I Saw This When I Was Rlly Tired So I Drew Over It And Forgot About It Til Now Again Heres What My Addled

true. I dont really need comments to keep going since i started writing in the first place just for whatever and never really expect anything but comments do feel nice. Its why i like asks bc getting an ask means that someone liked a fic so much they took the time to write something to request. Comments feels nice. Ofc likes and reblogs are enough but as a fic reader i just wanna say to anyone reading a fic and hesitating to comment, no the author isn't going to think you're cringe if you leave a comment. It doesn't have to be something crazy either the author isn't going to read a 4 word comment or a heart and go "how DARE you." They don't hate you, you aren't cringe and leaving a comment or a reblog with a comment doesn't make you cringe. If theres no comments you aren't going to be weird for being the first, if there's a bunch of comments your comments isn't going to mean nothing, it still matters

someone I follow on the bird app just announced they’re starting a very exclusive private fic server because they and a bunch of other people want to talk about how much they love the fics they’re reading, and as an author can I just say that a really great place to talk about a fic you love is in the comments for that fic

I understand that people are trying to create safe spaces, but as the number of comments that I get on my fics dwindles with each passing year, knowing these spaces exist where my fics are being discussed, places that I am excluded from, makes me want to write fic LESS

I mean I guess who cares, right, because if I stop writing, there’s 10,000 other people that will continue…but if you participate in a fic “book club” server and you say nice things there about a fic you loved, maybe copy and paste that into a comment on AO3?

the only thing fanfic writers are asking for in return for hours of hard work is attention. please don’t rob us of the one thing that we hope for when we hit “post”

Playing tomodachi life and put Shanks in as my oc's spouse (i have them as me to make it easier) and Shanks is the first one to fall in love and I was like "finally" and he fucking fell in love with Kaya i hate this game

Im becoming stronger (i can think again)

I remember ive been watching anime ever since i was a teeny kid and i never understood why they put towel on their head while bathing UNTIL one day i was watching a bathing scene of them relaxing like usual and one of the characters re-dunked the towel in the water because it had gotten cold and i was like "holy fucking shit it's to keep your head warm". Dude i actually felt my third eye opening I was genuinely like "The japanese are GENUISES" because i'd never seen that b4 in other media. Only in anime. I always have problems in even the shower about my head getting cold while im washing my body yet i just assumed there was no solution, it was hopeless, something i simply had to deal with. But they innovated, putting wet warm towel on their head. Insane, in a good way. I have nothing bad to say about that method, its fucking perfect and i would do it myself except I only shower so i can't balance the towel on my head and places to bathe ive visited dont have a small towel i can wet. But i know. When i get the chance, it will be heaven.

how do i make a msterlist and do things on tumblr this is complicado

chat ik i havent posted a fic in a while i promise i am lamenting that im not writing im simply having trouble doing so

im listening to femtanyl to help viscate (i dont even know if thats a word its just what came to mind) my pain

listening to film red songs and i forgot how fucking heartbreaking "the world's continuation" is. Like ive been listening to it kinda emotional bc ive been imagining it as an oc but now that ive got really into the fandom again im remembering about film red as a whole and the lyrics and utas meaning behind it and its so fucking sad istg if Oda makes it canon that Uta has a sad fate and not just that she got sadly seperated from Shanks im gonna kill myself from the inside out. Actually sadder than Ace's death and the song actually makes me cry every time and now that im listening to it thinking of her i was like lowkey sobbing. Like atleast Ace had people but Uta just lost everything and just slowly fell into insanity and then just... died. IN FILM RED. Shes alive in canon and just got seperated from Shanks and it was sad but shes happy and a popstar somewhere trust. (Its fucking canon don't even bullshit me saying that im coping or headcanoning im too unstable)

Mf be like "You only like Shanks bc he's hot!" and *glances at his tits* phew uhh *fans my face with my shirt* uhh ahem uhh is it getting hot in here or what

im so jealous of people that like sushi. The texture and beauty of sushi is so amazing and oh my god 10/10 and i crave it but nooo my taste buds are like "ehh" like JUST LIKE IT. 10/10 beauty 10/10 texture but like a 2/10 taste so ecerything is ruined. Fml

When i say i can't handle relationship angst, at least with bad ending, i mean I really really can't handle relationship angst. I'll start crying very easily. Sometimes over very small things. I made up a cheating scenario in my head and ended up having to stop myself from literally crying out in sorrow as i sobbed. More recently i read a smau that included Crocodile and the scenario was like "You wear his shirt" except Crocodile didn't like it and it was supposed to be comedic but it bummed me out, then i started to imagine it in my head and started to despair and i ended up crying sobbing again. To be fair i had stopped taking my meds again (i get lazy to refill the little day by day boxes things, refilled them again 2 days ago bc mood was starting to get really bad) but i know even if i was taking em i would've probably still cried a bit. So unless its platonic or familial angst (though something depressing enough will bum me out a lot) I cant handle it. Strangely enough, whump is an exception. I save whump especially for when im mad or upset, to which i read it and often calm down and can go to sleep.