I Can’t See Them Hurting Either. However, As Someone Who’s Really Empathetic, I Know Damn Well Guilting

So, I had dance class today (4 hours completely) of dance choreo. It was hip hop mainly, but also I am tired from other works, of Summer ASL 3 that I chose to do. I about had a breakdown due to things (Autistic Breakdown due to being Overwhelmed and couldn’t properly stimulate myself because around others.) This though made me start thinking though-

So, I already headcanon that Albedo was Autistic, but I also like to think that if too many things changed schedule, he starts doing little things to help calm himself down. I think drawing is also a very big outlet for him, despite mainly drawing landscapes and stuff like the Hilichurl things. There has probably times when he just drawn what he felt.

He probably also has little stims of messing with his pencil probably. Probably tapping the table or something as well, of course being careful to not spill or mess up anything.

Yeaaah, that’s basically my headcanon, lol—

@mooninitebf anyways someone stole your content, just thought I’d lyk

Original ^^^^

Stolen:

Today is 03/04/2025 FYI. So this asshole just steals pretty fucking shamelessly. Don’t harass, just block / report, you know the drill.

Seriously, this is so gross and pathetic. You can’t even come up with a few words? Are you that un-creative?

JSYK, I was alerted in private that if you reverse search these imagines you can find most if not all the stolen ones.

Wonderhoy

Reblog to help teach your f/o(s) trauma recovery techniques and healthy coping mechanisms.

Nah Nah, for me

It would be an English Teacher-

You wind up in hell. You are confused at first until you see a row of people in front of you, crying profusely. You weren’t sent to hell to be punished, you were sent as the punishment.

(Yes I know, it’s a gif—

Currently the only picture of him I like in my photo rolls—)

~New selfship thing friends✨

Rb with a pic of your F/O and I will assign them an outfit and a place for the date they are taking you out on. <3

Tis officially 1 am.

I have gotten this far-

Let’s hope I can continue to stay awake-

People of the internet, this almost my birthday. My 16th one, if you will.

I have decided it will be a savage 16th birthday, instead of a sweet one. Shall I say it will be the most savage ever? Yes.

Because god had allowed my chaotic ass to still live on this earth till this birthday, and Imma make it the most chaotic shit out of it, out of spite. Enjoy.

You find it so hard feeling human, don't you? It's like there's some kind of barrier between yourself and the rest of the world- something impossible for you to cross. You feel alien, despite your own humanity, and it's painfully lonely. For this reason, you find it so hard to trust and love others. You can't let anyone get too close- you're terrified you'll hurt them. You push them away in a desperate attempt to protect both them and yourself... So you go on, isolating yourself, watching life pass you by and you continue to grapple with who you really are. Maybe, you feel, the best way is to simply ignore it all: the matter of life itself. You would gladly keep going on this way, shut away from the world- to you, it's safe... But it will never fill that hole inside you that desperately seeks someone who understands you. Someone that can help you find who you are. You aren't alone in how you feel. People care about you, so deeply, sometimes it's just hard to see. Keep searching for yourself- be open with others and allow yourself some vulnerability.

….Okay so ouch. Anyways, Tags!: @crowisinthetrash @eelussy-enthusiast @ph4nt0mzgr4v3y4rd-0f-s3lfsh1ps + anyone else

I took a test. Erm!

Is it lonely, feeling like there is always a glass wall between yourself and others? You see the world through a lens of contempt; not rooted in disgust, but in pity. A third-person spectator of society, you struggle to feel, at times, like you're human at all. Not in a sense that you're a monster or a creature, but that you are simply without which defines man. You watch the motions of existence with a dull sense of separation, untouchably. Even so, you're tired. You're exhausted. You wish it would all end, gently and quietly. You feel, in some sense, it would be a mercy to euthanize the world as a whole, even. You have already accepted that this is a lonely viewpoint, after all, it isn't possible anyone could truly see the world the same way. Not without going through your very same pain. Not without your same wisdom; to see the meaninglessness in human continuance, when we never learn from history. Further, no one else can keep up in a matter of intellect, anyway. Everyone around you is so, so... Dull. Even so, there is an ache inside you that yearns for some form of understanding, some form of companionship so, at least, you wouldn't need to watch the world destroy itself alone. Deep down, I know you're a person who cares so, so much. You're someone with far too much empathy for a heart to hold- have you ever thought, maybe, to direct that empathy towards yourself?

@still-fatemeh -> you'd lowk like this

@jsol1015 -> I need to see if you get sigma lol