Bad Day, Bad Week, Whichever It Is, It Will Pass Eventually.

It's me, but who is going to be her.

I need a man who won’t use me for nudes or ask for them all the time, a man that doesn’t want to be sexual at all times. I need a man who can take care of me, keep me safe and make me feel loved. A man who will listen to my struggles and comfort me when I need it.

I bet you'd love my hand running through your hair as I'm in your mouth. Telling you how good you're doing for me as you look up with those big pretty eyes. Taking your lips off of me so I can bend closer to you and consume your lips with my own, deeply, thoroughly. Fuckk

Where do you think you're going kiddo? You know you have to hold daddy's hand silly ❤️

When you really want to help someone you genuinely care about, but you are at a loss for what to do.

Why do I have weird, complicated feelings towards someone, especially so soon after going through a break up? I know I need time to mend myself first, but I also wish I could take care of her in her time of need too.

What to do, what to do. Decisions, decisions.

My type: someone who wants me as much as I want them

Ok, time to breathe and vent to the masses a little. Pretty much everyone here has no clue of the struggles I've been through lately. Sure, I've told some of you who message me, and I greatly appreciate those who let me vent. Most of those who listen, have been wonderful to talk to.

Apparently, what some people just don't understand is that there are more than just one type of dom. Pretty much every guy I've heard of seems to think it needs to be sexual right from the start, and it's your way or the highway. But what of the CG style of dom that I am? Someone who actually cares about the person that I am talking to, and doesn't need things to be sexual from the start, nor does it need to be every day.

But I often feel that the personality I have, tends to get overlooked, at least on this platform. Yes, I have met some wonderful people on here, and have made at least one really amazing friend that I hope will last the test of time. But after last night's attack on me, I was left broken for a little bit. The doubt it created caused me to hurt someone I truly care about, and really I hope that they will forgive me.

From now on, anyone that intentionally causes me, or someone that I care about, any kind of pain like what had happened last night, I'm not messing with it. You will be removed from my life on the spot. Apparently someone has hurt feelings already for this happening, and I don't think they fully understand why. That's not my problem though. I have my circle and I will protect that circle with my life.

But I'm over it at this point. I have received plenty of reassurance from some of you, and for that, I am eternally grateful. I have cut contact with some that I feel caused the pain. It's time I clean the negativity off of this page, and focus on what I was before that negativity came into my life. I will find her, and we will be happy, no matter what. Whether from this platform or another. I know the one for me, and the one who needs me is out there somewhere. We just have to find each other.

I hope everybody heals and see the beautiful things in this world again

what's your favourite anime?

Current favorite is mushoku tensei. It's so good, and I've been reading the light novel as well