woah. ❤️
it’s crazy how much an inflated ego can truly effect you especially if you have an intense internal locus of control.
i freaked out over the texture of my chicken earlier, burritos i had meal planned for the next week and the texture of my chicken isn’t right because i got chicken thighs instead of breasts. i didn’t like them.
in reality, i had spent 3 hours preparing these just to be disappointed by the outcome, and its just one of those things that happen and thats okay.
but instead, i blame myself for getting the wrong type of chicken without realizing it- my disappointment with all of this effort i put in, and im bullying myself over and over expecting a different result. my ego is bruised- all because of a small mistake that anybody could have easily overlooked.
i have 10 burritos that i don’t like, and that’s okay- logically. emotionally it’s not and it’s a wild experience realizing life never truly dealt with learning how to feel disappointment without self deprecation.
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i love the size of birds
ouch. OUCH.
HAND TATTOO OUCHIE OUCH.
i like actually can’t believe people are denying global warming still because it’s currently 46 degrees (f) in alaska in DECEMBER which is like actually fucking crazy because this is like, march april weather. it hasn’t snowed in weeks and i can see the pavement in the neighborhood streets. this is not normal weather and our planet is screaming at us to stop and to help it and we continue to ignore it.
playing detroit become human for the first time after watching gameplay several years ago. lets see if this emotionally haunts me for the rest of my life
edit: tried to do everything in the first cleaning mission and missed ONE thing.