@snailpaste
I hate so many guy animals like dogs, horses, cows, anything that you're like "aww so cu-" and then their fucking dingdong comes swingalinging around put that shi away bruh i dont wanna see that đđđ
Akainu: We're going to kill every last pirate here!
Koby: PLEASE STOP! THERE'LL BE TOO MANY CASUALTIES!
Borsalino:
ion even wanna write anything đ i might just finish the luffy thing and just pop in whenever i need to get writing thing off my chest
cant sleep because i keep thinking about all the things that ive been spoiled for and it pisses me off. I had a dream about it too. What i wouldnt gjve to have a way to erase my memory of thints. I dont even wanna write anything to do with shanks anymore. His character is ruined for me. I cant stop thinking about all the ways i wouldve been so happy and shocked at all the things about him that have been ruined. Fml
i dont think i can write i think eometjings wrongnwithnmenim passing iut
Shanks getting pink hair(s) instead of gray or white is canon completely in my mind and should be in everything else.
Luffy x male reader. Angst(?) Slowburn still. 1703 words Part one, Part three, Part four
Desc: You confessed to Luffy and he tries to find out what it means to him.
Youâve started sleeping in the menâs quarterâs again. It was hard to get some sleep at first, but life at sea is tiring, especially with the occasional marine attack and random weather conditions. Your body will shut itself down eventually. Unfortunately, someone else isnât having much luck tonight.
âHnnnnnnnn..â
Rustle
âHrrrmmmmmmmâ
Rustle rustle
âHnnnnngaahh!â Luffy sits up quickly, his arms in the air. âCanât sleep.â A shoe is thrown at his head by Sanji. âOw!â
âThen go outside instead of bringing us into it!â The chef barks while the rubber man rubs his head. He pouts while getting up, making his way out onto the deck.
âwaaatchhhh⌠night watchh.. heheheh. As if I even need to. Who would even dare approach the ship of the GREAT Captain Us-â
âUsopp.â The sniper feels a hand on his shoulder.
âEEAAAAAAHHH!â He screams and bursts into tears, ready to plead for his life before realizing itâs just his friend. âOh. Luffy.â He has a hand on his chest, quickly pretending nothing happened. âWhy are you up?â
âWh- What happened!? Did you scream!?â A large muscular human reindeer runs over. âLuffy?â Fwoosh, back to small.
âI scared a bird, thatâs all. I already took care of it.â The captain tries to open his mouth but is quickly shushed by Usopp. âYou couldnât sleep, right? Why?â
â(Y/n) sleeps back in his bed now but he still doesn't talk like before.â Changing the subject works, why wouldnât it.
âLike before?â The two crewmates ask.
âYeah like, he doesnât.. look at me, the same. Like itâs⌠different. Not as warm.â He wracks his brain to explain, making weird hand signals because he canât translate his thoughts into words he knows properly.
âLoving? Caring? Like youâre the only thing that matters in this unforgiving world?â Usopp finishes and Luffy nods, similar enough. He hums while nodding, eyes closed with a hand on his chin.
âSeems like he fell out of love with you.â The sniper states after a bit of fake pondering for dramatic effect.
âOut of love?â Chopper and Luffy ask before Usopp nods.
âI mean, you rejected him, right? Even outed his feelings in front of all of us, sounds like he just moved on. Let the feelings fade out into the wind.â He explains while the doctor nods. Luffyâs brain goes empty-er as he lets how he feels translate into thoughts,
âI didnât reject himâ and out through his mouth. The two previously chatting teens stop.
âYou didnât?â They ask and Luffy shakes his head.
âI just called him weird, then he didnât say anything else.â
âŚ
Is that not a rejection?
âIs that not a rejection?â Thatâs what I said. Usopp furrows his brows, trying to see through his friendâs eyes. âDid you also stay silent?â
âI didnât know what else to say.â The sniper hums, he would definitely start ugly sobbing if someone he was in love with did that to him.
âYou couldâve said, âThank you for your feelings, I do not feel the same way.â If he continues then scold him.â Chopper says with a hoof on his chest. Very kind. âOr kick him off a mountain.â Two different parents taught him two different things.
âThat could kill someone..â Usopp points out, slightly concerned. Chopper nods.
âIf they survive they ask for your help and then you have a new customer/patient.â What did Dr. Kureha teach him? The long nosed man stares at Chopper in concern and shock before Luffy speaks.
âI donât wanna do that.â
âWell yeah heâs still our friend, kicking him off a mountain is a bit mu-â
âI mean, I donât wanna lie.â He clarifies and Usopp stares at his friend, lips jutted out still from being interrupted.
âLie?â The small reindeer asks instead and the captain nods.
âI do have feelings for him. I just.â Luffy motions at his chest, âJustâŚâ This is why he couldnât sleep. âI donât know what love like that is. Being in love. Heâs in love with me and I love him but I donât know what my love is if he feels like that.â Luffy feels platonic love easily, he feels joy and happy and angry all very easily. Even something like excitement from a womanâs chest he can feel via living through Usopp, but romantic love he doesnât know a lick about feeling. Passion and smooching, hugging and holding hands, staring into each other's eyes. You could do that all with a friend, mostly, so whatâs the actual difference? Itâs not like lust is the difference either since people do stuff without loving each other all the time.
âRomantic loveâŚâ Hiriluk loved Drum Island and Dr. Kureha loved having fun. âRomantic love is having big antlers and sturdy fur.â Chopper reverts to what he learned when he was a wee baby. Luffy rubs his own head, no antlers. In response to his captainâs confusion, Usopp speaks confidently.
