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1 year ago

Hey I've been wondering, could you explain Akito and his death symbolism? It's been constantly mentioned or implied in his recent focus songs and VBS covers (getting lines about "death" or "dying" and the likes)

It's just because the fandom is using that to mischaracterize him as an overly depressed and suicidal guy (another Mafuyu copy; pls save him and Tsukasa) and I just don't think that's what the writers mean to say and the point of his whole character!!!

(prefacing this: I'm aware there was a thread about this going round twitter a while ago, I haven't read it specifically because of this ask and if anything is the same that wasn't intentional and I apologise)

A large part of Akito's character arc is his difficulty with improvement and his sheer determination and passion that goes alongside it. He had always viewed his lack of natural talent and unrefined skills as something that made him inferior, which only led to him pushing himself to his extremes, and trying to face things independently and head-on. This is something that's touched on heavily in the STRAY BAD DOG event, where we get to see him learn to rely on his teammates more and realise that he isn't alone. Find A Way Out continues his arc of personal development, with him realising he's actually not so different to the people he looks up to, and finally learning to accept and feel confident with his improvement instead of just pushing forward almost desperately. It's that idea of him finally realising that he won't always be a step behind everyone else and good things are actually coming with his hard work.

Building off that idea, it's like a sort of rebirth. And that's where the links to Kashika come in. Kashika is a song about death and longing which gets horribly misinterpreted and has led people to believe Akito is suicidal which is simply untrue. The thing that's dying in this context is Akito's old self. The child who had no talent and was falling so far behind everyone. The child who worked so, so, so hard to be perfect is dying. And that sounds like a negative thing but it's really not. It's a metaphor for Akito reflecting on himself and moving on from the past and breaking new ground.

Hey I've Been Wondering, Could You Explain Akito And His Death Symbolism? It's Been Constantly Mentioned

The 2DMV adds another layer to this with its marigolds, which not only symbolise death, but also can symbolise a renewal. And in this case, renewal refers to Akito's growth following the events of FAWO. He finally faced up to his past mistakes and overcame them, but even then he won't let himself feel relief. It's only with the help of Taiga's story about Ken that he's finally able to be more satisfied with himself and how far he's managed to come. He's finally able to break out from that belief that he's forever going to be stuck behind, and he's able to have faith in himself. Realising that Ken was just like him and managed to get to such a high level of skill and be so respected by those around him finally lets Akito believe that he too can reach that same light.

The butterflies in the background again symbolise renewal or transformation. It's not about death as per se, it's about change. Change and growth and transformation are recurring themes in prsk's character writing, and Akito is no exception. While on a surface level, Kashika is about death, if you put it next to the story, it's about regeneration. Akito is moving forward and leaving the old him behind, he says as much in the FAWO story.

Hey I've Been Wondering, Could You Explain Akito And His Death Symbolism? It's Been Constantly Mentioned
Hey I've Been Wondering, Could You Explain Akito And His Death Symbolism? It's Been Constantly Mentioned
Hey I've Been Wondering, Could You Explain Akito And His Death Symbolism? It's Been Constantly Mentioned

If you actually read the lyrics to Kashika, it's genuinely kinda shocking to me how much people misinterpret its connection to Akito as a character. Like I get the song talks about death a lot and wanting to die, but particularly in these extracts you can see some of the key points of the FAWO event - Akito's determination, passion and self-acceptance. It's a song about Akito growing up, physically and emotionally, and saying goodbye to his past self.

Hey I've Been Wondering, Could You Explain Akito And His Death Symbolism? It's Been Constantly Mentioned

Now as anon pointed out, the marigolds previously appeared in his card from Light Up The Fire. And while in the case of this event, it was most likely drawn to connect with the story surrounding Nagi's death, but it's worth mentioning that every character had their own flower, so the marigolds are specific to him.

As I mentioned in today's fact, aside from being associated with death, grief, and mourning, marigolds can also have positive connotations of optimism and passion based on their warm and vibrant colors. One of the key elements of LUTF was despair and grief, shown through more ways than one. Whilst the truth of Nagi's death came as a shock to the VBS and the others, the following battle with Taiga crushed their hope to the point that everyone except VBS gave up. VBS decides to keep trying for Nagi, and again there's that idea of a renewal. They know the truth now, and are going to come back and get better. Now while this is more general about VBS, the marigolds are still specific to Akito, considering how he's always been the most determined one who has taught himself that the only way he can succeed is through sheer perseverance. Whilst it applies to all of VBS in this instance, it applies even moreso to him.

Hey I've Been Wondering, Could You Explain Akito And His Death Symbolism? It's Been Constantly Mentioned
Hey I've Been Wondering, Could You Explain Akito And His Death Symbolism? It's Been Constantly Mentioned

Also it leads very nicely into his fes card story, which follows after the events of LUTF from his point of view. Something notable about his fragment sekai is that it's a completely barren wasteland. It's dead. And to top it all off, he gets amnesia. However the whole point of his sekai is to remind him of his determination, remind him that he has never once given up on this dream, how he's fought and fought to hold onto it and shouldn't let what happened with Taiga and the truth behind RW strike him down. Despite the area being dead and barren, and despite the fact he can't even remember who he is at all, he still pushes forwards and keeps walking through the dangerous environment because he knows he can't just sit around, he knows he has to do something. He knows it's not a choice, it's a necessity for him to persevere, even if he can't remember why. In the end he does remember, and finds a single flower that is managing to flourish despite the harsh conditions, and he even compares himself to it because truthfully they're one in the same. Even in a hopeless situation, Akito manages to pull through. In a metaphorical sense, he can't truly die, he still finds a way to thrive even if the world is against him. His determination truly is the core of his character.

