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Redacted Learning To Accept Love

A continuation of one of my rants/drabbles in the 14dwy server ehehe :3

mdni !! / 14 days with you / sfw / redacted belongs to @14dayswithyou

I think Redacted really needs an Angel with empathy. One who can understand him thoroughly and treat him well and respect that his psychological state and needs are different than the average person. Then Redacted could eventually learn through imitation and with support to have more passion and emotion for other things in life, including himself.

Very very slowly, he and Angel can condition his self-destructive, dark thoughts to lessen in frequency and intensity through open communication and a lot of missteps, relapses, and determination. They will be there for each other throughout the whole thing, the other's unending devotion being the driving force behind their desire to improve themselves.

And then... maybe one day... perhaps there will be a moment of peace, scattered bits of tech surrounding Redacted and Angel on the floor as Angel's eyes shine, locked on their beloved spouse in encouragement, prompting them with questions and nods. Redacted obliges their interest, happily rambling about his newest personal project while they fiddle with the pieces surrounding them, fastening, unplugging, and reattaching parts. Not that his attention is ever fully away from Angel, as he clearly sees them try to stealthily take a picture with their phone.

He blinks, fingers pausing their motion as he turns with a confused grin, a question hidden in their words, "'Saw that, Angel."

His Angel gives him a smile brighter than the sun, explaining, "I've never seen you look so carefree. Wanted to capture it."

And all of a sudden, it hits him. His swirling thoughts weren't oppressive, their nerves weren't frayed and hyper aware of any little threat, any misstep in words or gesture. They were... happy. Content. Excited. Warm. A million emotions and thoughts were present, yet none of them were overwhelming or sharp, wearing at their subconscious. Their smile, the one they had learned to hide so well, along with any vulnerability, was easily on display now. He blinks, hardly believing it as his eyes stay locked with his Angel's. His Angel.

A confession slips out, hesitant and full of apprehension, "I love you.”

Their Angel responds, each word leaving their mouth with intention and intense devotion, “I love you. More than anything.”

[Redacted]’s eyes widen in shock, not at Angel's words, but at himself. A choked laugh of disbelief escapes him, but Angel can see his face clearly as his eyes fill with tears, unblemished with the deep pain and darkness that had bloomed behind them when such assertions had been made in the past. Angel immediately senses the change and leans forward to push back the bangs he used to hide behind, hand lingering on his cheek.

[Redacted] places a hand over theirs, leaning into their touch as, for the first time in his life, there’s not a doubt in his mind when he breathes out his response,

“I believe you.”

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I do miss drawing Redacted. 💔

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Mer Ren au fanart! ( =^0^=) ❤️❤️❤️

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Can u tell I gave up rendering the water (っ- ‸ - ς)

Soooo this was supposed to be a blog to spew my 14 Days With You ramblings and organize fanarts for reference, but now there are a few people here so hi hello let's try to make this somewhat comprehensible lol

I am known as Render, I write occasionally and linked my original posts below, I'll keep that list updated if I post more. The only characters I really write for are [Redacted] and occasionally Ren hehe. I mostly reblog 14dwy art. Feel free to give polite feedback on my work, positive or negative :3

[REDACTED] 14 Dates With You

"I believe you"

Nighttime Chats

Unreliable Narrator

Rendacted Taken Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5

Ren Unhinged Angel

I can't articulate how utterly inhumane it is that we've not only normalized, but valorized, sleep deprivation. We treat it like an achievement.

Sleep deprivation increases your risk for a myriad of serious illnesses like heart disease, kidney disease, diabetes, and stroke.

And that's just to name a few.

Some of the most important cellular work we do all day happens while we're sleeping. When we don't get enough quality sleep and rest, our cells literally can't effectively repair themselves.

It literally damages every system in our bodies.

Capitalism lies.

Getting enough sleep is actually one of the most meaningfully "productive" things we can do.

DAY 5 IS OUT NOW!

Hi Angel... ^^ Since we recently hit 5K Discord members, I've decided to release Day 5! You can now play it earlier than everyone else by joining the 14DWY Discord server — but please be aware that it's only for 18+ folks, so you'll need to verify your age to get in!

Don't want to join? That's okay! Day 5 will be released to the public after a week! This is just for those who want to skip the queue!

For those who've already joined the sever: you're free to make content (videos, TikToks, memes, etc.), stream it (privately, on YouTube, Twitch, etc.), and share spoilers outside of the server, but make sure to use #14DWY Day 5 spoilers so that people can easily blacklist the tag! Don't ruin the excitement for others!!

With that being said... Final Day 5 screenshots will be put under the cut! ^^

Once again, make sure to use the following tag for any Day 5 posts:

#14DWY Day 5 spoilers

And if you'd like to join the Discord server to play Day 5, here's an invite link >:3

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