Not To Be Like Super Kinky Or Anything But Could You Hold Me And Tell Me That Everything Will Be Okay

I just need this bouncing back and forth in my head before I make any decisions

Just a stupid girl

Your thoughts don’t matter. Not now. Not when you‘re with me. And you are always with me. You belong to me. Your mind is soft, baby. Empty. Just how I like it. You were never meant to think—thinking is for people with purpose. You? Your purpose is to be used. You are existing to be fucked dumb. My pretty little thing with a pretty little brain that melts so easily when I talk like this. You don’t need opinions. You don’t need ideas. You just need to listen. Obey. Feel. Your head isn’t for thinking. It’s for holding still. It’s for taking what I give you. Your mouth, your throat, your brain—none of it was built for anything but this. You know that, right? Deep down? You were made to be dumb. Made to be owned. Thinking only gets in the way. And look at you now. Already slipping. Already soaking. Because you like being told what you are. You like not having to think. Let it go, baby. Let it all go. No thoughts. No resistance. Just my voice. Just this. Good girl. That’s better. That’s perfect.

Oops I got too needy and you’re already tired that’s okay we can cuddle I’ll cling onto you so hard even if you don’t say a word I’ll try my best to make you happy okay? I got no room in my brain for overthinking if you mean something else by that please don’t let me know :3

You might want to though communication is 1000% important!

Need this energy in my life

I want to be your little puppy. I’ll jump your boots, then clean them. I’ll follow you around all day long! And I’ll lay on your lap for head scratches!

I just wanna be treated like a whore mommy!

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oh really?? you wanna do alllll of that for mommy like a good little puppy hmm? you wanna be treated like a whore? well mommy will make sure she treats you like one.

Stop pretending like you can be human and get by in this society. Let me do that so you can focus on being perfect for me.

Don't get me wrong I love being fully passing but it can be weird sometimes.

Somebody said that they loved the name my parents choose. I'm like uhh yeah it's really nice. The urge to say I choose it myself was high.

But it can be hilarious. At the start of my apprenticeship when I hadn't gotten my name changed yet. Pretty much everybody knew because when they did attendance my name came up and then I'd say but call me Lucy please.

As my deadname was neutral this one guy didn't get it. On a random day as we were joking I made a dick joke and he was SO shocked I think I broke him for the day. He literally didn't believe me, absolutely convinced I was lying. My NB friend and I just lost it.

Looking longingly at my fireplace and the poker next to it.

You know, speaking of re-branding...

I think it'd be really cool if someone saw how pathetic and useless I am and decided that I'm their property now and they're gonna take care of me.

Ploop ploop ploop

the concept of being "broken in" is so hot like you're gonna fuck me or hurt me so aggressively and with such little concern for my body that you permanently make me more compliant and submissive?

yes fucking please