I wonder if anyone has studied me in the ways I’ve studied you,
Faithfully cataloging every habit and hobby and quirk,
Because to be known is to be loved, and how i love you,
The great loves of my life, my sisters, friends, and not quite lovers,
I wish to cradle you close, in the palm of my hand.
Every act of creation is done with you in mind,
A gift, made with the hope of being treasured by you,
To make you understand the depths of my love,
I try to cry out, “see, see how i know you! See how i love you!”
But speaking the words is a difficult task that leaves me vulnerable,
To a rejection i couldn’t face if you didn’t know or understand,
The depths of my love.
So i’ll choke on the blooms of my love for all of you,
The great loves of my life, become part of me,
In lilies and peonies and lavender, crawling up my lungs,
And i would gladly die, just for the thought of having given you,
The hope, the feeling, or even the faintest notion,
That you were loved.
conclusions i drew from listening to spin the wheel:
heimerdinger’s into gambling now it’s how he’s coping
hakuna matata
I decided to see what fics were updated on ao3 on my bday just for kicks and giggles and um- i broke it😭 i’ve angered the ao3 gods by trying to scroll through too many tabs of works😭 now it won’t even let me read any of my other ao3 tabs
pro-tip for commenting on fic: DO NOT tell the author if the fic was posted on the day you were born.
i call this one anthony lockwood’s terminal heart eyes syndrome
If i had a nickel for every doomed yaoi ship i’ve been hyper fixated on this year that ended in a space explosion, features mad scientists, and whose ship name ends in -ik i’d have 2 nickels, which isn’t a lot but it’s weird that it happened twice
Your daily dose of cat memes
this man doesnt have a drivers liscense let alone a flying one
It’s working again thank the ao3 gods my prayers were answered
pro-tip for commenting on fic: DO NOT tell the author if the fic was posted on the day you were born.
Petition to @staff for turning the checkmarks into daggers for the ides of march
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