My 2 Moods

Smth I drew for a dtiys on twt

Flustered shinsha

Flustered shinsha Doodle

Hnk Oc

the holy trinity

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more i think about it, more i realize antarc got gwen stacy’d for the creation of a god. pre-antarc, phos had two braincells and used maybe half of one. post-antarc and they were using both braincells plus their instincts and all the knowledge, skills, and charm they didnt think to use before and what did that do? create an entity that could not accept that their entire existence is not only meaningless, but so is their proverbial death bc gems dont really die, do they? they can erode, get crushed, eaten, and they can come back over and over again, but what WON’T come back are the memories that are sacrificed for that eternal survival.

and phos will never forget. whereas other beings have learned to cope one way or another, phos will always be a victim of their memory of antarc, their love for antarc, and the knowledge that the antarc they desperately, truly, and deeply loved is gone forever. a hundred more will be born over the next million years, but it will not be their antarc. an eternity knowing they will never find peace from their grief, call that the perfect recipe for a murderous god.