I’m Not Sure What He Was Expecting, But I’m Sure It Wasn’t Someone With Glitter Still In Their

what gravity falls did i watch bro

hiii so I'm in a bit of a pickle [aug 29th 2024]

I'm Kacper, an autistic polish trans man living in the UK. I work a part-time job which I adore, but the hours aren't the best. My paycheck was a little low this month, and while I managed to cover rent just fine, I'm short on bills and food. To add onto that, I desperately need to get new lenses for my glasses as I have chronic migraines and my out-of-date perscription only adds to it. The migraines have also caused me to miss a couple of shifts at my job.

I need roughly £300 as soon as possible to cover everything

my P-pal is here and I'd appreciate any help I can get!

I like the idea that Sonic can be silent for hours but word vomits when he's nervous or catches the right moment. Shadow is a good listener...at least to people he respects. I HC it's a bad trait of his, walking away or leaving before someones finished talking because obviously he already knows this thing.

I think it's something they would both have to work on. Sonic might even have the opposite issue, never finishing or explaining enough...just running off.

a lil tropey sonadow warm up, before getting some more comic stuff going in the new year. This one's been sitting in my files for months.

I think over time he'd become fascinated by the strange things people say, given how often sonic just sits and listens to the world around him. At some point his "wtf are you talking about, that's a dumb thing to say" would turn into, "thats a weird thing to say. Why? tell me more. I need to understand everything."

I bet sonic would slap him with a "why do you think he said that? Really? huh." but never explaining, making shadow doubt himself and ask more just to prove he's exploring more perspectives.

Also continues my HC that he's accidentally romantic, despite himself haha. "is he into me?" Who knows, honestly.

take this sketch I drew in like 15 seconds because my god does that man need a hug. as many hugs as he can get. regardless of how artblocked I am rn

sometimes you just have to let yourself be a bit neurodivergent.

i hate going out, it gives me a lot of anxiety and sensory input that i dont like, and i am often forced to talk to people.

so i do this thing on more difficult days, or sometimes just for fun, where i "bring a fictional character with me". i walk and imagine Fictional Character walking next to me. they talk to me, reassure me, hype me up, whatever i need them to do.

today dean winchester came christmas shopping with me. he went over the list with me of stuff i needed to get, told me i was doing a good job every time i finished in a certain shop, reminded me to take a deep breath when i got a little overwhelmed.

and yea. its kinda silly. and i know its just me talking to myself in a different voice, but it Works! especially since all of my special interests/hyperfixations tend to be tv/movie related.

so do what you gotta do to Get Shit Done. stop holding yourself to neurotypical standards. if you need Fictional Character to tell you you're doing a good job, do it! if you need Favourite Singer to walk you to school, do it! yea it might feel silly but you're literally fighting against your own brain to get stuff done every single day. you can have a little self indulgent daydream, as a treat.

more ACHE :•)

Do y'all se my vision

Anyone wanna commission me to help me get by until my first paycheck next friday?

Name your price. I'll tell you what I can do. All my money is currently going towards rent.

Art examples below:

Inspired by how some male relatives (aka. my dad) would just randomly drop some traumatic lore from their past like it's nothing and you just have to sit there reeling while they keep on driving.

my turn on the agent stone design