Pygmalion effect.
Remember that not everyone is capable of being happy for you. These people are often the closest ones to you your family your friends etc. family is the one which hurts the most they'll pay for your basic necessities but use it as a leverage for every single failure. They'll say that they want "the best for you"or " we only think about your success" you dare dream big or different you are the problem I mean every fucking thing you do is a problem. Even if you win a noble prize they'll always highlight your previous failure every chance to demotivate you they'll use it. Because let's be honest the crab bucket mentality they don't really want you to thrive they want you to "settle" maybe a life like theirs with a job you hate, a partner who drains you and someday even kids you will end up treating the same and the cycle continues until someone really breaks it. So if you're reading this break the cycle break it please I'm begging. Most people are emotional creatures we rely on validation and support during tough times support doesn't mean coddling or spoiling it means to show people that you're there for them no matter fucking what. There are of course people who come out stronger out of this " tough love" but not all children are that way whats so fucking hard to understand. "You can give a flower all the water it needs, but if the environment is full of hostility, it will still wilt" .
I have such amazing ( world-changing global warming solving cancer curing-) ideas in my head ( i think) but the moment I try to express them in uhm human words the human language the language we speak i just can't articulate shit to save my life . I feel like I'm an illiterate even though I'm an avid reader (or used to be like 2 years ago). I wish I could bluetooth the ideas, the vision,the grand scheme, the vegetable list etc etc to people. I just rely on the "you know what I'm saying?" Aheh... And many people are like "girl the fuck is you talking about" but many people are there who do I'm so grateful for them. Thank you
How about you and me have some
This nta shit show would be funny if i wasn't a fucking character in it. Right now it's horrific and funny. Can I catch a fucking break?
Oh god thank you so much for tagging me @nyxmahogany and @behenstfuplease
😀🔫🍟🎑📖 these five emojis describe my life since inception.
I'm afraid this tag bloodline dies with me since I don't know who to tag lmao
list five emojis you associate with yourself
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tags .ᐟ @your-mommy-ems @glowydiaries @binibby @jjsblueberry @lovethornes @midiosaamor @maybxlle @daystarpoet @auntiejohn @sororygilmore @haeerizm @inmyheaddd @gentlehue @xoxoivy13 @sweetreveriee @sweetnnaivete @catchmeonyourceiling @calamaroo @hers-underwraps @mooshie-blue @lost-in-reveriie @xoxoivy13 @xoxochb @caramelmiacchiato
Is your soul okay?
I was coming back home this afternoon and it was so fucking hot so naturally I was feeling homicidal. No thoughts just rage and heatstroke. All my life I have only experienced hot,burn fuck you die hot, burn fuck you die hot deluxe version, blissful rain and flu winter. But when I looked up i saw so many trees full of gorgeous yellow, orange, violet, white flowers and the Bougainville (pink) which soothed my rage a little bit and made me realize oh hey it's spring not classic spring but I'm still grateful for you.
Some pictures I took while coming on the scooter I wish I could capture the orange and violet ones and lush green trees passage.
Queer 👏 people 👏 are 👏 not 👏 all 👏 fucking 👏 activists 👏
Stop quizzing us on queer history and asking us questions we aren’t qualified to answer about the world and about politics and about our identities
Stop trying to back us into a corner so you can justify your discrimination on the basis that we don’t know what we’re talking about or can’t “defend” ourselves to you
Stop treating every queer person that stands up and says “I want to be treated like a person” as if they’re an activist
Cut that bullshit out
Marginalised people just want to exist and be happy
I don’t know everything, and that doesn’t make me undeserving of your respect or my human rights you fucker
I don’t even owe you the stuff I do know- I still am entitled to basic fucking respect
The older I get the more I realize my intuition is right you bitches are weird as fuck
Thank you so much y'all for the many reblogs and likes I started posting seriously like over 2 weeks ago also thank you for being my mutuals it's crazy I mean let me count i know only like 4 people in real life here more than 60- that's crazy that used to be the strength of my class when I was in school lmao ( y'all have such cool blogs really i really would like to talk y'all- I be stalking and scrolling through blogs like my mother scrolls through whatsapp statuses) im really really grateful no kidding except for the porn bots and creepy men in my dms YOU all stay the fuck away no I'm not interested in sexting or an older daddy no thanks I'm not that desperate enough yet. Also no I don't wanna learn about trading from Tumblr as tempting making 50,000 dollars in one hour sounds i think I'll pass aheh.
But again thank you so much dhanywaad
https://www.tumblr.com/celestialveilinn?source=share yeah my secondary blog is my main blog I know I fucked up. she's me y'all lmao if you follow her and find this blog liking your posts know it's me. can only like and follow from main blog :/
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