âItâs okay. They call me Captain of Love Usopp for a reason!â He strikes a pose and Chopper claps. âLove is like the warm sun on a snowy day, a ray of light peeking through storm clouds, an oasis in a desert. Itâs the light at the end of a tunnel.â A lot of metaphors, but not a lot of actual explanation. Itâs not doing much good, though Chopper at least seems into it. The rubber man isnât as interested though, realizing this isnât answering much of his questions. He looks down.
âI donât want (Y/n) to be out of love with me if heâs like this because he doesnât love me romantically anymore.â Luffy mumbles to himself, deciding to go to the restroom. Maybe thatâll help.
âAmorrr is- Luffy? Whereâd he go?â Usopp looks around, realizing heâs gone. He looks down at Chopper, whoâs expecting more. The sniper clears his throat and continues. âLove is like!â You get the point. Chopper doesnât know about romantic love much, even as a reindeer. They donât usually love romantically to mate, while both Hiriluk and Dr. Kureha were interested in their medical endeavors and danger. As for Usopp, heâd been on the same island all of his life always focusing on other things to ever truly register romantic love. His sick mother, her death, then trying to become a brave warrior of the sea. No parents to teach him either. His assumption was it would be figured out once on the ocean, being surrounded by lovers and admirers all the time. Neither of them can help Luffy, at least not in the way he needs.
So what does Luffy need? He doesnât know, and neither do they. So he goes to the restroom.
âLoveâŚâ Luffy says while sitting on the toilet, not going or anything, just for thinking. âLoovvee. Loav.â Repeating it isnât helping, âLouuvee, loaf.â though it is cheering him up. âShi shi shi!â He laughs a bit, then stands up. This didnât give any answers, but he wonât stress about it. Things will work out eventually. Luffy splashes water and soap on his hands, dries them off, then leaves the restroom. He goes back to the menâs quarters. Before going back to his own bed he stops by yours. â...â He crouches down and stares at you. â..luv.â A small mumble before flopping onto his mattress. His heart and mind feels clearer.
Meanwhile, your eyes open, what was that about?
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âWhyâd he just stare at me? Or maybe he wasnât? My eyes werenât open but I definitely felt his body heat and breath.â You think to yourself as you poke at your food with a scowl, finally taking a bite out of it.
âLuffyâs gonna steal it if you donât eat in time.â Nami tells you, pointing to your plate with her fork. On cue, the captain tries to reach for her food, hand smacked away before he could grab anything. No time for thinking during breakfast, but youâre on dish duty today. That should give you a chance to think.
âHey.â A voice says behind you and you almost drop the plate youâre rinsing off. Itâs Sanji. âSo⌠about you and Luffy.â He starts, looking awkward. âYouâre really in love with that id- with him?â Heâd like to insult Luffy but feels itâs not the time.
âWay to bring it up again.â You grumble, placing the last dish to dry.
âDid he reject you?â
âYeah, obviously. Donât know what I expected to happen.â You donât really feel like talking about it but heâs asking so you answer.
âAre you sure?â The chef asks and you look back at him, irritated.
âHell you mean âare you sure?â Iâm pretty sure, dude.â Your eyes glare at him. âHe called me weird and acts like Iâm a specimen now.â Your sass makes Sanji frown back.
âIâm trying to help you, dumbass. Luffyâs not like other people. What you think might be a rejection can be something else entirely. He could say someone has a strong smell and consider it a compliment.â He lights a cigarette, annoyed at the attitude. âYou couldâve read him wrong.â Itâs a bittersweet thought that you just misunderstood.
âEven if I did misunderstand, so what? Itâll still mean a rejection, just in his own way.â Youâre too stressed to talk about this. You were already trying to move on.
âHe asked me about love yesterday.â Your eyes widen. âUsopp and Chopper said the same thing happened the day before.â Sanji says after taking a breath of his cigarette, blowing the smoke out the window. âThatâs what I mean, but if youâre going to be a dick about it-â He leans into your face â-I donât have to tell you anything.â He says mockingly.
âAsshole.â Though you were mean first, technically. Still, you really want to know the details. You clench your jaw, then speak. âIâm sorry for being an ass, tell me.â
âHuh? Whatâd you say? Tell you what?â He puts a cupped hand to his ear.
âTell me more about what Luffy asked you.â He continues to stare at you until you sigh. âPlease.â That gets a satisfied smirk out of him.
âShouldâve just said so.â You hold in your anger so he can continue. âWhat Luffy asked meâŚâ
Cliffhanger wooaaaAAOoah. But still, theres another chappa. I already had a good portion of this one finished but the next one will prob take longer. Also my bad if this one was more comedic than you would like, all of my stuff ends up having a moment like that, plus moments with Usopp always tend to be unserious. I thought about not posting this immediately after it was done to space stuff out but.. nah. Not my style ig. Comment if you want, idk. Havent done slow burn in a long and by a while i mean years and also only like 2 or 3 times.
>Red Hair Pirates
>Look inside
>One redhead
I... I read the manga now and i still manage to get spoiled. Because people read translated chapters ahead of time from illegal websites and i use shonen jump. I cant believe it. Ill just be more careful i guess. Not go on socials just the day before since the raws come out the day before ;;
My household is full of disgusting gluttonous freaks there was an entire fucking pot of asado and i only got one plate before it was all licked clean. Nothing but malice in my head for them, one day god will punish them for their sin.
im 19. Writes sometimes. Any pronouns. Banner by @sillymxowmeow on Twit One piece: caught up on anime. Chapter 1139
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