And that leads us nicely to BURN MY SOUL, which I would consider to be the end of his first character arc. Despite having learnt a lesson about his true strength and potential in FAWO, he still hasn't reached that full potential, and he still believes that he needs to keep pushing and keep working. Through Ken's advice, he's able to realise that he's been so focused on perfection that he's bottling up all the passion inside of him. Because he's so passionate about music and it's this passion that fuels his resolve that is ultimately his core, his soul. And especially after everything that's happened, the fact that there's still a lingering sense of despair after the incident with Taiga, he needs to truly let that passion burn and realise that his true potential has been inside of him all along. His role as assigned by Ken is to light up a fire amongst the people again, so he let's the fire within him burn freely for the first time, and it works exactly as needed and is able to rekindle hope throughout the town and in one of his teammates.

Back to that idea about how metaphorically Akito cannot die, I really like the symbolism of fire within VBS and Akito in particular because it's framed in such a way that the fire lit by RW is a flame that can't burn out. Even with things such as CRaZY's "I'm so ready to die" and the "I'm going to pry it open like I'm going to die" voiceline that plays when you pull his WL card, it's not meant in such a way that he wants to die, but in a way that he's going to put his all into it as if it is the last thing he'll ever do. Akito doesn't want to die, he wants to live to see things through to the end. He's too determined to let anything snuff out his flame, and even then that makes me think of the original usage of snuffing out a flame, which was actually to trim the wick so the flame could burn brighter. If you care enough about that dumb candle analogy, you could say that Taiga/the events of LUTF tried to extinguish Akito's flame, only for him to come back from the dead (and quite literally considering the wasteland in his fes card), and now he's only burning brighter and stronger.

Akito's death symbolism isn't a negative thing. Akito isn't someone who wants to die, he's too determined to die. No matter how much the universe tells him to give up he'll never stop pushing and never stop breaking down the walls around him until he sees his dreams through. All his death symbolism is equally tied to the idea of rebirth or even just living. Kashika is about him leaving his past behind and moving forward, his fes card is about his passion counteracting despair, and Burn my soul/CRaZY/Break down the wall are all about him being so fired up that he's going to act as if it's his final day. He's learning to be satisfied with his life and where he is. He's ready to live and to say he wants to die is a great injustice to his character arc.

1 year ago
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1 year ago

android-human akitoy😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

AKITOYA ANDROID/CYBORG AU

I've always wanted to write an android AU and I came up with three versions!

android Akito human owner Touya

-An makes androids, and she gives Touya one for his 19th birthday. His purpose is to help him around the house and provide him with emotional support, keep him company as he works on his classical music holed up at home by his father’s orders

-however, the android called Akito seems to be defective. It is unable to do much housework or effectively provide him “emotional support”, sometimes acting sassy. An checks Akito over and declares that there is nothing wrong.

-Touya still enjoys Akito's company and they get closer. Akito finds out about Touya's relationship with his father and why he hates music. Akito, wanting to help, listens to different kinds of music, and both of them realise that An made Akito’s vocal cords well enough for him to be able to sing. Touya gets inspired by Akito’s singing and starts to join him, leaving classical music.

-Touya’s father gets mad at him for not finishing his composition and tries to hit him, but Akito protects him and gets hit instead. 

-Touya brings Akito to An for a checkup and they stay there to escape from his father. They form vivid bad squad with An and Kohane who is An’s first ever android. 

-Touya knows he is falling for Akito but is conflicted because Akito is just an android

-Akito tells Touya he loves him but Touya lashes out and says that his feelings were not real and he was just made to feel that way.

-???

2. human Akito and cyborg Touya (inspired by one punch man)

-Touya gets into an accident and suffers deadly injuries; Akito, only able to preserve his brain, some other body parts and blood, turns him into a cyborg to save his life

-to thank Akito for saving his life, Touya insists on becoming his house helper (also because he has nowhere to live now that his home was burnt down) 

-Akito says he only agreed because it will make checkups/repairs on him more convenient (not because Touya looks attractive, nope, haha...)

-thus began their life of living together…

3. androids Akito and Touya

-Akito and Touya are androids made by an illegal experimental organisation in japan and are trained as assassins 

-they work as a team with An and Kohane who are also androids

-they are kept locked up in the organisation’s experimental facility and are unable explore the world freely

-hating their purpose, and wanting to live a normal life, they form a plan to escape

-they succeed, but not without severe casualties…

I personally don't really like the first one its kinda weird to me to think about a human and android being in love... I might write a fic for the second one if i feel like it.

You can send me an ask if you have a question about any of my AUs, or if you have any ideas I would love to hear them!!

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