepygamerotaku @eelussy-enthusiast @terrence-self-ships @percyshipz @jades-mushroom @anyone who wants to join

Another quiz for if you were a fictional character how would your fandom treat you (if you think your life is too boring to have a fandom just think of yourself as living the domestic!au of some sci-fi or fantasy)

reblog with your results


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2 years ago

SAGAU Imposter AU but the higher the character friendship level, the easier it is for them to recognize you as the divine god without having to see your golden blood.

So following the typical SAGAU plot, who and how will your characters help you? I'll start!

Mondstadt

I'm doomed at Mondstadt considering Klee is my highest at friendship level 9. No one would probably take her seriously? But maybe she can convince Albedo (as a non-albedo haver) to hear me out first, he's pretty perceptive.

If Albedo can't help then Barbara (f.level 8) might just help me escape. She can probably convince Jean (f.level 2) to not kill me and just exile me from the city?

I like to believe that Fischl and Bennett could also help me enter Liyue (both f.level 7) as adventurers but they're probably doubting themselves, but not enough to kill me

Liyue

Liyue is definitely the safest place for me to go to. I have both Ningguang and Keqing at friendship level 10! Both big authority figures.

Although it would be hard to meet them immediately, I could probably reach out to Chongyun and Hutao first (both f.level 10 too).

Sad to say it could take a while to convince Zhongli, he just came home at f.level 1, and we all know how dangerous he can be in cult!au

It'll be even worse if he orders Xiao, as a non-Xiao haver. So I really have to reach the Qixing before the yaksha catches me.

Inazuma

An even more difficult place. My highest would be Sayu at f.level 3 and it would be hard to meet the sleepy ninja in the first place.

Thoma and Itto might just take pity (both f.lvl 2) and turn a blind eye though.

Otherwise, I'm dead in Inazuma

Tagging a few SAGAU writers to know their thoughts. This is open for anyone though and I would love to read everyone's sagau experience! don't think it's a relatively new concept! I just rly like how this gives us all a unique sagau experience based on our own efforts at being their friend! @dewdrop-writes @neetra @saryneid @chocoenvy


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2 years ago

Welp-

Vyn Richter

Welp-

I wanna do this again but on this blog ! : ) 

Reblog w/ a pic of your f/o and I’ll give you 5 songs that they’ll listen to when they’re pining for you !


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2 years ago

Welp, I chose my poison. Ask what you would like, people of Tumblr-

ask game: asks from your f/o!

𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁

there are many wonderful ask games for questions ABOUT your f/o, but what about asks FROM your f/o? reply to these asks as though you're talking directly to your f/o asking the questions! enjoy, and remember your f/o loves you!

𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁

☁️: have you had any nice dreams about me lately? or any bad ones you wish I could scare away?

🧸: what's your favourite memory of us?

🍯: what do you think is the sweetest thing I've done for you? there are so many sweet things you've done, I've lost count!

✨: what is a wish you'd like to make for me? or about our love?

💗: what was your first impression of me?

☕: what's your favourite part about our morning routine together?

🛏️: what's your favourite part about our evening routine together?

☀️: what is your favourite thing about our special, intricate love?

🍓: what's your favourite adventure that we've shared?

💌: what sweet words do you wish you could share with me?

🌱: what is your favourite way that I've grown for you?

🌿: what is your favourite way that our relationship has grown?

🍄: what is the thing you are most proud of about me?

🌸: what is the thing you are most proud of about yourself, love?

𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁𐄙✿ 𐄁

2 years ago

Reblog to help teach your f/o(s) trauma recovery techniques and healthy coping mechanisms.


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2 years ago

Welp, guess I’m here now, lolol

Favorite Color: Teal, and like said before, if counts, Black

Currently reading: Heart of Chalk (a Yandere Albedo x Reader fan fic) by cammshake

Last Series: Moon Knight (Current hyper fixation)

Last Song: Bad End Night from Vocaloid people (don’t know actual creator)

Last Movie: I believe is was Doctor Strange: Into the Multiverse

Sweet/Spicy/Savory: Yes

Currently working on: DND stuff (might post character stuff on here), Project Sekai ideas, drawings for Self ship stuff, which if any ideas don’t be afraid to send to me-

Tags: @chuuyas--boo @eelussy-enthusiast @terrence-self-ships @oc-x-cannon-on-main @sleepygamerotaku + Anyone else (You are not forced to join, lolol)

TAG NINE PEOPLE YOU WANT TO GET TO KNOW BETTER !

Judes pink and ill be blue!!

favorite color: pink and yellow c: / teal and red <3

currently reading: nothing lmao

last song: Eternity With You from Obsidian / Mrs Magic by Strawberry Guy

last series: Bobs Burgers

last movie: Wreck It Ralph

sweet / spicy / savory: yes :) / sweet and savory <3

currently working on: a self ship animatic for clerks :) / commissions and might start on a self ship piece

tagged by: @hadesgoddess !!

ty!🥺🫶

tagging: @canonwulf @jils-things @candyheartedchy @sequids @toasty-self-shipping @pinkdinkydoon @pieriinova @halsdaisy @little-miss-selfships

no pressure obv <3


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2 years ago

IT’S SUMMER TIME YEAAAAAAH!!!

Probably gonna draw a lot this summer, when I have free time of course-


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