Latest Posts by venxnn - Page 2

So many people on this site will go on and on and on about how they love blood and gore and cannibalism all while they're scared of touching raw meat and it affects me personally and I hate all of them

we need to be romanticizing and perhaps even sexualizing cutting off toxic (real term: abusive) people in our lives. we need to turn the ability to set boundaries and tell people to fuck off into a full blown kink. people should feel an exhilarating and sexual high from using the block button. trust me, when you adopt this mentality, it’s so much easier and more rewarding to do now. i feel powerful. you can too

replacing my mental illness with vampirism

إن جئتني بوجهٍ لا اعرفهُ سأعرفك

وإن جئتني بصوتٍ جديد سأعرفك.

Ne, nemoj mi prići! Hoću izdaleka

da volim i želim oka tvoja dva.

Jer sreća je lepa samo dok se čeka,

dok od sebe samo nagoveštaj da.

Ne, nemoj mi prići! Ima više draži

ova slatka strepnja, čekanje i stra'.

Sve je mnogo lepše donde dok se traži,

o čemu se samo tek po slutnji zna.

Ne, nemoj mi prići! Našto to, i čemu?

Izdaleka samo sve k'o zvezda sja;

izdaleka samo divimo se svemu.

Ne, nek' mi ne priđu oka tvoja dva.

one of the first prison literature books I read was by a Syrian dissident who witnessed the Hama massacre and was arrested. Syrian prisons were my gateway to understanding the machine of Arab oppression. Its liberation now can't be but a great historical moment

“More Like You”, Orla Gartland (via @ aestheticangelxoxo - Pinterest) // “Tumhi Mere Mandir”, Lata Mangeshkar (via tumhimeremandir.blogspot.com) // “It's You, It's Me, It's Us”, Reinaeiry (via Spotify) // via @ liazhangs - Pinterest // “Miss You So Much”, Miley Cyrus (via @ deathhers - Pinterest) // “Coming Down”, Halsey (via @ justanormalgirlwhosperfect - Pinterest) // Richard Siken, “Crush” (via @ gays0up - Pinterest) // Emery Allen, “Holy Things in This World” (via @ sydneyamling1 - Pinterest) // Jorge Luis Borges (via @ favsgrant - Pinterest) // Leah Horlick, “For Your Own Good” (via @ Isabellacreatesart - Pinterest)

One of the greatest vampires!

If anybody thinks that I have forgiven the people who stole years of my life, I would just like to clarify that I have not

how it feels texting my friends who have jobs

reblog this rat until staff gets involved

Let’s not tear other girls down you ugly lesbian bitch who doesn’t know how to do makeup and has bad eyebrows and gross skin lmfao by the way 10% off at glossier using my code SPINELESS xx #girlssupportinggirls

the look of love, the rush of blood

This guy tried to have an attempt at being a terrorist today by trying to explode a statue at Brazil's Supreme Federal Court building but his bomb hit the statue, bounced back and exploded on him??? Dude died like a fucking Looney Tunes character???

sleeping is not enough anymore, what I need right now is to die and then be resurrected and feel reborn.

im chronically suicidal. im always passively or actively suicidal. but im always suicidal. it doesnt matter how much better i could potentially get in the very distant future, this is the one thing that wont change. ill always want it more than absolutely anything else. i cant conceptualize my death as anything other than suicide, ive said this before. ever since i was a kid, i just knew it in my soul that i wasnt going to be alive for long enough to see old age

i dont have an active plan for now. i dont have a date. but i know that, at some point in time, im going to kill myself and no one can change my mind about it

// Look away. //

GO MAD 💛

A throwback piece, cuz they're dominating once again!

💀 Infinite Conversations 💀

Alive -

to be beautiful

and strange.

// Um mi je visoko, oči su low. //

I would like to wholeheartedly thank whoever edited “List of Slavic deities” wikipedia page recently. Far from flawless but at least I don’t want to throw myself off a cliff while looking at it anymore.

// Kuvala se hrana u njihovim lobanjama. //

// Jestem odpadem. //

🐀 All you left behind is a chalk outline 🐀

Thinking about the death of subcultures. Like I haven’t seen any goth kids or punks or any obvious subcultural movements in years. And obviously part of that is just cultural change, but when I think of modern subcultures the only thing I can think of are those tiktok alternative people, like egirls, but there isn’t that sense of a real “scene” going on with their own lifestyles and music and events, like lived experience that’s shared. I feel like what we might call modern subcultures are all reduced to mere aesthetics and they’re all mostly online, and they all look way too pretty – their make up is always perfect and their clothes are perfectly aesthetic and there’s none of that deliberate freakishness going on; literally grunginess itself has been commodified. There’s none of the real expression of confusion and anger that came with growing up in a world that you felt on some level was fucked up but you couldn’t express why, so you expressed it by dressing like a freak, by looking kinda deliberately out of place. I want that spirit back because this is what subcultures were about. Let’s bring back real subculture, not the alienated commodified version that’s based on aesthetics and has been reduced to social media, but the kind where you actually go out looking completely unhinged on purpose to disrupt. The kind where you meet other people and feel a sense of empowerment in your willing difference from the mainstream, and by that I mean the kind that is explicitly anticapitalist.

🐀 Smoking Kills 🐀

🐀 Greyes 🐀