This Will Save Me A Lot Of Time Where I Could Be Sleeping Omfg

i know this might be controversial, but enough is enough.

as someone who grew up in the rigidity—and, at times, oppressive nature—of roman catholicism, i am so tired of the religious!reader trope where they’re portrayed as so innocent they’re practically a child. we were not innocent. we knew the names of our bodies, the weight of shame, and the crushing complexity of guilt. i knew that my vagina was a vagina.

the sheer amount of extremely innocent!religious!reader fics is unsettling. they turn the reader into this caricature—wide-eyed, naive, almost infantilized, complete with pigtails and an oversized cross necklace perfect for a porn video thumbnail.

for me—and for a lot of other lesbians i’ve bonded with over religious trauma—it was never about innocence. it was about guilt. guilt over pleasure, guilt over sin, and all the ways we punished ourselves for being human.

we weren’t these overgrown children teetering around in purity. we were messy, complicated, and burdened by shame in ways that were far more nuanced than these portrayals ever capture. enough, please.

Do you have any wenclair or JO fanfic blogs you can recommend?

I’m just gonna list some blogs in no particular order I love all their work

@forthewomenonly

@marvelfilth

@writing-rat

@bingwriterxo

@barblaz-arts

just so I won't forget ab it

kanamafu ac: 青灰色

lavender locket week! an event i'm making just for myself because i just love my partner so much

✧ . . this week will last from the 21st to 27th (probably, depends if i want to do it then or not)

✰ . . you can join if you want but this event is mostly for me, and to locket consider it a mini christmas gift from us! (surprise) and i'll be using the tag #lavender locket week

✧ ︵‿ prompts ‿✰

day 1 ﹕kanade and mafuyu day 2 ﹕cherie and crush day 3 ﹕basil and aubrey day 4 ﹕akira and ryo day 5 ﹕yor and loid day 6 ﹕jecka and nicole day 7 ﹕ miyamura and hori ╰　think of this like "[lavender] and [locket]"

✰ . . all prompts are based off ships/duos that my partner and i self insert ourselves into! :D like they're just us for real

yk the obsessions bad when its been a month and you still check ao3/tumblr multiple times a day for new fanfics..

ONE CHANCE BABYGIRL 🙏🏻🙏🏻

She's so girlfriend

Found this brightened version of the scene without the music here

Gotta say, it makes things much more... visible <3

Sevika with a Chubby S/o

Sevika loves bigger women, something about round tummies and thick thighs makes her go wild

calls you her peach because your nice and juicy

runs her fingers along your stretch marks, grabbing fistfuls of your flesh

chronic ass slapper and biter

uses your belly as leverage to fuck into you with her strap

constantly tells you that she wants to get you pregnant if she could

that you’ll make a great mama for her children

Sevika is much leaner and muscular, so whenever you get the chance you trace her abs with your finger tips

amazed by her raw powerful body you get an excuse to make her move furniture or heavy boxes

Silco adores you, so does Jinx. he asks Sevika how are you doing and genuinely cares about you (especially when you brought cookies for his daughter). because he has seen first hand what your relationship does to Sevika

got into a pretty nasty fight? Sevika punches his goons half to death. and looks even scarier than ever before

you patched up Sevika’s poncho after it got snagged on a broken window? he could almost see a sliver of a blush on her cheeks

his right hand woman has no idea the effect you have on her does she?

Sevika even toned down drinking and smoking

“my lady chews my ear off if I smell too much like a drive bar.”

you call her beautiful as you kiss her countless scars and rub the shoulder of her mechanical arm

“i’m everything but beautiful, doll.”

something primal takes over her as she sees how different your bodies are. you so soft and plush, her’s hard and brutal.

treats you like an absolute princess. buys you what ever you want. gives you what ever you want.

you are the one that cuts and styles her hair. she even asked you to shave her bald once and you had a heart attack.

Sevika plays dirty in card games. for every round she wins you take off a piece of clothing. one time she left you completely bare and you were pissed because you saw her cheat more than once.

ate your fat pussy out as a form of sorry

when she tells you to sit on her face, you SIT on her face

no “I’m too heavy” bullshit. if she couldn’t handle a little weight on her then she wouldn’t have the privilege of calling you her woman

and have you seen her?! Sevika is a tank. she can certainly handle herself (and you) more than anything

sleeps nude, with her chest pressed against your back and always a hand on your lower tummy

walks around the apartment shirtless all the time. flexes her arm when she catches you staring

uses your arm fat as a stress ball. It “makes her think better”. her words not mine

you patch her up after rough deals, crying and yelling at her for being too reckless. so selfish

Sevika kisses you. nose running down your neck, smelling your sweetness. she hates seeing you in pain. especially if it was caused by her

“i don’t like it when you cry.”